Rebirth and revenge, without delaying the kiss of the black-bellied boss

In the square medicinal spring, Xu Zhishan and Su Chenyi sat face to face, and they looked at each other in silence for a while.

As the heat in the hot spring pool continued to rise, the unpleasant smell like traditional Chinese medicine became stronger.

Although every breath Xu Zhishan took was filled with bitterness, she tried her best to endure it, just so that the person in front of her could be healthier.

This is the only thing Xu Zhishan can do for Su Chenyi now, which is to make Su Chenyi healthier.

If someone asked her how to show her love for someone, she would definitely say that she hopes that person can be healthy and safe.

Su Chenyi was originally a taciturn person. After he sat down, he kept his lips tightly closed and had no intention of speaking.

Xu Zhishan looked at Su Chenyi in front of her from time to time, and found that it seemed that she hadn't seen Su Chenyi for a while, and his short hair had been cut shorter.

Although she was very curious about where Su Chenyi had been recently, or what he had done.

But she knew that even if she asked, Su Chenyi would not tell her, and even if he told her, it would obviously not be the truth.

However, she was so bored that she decided to ask:

"Where have you been lately?

Last night I went to Yeyi Bar, and Xiaoni asked me that you hadn't been to Yeyi for a few days, and you hadn't gone home to live either. Did you go on a business trip?"

"Yeah." Su Chenyi hummed lightly and replied briefly.

Su Chenyi has indeed been very busy recently. He is busy dealing with the impact of the betrayal of "Bing", a person he had promoted before.

Of course, he also had to follow Ou Jinghuan's instructions to warn "Bing's" wife whose tongue he had pulled out, and about a series of things such as "Bing's" daughter being raised by her grandparents.

Ou Jinghuan has been very busy in the company recently, and Su Chenyi is also very busy, but he is just cleaning up the mess he made because he trusted the wrong person.

Su Chenyi thought about what he had dealt with recently and the innocent daughter of "Bing". He felt helpless and regretful.

He could only pray in his heart that the girl would grow up healthy and happy with her grandparents who had the right values.

Even if the girl eventually became like him, with her heart full of hatred and holding a grudge against him for killing "Bing", he wouldn't care.

After all, "Bing" knew the rules of the organization and made mistakes knowingly. He didn't think that he shouldn't have killed "Bing". He just hoped that the girl wouldn't grow up in pain like him.

At this time, Xu Zhishan saw that Su Chenyi did not tell her where he was going as usual. She had expected this and smiled helplessly.

However, this time, under the illumination of the hanging lights in the pavilion above the hot spring pool, she could clearly see the concerns in Su Chenyi's eyes.

It was rare for her to see such an expression in Su Chenyi's eyes, so she became curious and asked again:

"What's wrong? Did you encounter any problems while on your business trip?"

Su Chenyi raised his eyes and looked at Xu Zhishan. He was about to say no, but then he changed his tone and admitted:

"Ah."

Although Xu Zhishan was speechless at Su Chenyi's brief answer, she had long been accustomed to it.

After all, she could tolerate Ou Jinghuan's coldness and often stuck behind him, and of course she could tolerate Su Chenyi's silence.

But... this time she was not used to Su Chenyi admitting that he had a problem! It was really rare!

Xu Zhishan raised her eyebrows in surprise, showing an expression of disbelief, and said:

"Brother Chen! If you think this is a difficult problem, then it must be a serious matter, right?

Is it taken care of now? No! I think it must be taken care of, right? "

Hearing this, Su Chenyi lowered his eyebrows, shook his head, and replied with a tone that could not hide his disappointment:

"Well, actually... I don't know if I handled it well."

This was the first time Xu Zhishan saw Su Chenyi in such an expression. She instantly became worried and asked anxiously:

"Does my cousin know that you are in trouble?

You can actually tell your cousin. You don’t have to bear everything by yourself. I believe your cousin can help you solve it!

If... you are embarrassed to tell him, then I will go and find your cousin for you. I will ask him to help you! Don't worry!"

