The mistress of the Hou family worked herself to death, and she did not serve after her rebirth

She stood outside, but didn't know what to say.

Ask him for forgiveness?

Tell him it's all fake and deceive him?

No.

She can't.

In the end, she just stood there blankly, from dawn to dusk.

The person who went to the Imperial College to inquire also came back and whispered something in her ear, but she did not respond. She just waved her hand lightly and let her leave.

Someone asked her what she wanted to eat for dinner. She ordered a few of Yu Ge's favorite dishes and continued to stand there in a daze.

Everyone in the hospital felt it was strange and wanted to persuade him, but they didn't dare to.

Finally, the meal was ready and I asked her how she wanted to eat it.

She seemed to come back to her senses suddenly and walked to the door, "Brother Yu, are you hungry? If you don't want to come out to eat, then I'll bring it in for you? If you don't want to see me, then let Sister Caifeng give it to you?

There was still no response even though there was a door between them.

Brother Yu actually knew that she was coming and had been waiting outside.

She knew that he had gone to find Gu Xijue, and she also knew that he already knew.

He thought she would talk to him a lot, but she never did.

Not hearing Brother Yu's voice, Pei Jiuniang just sighed softly and asked someone to leave first.

She thought for a long time before she spoke.

"Brother Yu, I don't know what to say to you, apologize, explain, but... forget it, how about I tell you a story?"

Having said that, she continued talking without caring whether Brother Yu was listening or not.

"There was once a girl who was told that she might not be able to have children in the future. She had given up the idea of ​​getting married. But one day, she saw a young general from afar on the street. From then on, she could never forget him.

What’s even more coincidental is that someone later told her that she would marry the young general in the future and they would have an engagement. At that time, she would wake up laughing in her dreams.

At that time, she began to take medicine secretly to regulate her body, and she also dreamed of having a child with the young general in the future.

But later, the young general suddenly told her that he wanted to break off the engagement. At that moment, she felt like the sky had fallen on her.

But she still shamelessly went to see the young general again, wanting to take one last look at him and tell him that she had prepared for a long, long time to marry him, be a good wife and mother, and bear children for him. But she didn't expect that when she got drunk, and when she woke up, something that shouldn't have happened had happened between her and the young general.

The girl the young general loved got married in a fit of anger, and the young general also took his anger out on her.

But she was still happy in her heart because she married the person she wanted to marry. Later, she found out that she was pregnant, and she was looking forward to the birth of the child every day.

But the situation at home was not optimistic, and she had to take on the responsibility. Her health was not good to begin with, so she survived a life-threatening situation before giving birth to a boy.

Before she was out of confinement, she was stuffed with heavy account books and things at home happened one after another.

On one side was the child she had given birth to after many dangerous experiences, on the other side was an old man crying and unable to bear the hardship of managing the household, and her husband who had not returned for many years. She could only leave the child to the care of a wet nurse and secretly take a look at him after every day's work.

But since some time ago, she was so busy that she didn't even have time to check on her child. She could only hear from the wet nurse that the child was doing well.

What is she busy with?

She was busy looking at those endless account books, scheming with the old women in charge of the village, taking care of her mother-in-law who was sick from time to time and needed someone to take care of her bedside, and there were a lot of things to do in her mother's family and endless conflicts to deal with.

Later, someone told her that the child seemed abnormal. At first, she was very angry, but later she found that the child looked at her with strange eyes. She was very sad at that time, and she also knew that she was negligent in taking care of the child. Seeing the child close to the nurse who took care of him, she felt very uncomfortable. She also tried to take care of the child herself, but the child was very resistant to her, and she was too busy, so she soon lost her patience...

Later, the mother-in-law brought two children into the house, saying that the children had a miserable life experience and that the two children were sweet-mouthed and likable. At first, she wanted to please the mother-in-law, but later she didn't want people to feel that she owed the two adopted children. Later, she herself couldn't explain what was in her mind. She seemed to have forgotten that they were not her own children and seemed to have gotten used to being around them.

But she had forgotten about her own child. It was as if her mind was controlled by something. She knew that the child was her own, but she just felt that it was not her child..."

Talking about this past event, Pei Jiuniang herself couldn't figure out what happened to her at that time?

She could understand that she didn't ignore Brother Yu just because she believed the rumors and thought Brother Yu was a fool.

It's just in the dark, it seems, it's hard to explain.

"Later, when the children grew up, they looked at me like a stranger. I was old, and the two adopted children were successful in their studies. Some became officials, and some married into wealthy families. She thought she would be praised and retire with honor. However, she didn't expect that when she was most proud of herself, she would be poured cold water.

She thought they treated her as their biological mother just like she did, but she didn't expect that they were just using her and actually despised her.

She was pointed at by thousands of people and was like a rat crossing the street. She was carried away to a courtyard where money was lost, and the people who served her were also driven away. She fell ill and no one cared for her. Just when she thought she was going to die of illness.

Her biological son appeared. She couldn't believe it at first, but later she found out that her biological son had always longed for maternal love, but he didn't know how to express it.

At that moment, her heart was torn as if by a knife. Her originally confused mind suddenly became clear, and she was eaten away by guilt and regret.

Later she died, and when she woke up, she returned to the day when her mother-in-law forced her to adopt two sons.

In this life, she just wanted to take good care of her biological son and be a good mother, perhaps. She did feel guilty, but this time she was sure that she loved the child, she…"

Speaking of this, Pei Jiuniang burst into tears.

What she didn't know was that Brother Yu in the room had already been crying uncontrollably, but he just covered his mouth tightly, refusing to make any sound.