Doomsday Rebirth: The heroine comes back with the system

The world is gray to me.

The most profound memory is the unreachable iron gate of the orphanage.

It trapped me inside as a child.

A whole year.

"Who's in there?"

"Oh, a nine-year-old orphan."

"Then why is he the only one locked up in there?"

"His father is a rapist. What good can a rapist give birth to? Other children have locked him up, and the dean doesn't bother to care!"

"Tsk, how pitiful."

"What pity? You deserve it!"

That day, I had been hungry for three whole days.

When you are extremely hungry, it feels like there is a meat grinder pulling at your stomach.

The extreme pain and fear consumed me, and I wondered if I was going to die.

Just as I was looking at the dim light and my consciousness was blurred, I seemed to see my mother's gentle face smiling at me: "Xiao Ye, you have to be strong. You are my strongest and best Xiao Ye."

I suddenly came to my senses and told myself that I couldn't just fall down like this.

I propped up my weak arms and tried to find something to fill my stomach in the empty room.

"Squeak."

The iron door was opened.

A blinding light shone through.

I squinted my stinging eyes.

Several sneers rang in my ears: "He's not dead yet. The son of a rapist is lucky, just like Xiaoqiang!"

"You're so thin but you haven't starved to death yet."

"Hahaha, are you hungry? Do you want to eat? Beg me!"

Then they kicked me in the stomach.

I covered my aching stomach, and my eyes finally adjusted to the sunlight after not seeing it for three days, and I could see the faces of the three boys in front of me clearly.

These were the three boys who always bullied me.

One was thirteen years old and two were fifteen years old.

They threw a dirty steamed bun in front of me and then stepped on it:

"Bark like a dog and I'll give you food!"

I said nothing, but slowly got up and crawled to his feet.

Under his expectant smile, she bit his leg!

That bite used up all my strength and I bit off a piece of his flesh!

"Ahhh! He bit me and it hurts so much, beat him up!"

He yelled frantically, and the next second, I was kicked to the ground.

They started beating and kicking me like crazy.

I didn't have any strength at all, I just held my head tightly and curled up.

"Qi Ye, Qi Ye, what a good name."

"Mom and Dad, I hope you can grow freely like weeds and be happy all the time!"

"Brother, sister is here, no one can bully you."

Later I didn’t know where the strength came from.

Maybe it's the instinct for survival.

I fought back.

I grabbed him just as the fist was about to hit me on the head again.

Holding him, she jumped out of the window.

He jumped straight down from the third floor.

I can't beat them, but I'm ruthless enough.

He broke both of his legs when he jumped.

But I was lucky and only broke an arm.

This incident alarmed the dean.

But he is a man who takes money but does nothing, and has no time to take care of us orphans.

After a quick education, the matter was over.

I started to supplement my nutrition and exercise as much as I could. Since I was recuperating in the hospital, I was finally able to have three meals a day.

My body recovered quickly.

The day I returned to the orphanage after my arm injury healed.

The two of them came to the door again.

They said they wanted to avenge their brother who had a broken leg.

I had a good fight with them.

Although I got into trouble again.

But they are worse off than me.

One of them even had a bloody head and a broken ear.

Not because of anything else.

I am just cruel enough.

I don't want to live.

After that incident, no one in the orphanage dared to mess with me anymore.

I became the new big brother.

Everyone is afraid of me.

I don't want to be a big brother at all.

I just want to grow up well, and when I meet my sister in the future, tell her that I am living a good life.

After all, if my little crybaby sister knew that I was injured, she would be sad.

I hate to see my sister cry.

But in order to survive, I have to be the big brother.

I have endless fights every day.

Sometimes you have to fight to the death to get a chance of survival.

Only then can you firmly sit on the position of "big brother".

Over time.

I'm like a beating machine.

Although he has never learned martial arts, he is proficient in countless fighting techniques.

The whole street, the whole orphanage, all the hooligans and street thugs, none of them can be my match.

I became the "big brother" that all population centers obeyed.

Wherever I go, there are people who treat me with respect.

But I'm not happy at all.

What accompanies me every night is endless loneliness and a body full of scars.

There is not a day that I don’t miss home and my sister.

Thinking about the carefree childhood before the age of eight.

But the more I think about it, the more I seem to forget it.

If you indulge in darkness all day long, you will eventually fall into darkness.

Gradually, I began to stop missing these warm things.

I am used to wounds, pain, and loneliness.

Accustomed to living in a dark room.