Xu Zhishan was very caring towards Su Chenyi. These words immediately revealed how carefully she considered Su Chenyi, even taking Su Chenyi's face into consideration.

When Su Chenyi saw Xu Zhishan wanted to help him without thinking, he knew that she cared about him.

He once again looked at Xu Zhishan deeply, and then refused:

"No, it's already been dealt with. I'm just... a little worried."

Although Su Chenyi had his own worries in his heart, he was not a sentimental person and would not keep thinking about those things and affect his future judgment.

Therefore, the momentary concern just now quickly dissipated in his heart, and he turned back into the iron-blooded and ruthless man he used to be.

However, he had a rare chance to relax today, and there was someone in front of him who loved to ask him a lot of questions.

So, Su Chenyi took the initiative to tell Xu Zhishan about his concerns just now, so that Xu Zhishan would not ask other questions that he could not answer.

At this time, Xu Zhishan didn't know that Su Chenyi was just finding something for her to do so that she could be distracted and not ask questions.

She looked even more worried than Su Chenyi. She carefully moved her buttocks to a right angle to Su Chenyi's side and then suggested in a low voice:

"Really? Well... can you tell me what you're worried about? Don't worry! I won't let anyone else know!

Although... my ability is limited, you might as well tell me about it~ Let someone as smart as me, Dingguagua, help you solve the confusion in your heart!"

When Su Chenyi saw that Xu Zhishan focused all her attention on this matter as he wished, the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

However, he was still touched when he saw that Xu Zhishan was very serious about helping him.

Therefore, he did not think of finding a random topic to fool Xu Zhishan, but lowered his eyes to think for a moment, and asked in a low voice:

“You feel that a person’s heart is filled with hatred, and hatred is his motivation to live.

If... in the end you find out that your hatred is a mistake, then... isn't that stupid?"

In fact, Su Chenyi thought of "Bing's" daughter, which reminded him of himself, who also had his relatives killed.

When he dealt with the traitor "Bing" and punished "Bing's" wife, he didn't think too much, he just did what he should do.

But in recent days, as he was making arrangements for the future of Bing's only daughter, he saw his former self in the girl with sad eyes.

Su Chenyi knew that he did nothing wrong by following the rules, but the girl had her own perspective and bias, and she would definitely hate him for making her parents leave her side.

Thinking of this, he doubted for a moment whether his childhood self would look at the world from the same perspective as the girl.

Could it be that the hatred he has always held is due to his self-perceived greatness, but in fact it turns out to be something that he now considers meaningless and inappropriate based on his current values ​​and self-rules?

After all, he was very young when his parents were killed. He knew nothing and did not understand what happened in the adult world that would make people kill so cruelly.

Maybe...his parents, like Bing and Bing's wife, did something unforgivable that he didn't know about?

It’s just... the other party is more ruthless than him and Ou Jinghuan, so he decided to eliminate the trouble and dismantle this time bomb full of hatred.

"Uh..." Xu Zhishan didn't expect Su Chenyi to ask this kind of question, and for a moment she didn't know how to answer.

At this moment, Su Chenyi regretted asking the question, and he immediately said:

"Forget it, just pretend I didn't say..."

"No!" Xu Zhishan interrupted Su Chenyi before he could finish his words.

Hearing this, Su Chenyi was stunned. He opened his mouth slightly before finishing his words and looked up at Xu Zhishan who was already sitting next to him.

Xu Zhishan, who was beside him, looked at Su Chenyi seriously and added in a firm tone:

"I don't feel stupid! Not at all! Even if I hate someone wrongly, that's okay!

After all, it takes a lot of courage to hate a person or a thing, especially when you have to hate for a long time.

During that period, hatred will also bring people endless pain and trauma. Since these pains have already been endured, don't regret it.

Because... the suffering cannot be in vain! Living in hatred is also a wise move, after all...

There will be many happy and sweet things waiting for you to enjoy in the future!"