After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

It was rare for Si Jiu to hear her mention other women when she was talking to him.

"Of course, the princess and I don't know each other, but we do know someone in common."

And that person was naturally Wen Bai.

Wen Baizhi couldn't stand any longer, so she walked up to Si Jiu and said, "Are you saying that you and Shang Yao met because of me?"

Si Jiu raised his eyes to look at her: "Yes."

Wen Baizhi exclaimed: "But that's not right, I don't remember introducing you two to each other at that time."

Si Jiu pulled her and tried to make her sit on his lap.

"When Wen Bai was alive, we naturally didn't know each other, but after Wen Bai died, we got to know each other."

Wen Baizhi was worried about his back injury and refused to sit on his lap: "No, you have an injury on your back, I can't sit on your lap."

Si Jiu refused: "But you also said that I only have an injury on my back, not on my front."

When he looked at Wen Baizhi, he looked like a big wet puppy.

His eyes were full of desire.

Wen Baizhi couldn't persuade him, so she had to sit on his lap.

"So you and Shang Yao met after Wen Bai died?"

Si Jiu had never thought of telling Wen Baizhi everything that happened three years ago.

After all, what happened in the past three years was so painful that he himself could not even recall it again.

But Wen Baizhi would accidentally touch him every time and then ask him.

He couldn't hide it from her.

So he told her another story that happened three years ago.

"At that time, I brought Wen Bai's coffin back to Kyoto, and regardless of Qi Yan'an's orders, I resolutely cremated Wen Bai's body.

After Qi Yanan found out, he was very angry. I knew that he really wanted to kill me at that time.

He did exactly that. He nailed me into Wen Bai's empty coffin and said he wanted me to die in it."

Wen Baizhi's reaction was the same as he thought. After hearing it, she wanted to find Qi Yan'an and fight him to the death right away.

But as soon as she moved, Si Jiu deliberately said that his injury was very painful.

Wen Baizhi sat on his lap, but didn't dare to move.

Only then did she understand why Si Jiu suddenly asked her to sit on his lap.

She had no choice but to continue sitting on him obediently, and asked through gritted teeth: "So how long has he kept you locked up?"

Si Jiu closed his eyes for a while, then opened them again.

"It was about three days, or five days, I can't remember."

Wen Baizhi became even angrier.

I feel angry and sad.

If you can't even remember the time at the end, then it must have been a long time.

People can survive for some time without eating.

But people cannot survive for long without drinking water.

It was even the darkness that Si Jiu feared the most.

So no wonder he is so afraid of the dark now.

Even with her company, he would sometimes be unable to breathe because of the brief darkness when he woke up from a dream.

"How did you get out later? Qi Yan'an will not let you go." Wen Baizhi almost swallowed blood in her throat when she said this.

Si Jiu hugged Wen Baizhi, seeking her comfort: "It was Princess Shang Yao who saved me."

Wen Baizhi should have thought of it.

The wrath of Emperor Qi Yan'an will not be easily extinguished once it is aroused.

At that time, Si Jiu was just a commoner who was kicked out of the family tree.

It would be easier for Qi Yan'an to kill him than to crush an ant.

At this time, the only one who could save Si Jiu from Qi Yan'an was Princess Shang Yao.

"Princess Shang Yao is also very sad about your passing, but in her heart she also supports me in cremating you, because she knows just as I do that Wen Bai loves freedom the most. Even if he dies, he doesn't want to lie alone and cold in the ground, being eaten by insects and corroded, until nothing is left in the end."

These words were spoken unintentionally by her and Si Jiu at that time.

She didn't expect that Si Jiu would always remember these words and even go against Qi Yan'an for her casual words.

She hugged him and said, "Silly boy, no matter what, I'm dead now, so I don't know anything about what happened next. You don't have to go against Qi Yan'an just because of what I said casually. If it wasn't for Shang Yao, if she didn't save you, then you would have been locked in a coffin by Qi Yan'an until you died."

"so what?"

"What?" Wen Baizhi felt like she was hallucinating.

Si Jiu rested his chin on her shoulder: "So what, Bai Bai, you are gone from that time, I have lost everything, if Princess Shang Yao doesn't save me, I will die, it's no big deal."

"What?" Wen Baizhi still felt that she didn't understand.

Maybe this was because this was the first time she encountered the madness in Si Jiu's character.

"Bai Bai, the reason I never dared to let you know these things is because I was afraid that if you knew my crazy side, you would dislike me and think I was terrible. But I really couldn't be Bai Bai without you."

It was the first time that Wen Baizhi came into contact with his extreme side.

But she didn't feel any fear or discomfort.

Instead, she felt that this more complete Si Jiu made her feel even more distressed.

She stretched out a hand and placed it on the back of Si Jiu's head: "Zi Jin, how could I not like you? I like every side of you, the good and the bad. It's all you, and it's all you that I like. I just feel sorry for you. You went through so many painful experiences before, but I wasn't by your side. When I think about how hard you went through those times, I feel so sad."

Love is like this, you often feel indebted.

"I really want to thank Shang Yao. If she hadn't rescued you, I wouldn't be able to see you now. I must thank her in person later."

Si Jiu felt even more uneasy when he knew that she did not have any different opinion of him because of what he said.

Because Wen Baizhi is so good.

So good that he became increasingly uneasy.

I feel that I am not worthy of such a good Wen Baizhi.

"Bai Bai." He couldn't say anything else, so he could only call out her name.

Wen Baizhi responded: "I'm here, Zijin. I'm here."

Countless dark nights, countless nights with tears on the pillow, are not as valuable as the sound of "I am here" at this moment.

Wen Baizhi's body was pressed tightly against Si Jiu's.

The intimacy between the two of them couldn't accommodate anything else.

And this kind of tight grip is what Si Jiu needs most.

Wen Baizhi only now understood what Baili Wendao had said.

People must have hope and a goal in life.

Si Jiu once lost hope and goals, so he was not afraid of life or death.

Death may be the best relief for him.

Especially after he was castrated, his despair was even greater than heaven.

But he got through it all.

It’s one thing that Qi Yan’an doesn’t want him to die.

More importantly, he wanted to live.

Even if it's just a hopeless hope.

As long as he lives.

Then just wait until she comes back and hugs him.