I'm used to the life of a zombie and myself being a zombie.

By accident, I met a little black cat.

One of its legs was broken and it was lying in a pool of blood, twitching.

He was skinny all over.

So much like me.

I rescued it and named it An An.

If nothing else, the most important thing is to be safe and sound.

Both it and I shall be safe and sound.

Then one day, my sister came to see me.

She said her adoptive family treated her very well and she is now studying for a master's degree.

I was very happy seeing her living a good life, as if all the pain over the years was nothing.

But the good times didn't last long, and zombies broke out.

My sister is trapped in school and I have to rescue her.

The fighting skills he had learned in the orphanage for survival were now useful.

Although the journey was dangerous, it didn't seem that difficult to kill the zombies.

I rushed all the way to the graduate building where she was.

Just as I rushed to the fourth floor, a girl in black suddenly appeared outside the window.

She was wearing a black combat suit, with an unknown silver mechanical object tied to her hands, a mask and a hood, with only a pair of eyes exposed.

Very mysterious.

She looked at me with a hint of surprise.

She only stayed for two seconds before quickly climbing up.

I don't know how she managed to climb outside, it's really unbelievable.

But I was so eager to save my sister that I didn’t have time to think so much.

When I finally rushed to the top floor, I was stunned. All the zombies were killed.

I looked at my sister who was safe and sound at the end of the corridor, and the stone in my heart finally sank.

My sister told me that it was that mysterious girl who saved her.

I thanked her.

She was very cold and didn't even look at me.

But her side-eye is very pretty.

Reminds me of the little black cat.

Then I entered the national base, and unexpectedly I saw her here too.

It turns out her name is Nan Sheng.

She is very good, she and her teammates have good cooperation and strong strength.

And I also have three teammates, and they are all very strong.

The most outstanding one among them was a boy named Qi Xuan.

He is different from any boy I have known before.

He is a very responsible, honest and warm person.

He always secretly looked at the girl named Nan Sheng.

Maybe I like her.

I think so.

But one day.

I suddenly realized that I always wanted to secretly look at her.

I'm a little overwhelmed.

Maybe it's because her eyes are too beautiful.

I always tell myself this.

Maybe it's because she likes cats.

I have nothing against people who like cats.

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I found countless reasons for myself.

Until that day, we met a group of people, and their three cars were chasing us.

I had a tough battle with them.

Fortunately, we won in the end.

I fell to one knee, exhausted.

At this time, she rushed over.

Her eyes were full of anxiety at that time.

At that moment, I felt deeply joy in my heart.

I realized how happy I was to see her.

But I also want to know.

She came here so eagerly, was it for me or for something else?

I thought about it over and over again, but I still don’t know whether this is love or not.

I am embarrassed to express such feelings to anyone.

Until today, I saw her again.

She seemed to have had a conflict with someone else, and the first thing I wanted to do was to help her.

The desire to care about what she was doing all the time was becoming more and more unbearable.

In the end she was injured, and when I was at a loss for a handkerchief, Qi Xuan had already rushed over.

It was then that I realized I didn't have a handkerchief.

You don't need to use a handkerchief to bandage a wound.

I'm so stupid, so dumb.

I blame myself for my slowness.

I also hate my own clumsiness.

Watching him bandaging her wound, I felt indescribably unhappy.

I don’t know if this kind of unhappiness can be considered as love.

In the evening, Qi Xuan finally opened up to me.

He said he liked her.

I probably had guessed it, so I wasn't surprised.

He asked me if I liked it.

I don't know how to answer.

Most of my twenty-six years have been bitter.

It was like a black and white movie, replaying the departure of parents, abandonment by relatives, bullying by others, and separation from sister.

And the dark life every day in the orphanage.

Life has long taught me how to chew up and swallow suffering.

But I was never taught how to like it.

What is like.

I can only tell him that he will be my best brother.

Even if we like the same person, I will not give up on him as my brother.

He told me he was going to train.

He worked so hard just to be closer to her.

I didn't tell him, but I did too.

Then, I should like her, too.

I think.

Maybe this is what love is.

I am Qi Ye, and I am moved.

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The author's words:

All those who have confessed are among the reserve male protagonists. The subsequent confession letters of Qi Xuan, Lu Chi, Gu Ce, Fu Xun, etc. will come out in turn at the appropriate time.

There are still many characters that have not appeared.

The reserves are strong.

(Okay, I’ll just reveal this much(?-_-?))