After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

After all, Bao'en Temple is different from the Dugong Mansion. There is no fire basin in the meditation room.

Therefore, the room seemed particularly cold.

After dinner, the two of them took off their clothes and got on the couch.

The two snuggled together in the quilt to keep each other warm.

"So those children were supposed to be executed, but you saved them, right?"

Wen Baizhi rarely snuggled in Si Jiu's arms and asked.

Si Jiu's chin rested on the top of her head, and his voice came from above: "Yes. At that time, the only children I could save were those who had not been discovered by outsiders."

Wen Baizhi raised her head and kissed his chin: "Zijin, although I don't know what happened at that time, I know you must have been in a difficult situation at that time, but even so, you are already great, at least you saved those children, you are already very impressive."

Si Jiu rubbed his chin against her nose and said, "You are the only one who keeps saying good things about me. If you ask any passerby on the street, they will say that I am a monster who kills without blinking an eye. They will even say that I am just a knife in the hand of His Majesty and a running dog who specializes in doing dirty things by his side."

This was not the first time that Wen Baizhi heard Si Jiu belittle herself in front of her.

But no matter how many times she heard it, she couldn't get used to it.

She sat up from Si Jiu's arms and said, "Zi Jin, I don't allow you to say that about yourself. First of all, you are a person, you are an independent person, you are not dependent on anyone, and you don't need to add your identity to anyone else. No matter whether it is His Majesty or anyone else, they are not qualified to define you like that.

Besides, many of the things you did before were not your original intention. After all, you were just the person who executed orders. If they want to blame someone, they should blame those who issued the orders. But they are so greedy for life and afraid of death that they bully the weak and fear the strong. They dare not blame Your Majesty, so they vent their groundless anger on you. This is unfair. Don't let them brainwash you, okay?

Finally, Zijin, I told you before that people always like to learn about a person from other people's mouths, and they always believe everything they hear. That's not true. People can only define whether a person is good or bad by looking at it for themselves and feeling it with their hearts. For example, I think you are very good, you are very good, and without these children today, you are still a very good person. "

Si Jiu lay on the couch, looking at Wen Baizhi who was talking above his head. Listening to these words that warmed his heart, he felt as if all the grievances and misunderstandings he had suffered before were wiped away by her.

He reached for her hand: "Bai Bai."

He couldn't say anything else.

"Baibai, can you lie down? I want to hold you."

Wen Baizhi then realized that what she had just said was too exciting and she sat up directly.

She lay back down next to Si Jiu.

But this time it turned out to be the same as most of the times before, Si Jiu leaned in Wen Baizhi's arms.

Speaking of house confiscation just now, Wen Baizhi couldn't help but think of Si Jiu as being the same.

His father, Marquis Yongchang, also had his property confiscated.

Only Si Jiu and his unlucky elder brother were left behind.

But Si Jiuyuan was not as lucky as these children.

No one could save him.

What's worse, he was able to escape execution only because his father kicked him out of the family tree at that time.

The reason for being kicked out was that he insisted on marrying Wen Baiming, who was already dead at the time, despite anyone's dissuasion.

Wen Baizhi thought of the dream she had at that time: "Zijin, where were you when the Yongchang Marquis's mansion was raided?"

This was the first time Wen Baizhi asked him this question.

Si Jiu naturally remembered where he was.

But he didn't know how to talk to Wen Baizhi.

Wen Baizhi noticed his silence and realized that the answer to this question might make him uneasy.

She then changed the topic and said, "I'm just asking. It's okay if you don't want to tell me."

Si Jiu shook his head slightly in her arms: "No, I won't hide anything from you. If you want to know anything, I will tell you."

Wen Baizhi touched him soothingly: "It's okay, just say whatever you want to say, and you can speak slowly."

She gave him a sense of security.

Si Jiu's memory began to slowly return to that time.

“I, I was determined to marry Wen Baiming at that time, and my father was very dissatisfied with my action. After he tried to persuade and threaten me many times to no avail, he found an excuse to kick me out of the family tree.

In fact, he had wanted to do this for a long time. After all, my biological mother was just a prostitute. I could be said to be a stain on him. He was so satisfied that he had wiped out this stain on me.

But he himself probably didn't expect that he would become a stain in the eyes of His Majesty.

His Majesty has long wanted to take action against some nobles, and the first to be targeted are people like him, parasites who live off their ancestors' wealth and have made no contribution to Dacheng.

Perhaps kicking me out of the family tree and not executing me when the family property was confiscated was the only good thing he did for me as a son.

But I was still found by His Majesty. He said that although I was no longer in the family tree of the Yongchang Marquis, the blood of the Yongchang Marquis was still in my blood. Therefore, I could escape the death penalty, but I could not escape the living crime. In order to prevent me from giving birth to a child with the blood of the Yongchang Marquis, he did this to me, did this to me..."

Si Jiu couldn't continue talking here.

Wen Baizhi naturally knew what happened next.

At that time, she asked Si Jiu whether it hurt when he was tortured.

But she didn't know that there were so many causes before the punishment.

She kissed Si Jiu's eyelids, which were trembling due to painful memories: "Okay Zijin, okay, let's not talk about it anymore. We don't want to think about it anymore. Those things are in the past. You won't have those painful things in the future. I promise you that I will treat you well in the future."

Si Jiu had never thought about these things.

But today he suddenly thought of this very realistic problem.

That means he will never have children of his own.

If Wen Baizhi stayed with him, she would be deprived of her right to be a mother.

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became, and the more useless he felt.

When Wen Baizhi saw that he didn't say anything, she looked down at him and discovered that he was crying again.

"Zijin, what's wrong?"

Si Jiu hugged her waist and said painfully: "Bai Bai, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Wen Baizhi was confused.

Aren't you talking about him? How could you be sorry for her again?

"Zijin, you are the one who has been hurt the most. Those who hurt you should say sorry to you, not you."

Si Jiu shook his head with tears in his eyes: "No, I am sorry for you Bai Bai. If you stay with me, you will never be able to be a mother."

Not allowing him to give birth to a child with his blood was also Qi Yan'an's punishment for him at the time.

Wen Baizhi thought it was a big deal, but she didn't expect it to be such a small matter.