Rebirth of the Firstborn Daughter: Life is like a Dream

"Bingyan, Bingyan"

It seemed like someone was calling Wei Bingyan. It was a very familiar voice, and it was pitch black all around.

"Bingyan, Bingyan, wake up." A pair of warm hands stroked her face back and forth, and a warm current seemed to drive away all the darkness around her. A ray of light shone into her face, and her eyes slowly opened. She saw a very familiar young face, looking at her with worry.

When she felt she was about to leave this world and go to hell, her mother's call woke her up. Looking at the face she had been thinking about day and night, her eyes became moist.

"Mom." She hugged the embrace she had not seen for a long time. It was still the familiar feeling and the warm smell. At this moment, it soothed all the pain in her heart.

"Bingyan, what's wrong? Don't be afraid. You fell into the water yesterday and you're still weak after waking up. Come, drink the medicine," the mother said softly and gently.

This sentence woke her up like a bolt from the blue. Fell into the water? Didn't I die of vomiting blood in the snow? How could I be at home? Looking around, this is the yard where I lived when I was a child. I remember when I was ten years old, I climbed up the tree at home to pick fruits and accidentally fell into the pond. I was unconscious for a day and a night before I woke up.

Is she reborn?

She was reborn when she was ten years old. At this time, Shen Rouruo had not yet entered the mansion. Her mother and father were still very loving. Although her mother was weak, her father respected her. Although her father valued sons over daughters, he loved her very much. In his heart, his father still hoped that his mother would give him a legitimate son. After all, the Dingyuan Marquisate needed a prince to inherit it.

It seems that my mother's health needs good care. I wonder if this life will change her fate.

"Bingyan, are you tired? You should rest for a while. Your father should leave the court soon. I'll go and check on him." Xiao looked at her with concern, patted her back gently, and turned to leave.

Her heart still couldn't calm down for a long time. Seeing her mother walking further and further away, tears suddenly flowed down again. Xiao turned around and saw tears like pearls falling from her daughter's white cheeks. She immediately turned back and hugged the poor little baby.

"Mom, don't leave Bingyan, don't you like Bingyan too?" She said as she held the fragrant embrace. She just watched her mother go farther and farther away, just like what she saw before she died in her previous life. Fear filled her inner world, as if everything she saw before her eyes was about to disappear.

Xiao held her daughter in her arms and patted her soft back gently. She felt a sense of joy that she had regained something she had lost. She could not calm down for a long time. She said softly, "How could it be? Bingyan is my favorite little baby. How could I not like Bingyan? Bingyan, be good!"

"Wei Bingyan, you have such a cruel heart." It felt like more and more people, no, ghosts were walking towards her, their faces covered in blood, with gaps between their heads and bodies, silently telling of their grievances. Every step forward felt like they were pulling her into hell. Leading the way was her father Wei Zhong, whose vaguely visible face was covered in scars.

"what"

She screamed and woke up from her dream, gasping for breath and gently raised her hand to wipe the sweat off her head. It seemed that the scene had not yet faded from her mind.

Hearing the exclamation, the maid Xing'er hurriedly ran in from the outer courtyard, the door curtain creaking as she walked. "Miss, what's wrong? Did you have a nightmare again? It's okay, Xing'er is here." As she spoke, she picked up the purple clay teapot next to her and poured water.

Looking at Xing'er pouring water, her thoughts went back to her previous life. She was still upset about Xing'er's betrayal in her previous life. She couldn't really believe it. Although she hadn't done anything yet, it was better not to keep someone who could be bribed around.

"Bingyan, you have a nightmare again. Go to Qinglong Temple with your mother tomorrow to burn incense and pray." Xiao gently coaxed her daughter, stroking her back slowly. She felt much calmer.

In her previous life, she never believed in ghosts and gods, and never went to the temple to pray. She watched helplessly as her mother and unborn child were tortured to death. If there really is a god in heaven, why should her mother, who had never done anything wrong, die unjustly, while the person who killed her is still enjoying wealth and glory? Is this fair?

But when she clearly realized that she had really returned to the time when she was ten years old, she had to thank God for giving her this chance to start over.

"Okay." She smiled as she looked at her mother who was wiping her cheek. Everything in front of her was so beautiful, so beautiful that she didn't want to think about what would happen in the future. After all, she hadn't experienced that yet, and she would never let that woman enter Dingyuan Marquis' Mansion again in this life.

A dreamless night.

The next day, the weather was sunny and cloudless, and the breeze was blowing the willow trees outside. It was a good time to go out. Xing'er just brought today's clothes over and said, "Miss, just wear this red dress. It's so beautiful. This is also your favorite dress." As she said this, she put it on her.

She pushed the clothes to the ground with a backhand and said, "I don't like this one anymore. Bring me the light blue one. I want to wear that one." She said coldly. It seemed that she had to find a way to get rid of this Xing'er.

After getting dressed, Xiao He, who was beside her mother, came to greet her and said her mother was waiting for her at the door. She ran out happily and saw her mother standing in the distance waiting for her, so she ran even faster.

"Run slower, you're just fine. Don't run so fast, be careful not to fall." Xiao looked anxiously at her daughter who was running towards her, her already pretty face full of smiles.

Xiao Bingyan leaned in her mother's arms and laughed. She didn't want anyone to disturb the long-lost warmth at this moment. "My daughter has really grown up," Xiao stroked her hand and sighed as she looked at her daughter who was telling her a joke.

"Of course, mother is a great beauty, and mother's daughter is also a little beauty." Xiao Bingyan said in a soft and coquettish voice, acting like a spoiled child. Be happy to be her mother's obedient daughter and stop living in deep resentment.

Xiao smiled slightly and tapped Xiao Bingyan's nose coquettishly, "Shameless, how can a girl praise herself?"

"I'm telling the truest truth, Xiaohe, right?" Xiao Bingyan asked Xiaohe with a smile.

Xiao He smiled and said, "What the girl said is very true. The wife is a big beauty and the girl is a little beauty."

Xiao Bingyan gave Xiao a look that said "I'm right, right?", which made Xiao laugh again.

Amidst such laughter and joy, we arrived at Qinglong Temple, which was only a few miles away from the capital. Many ladies from wealthy families liked to come here to burn incense and pray, so the temple was very popular, with people coming in an endless stream and was extremely lively.

Xiao Bingyan helped her mother get out of the car slowly, and the group walked towards the temple.

Seeing the solemn and sacred temple, Wei Bingyan was terrified that after seeing the high and mighty gods, the high and mighty gods would see through her soul at a glance and perhaps change everything back to its original state.

She doesn't want to die in such a miserable state, she wants to live a good life.

In her previous life, she didn't believe in gods. For the first time, she knelt under the huge statue, put her hands together, closed her eyes and prayed devoutly. She hoped that she could get what she wanted in this life, so that Shen Rouruo would never step into Dingyuan Marquis's mansion again, and that her mother would be healthy. If possible, she would give her a little brother and inherit the title of Dingyuan Marquis so that her mother would have something to rely on throughout her life. Let her bear all the bad things. Even if she went to hell again, she would protect the peace and tranquility of this life.

"Everything that arises and disappears must have its time, and things and people must disappear too. Everything is fate." The words of an old monk attracted Xiao Bingyan's attention.

She followed the old monk inside, and suddenly the old monk stopped. She walked up to him and asked, "Old monk, what did you mean just now?"

"Everything in the world is predestined. Debts must be repaid, and fate will always bring us together." The old monk shook his head and said, his eyes were full of bottomless depth. Looking into his eyes, it seemed as if he knew everything I did. For a moment, a chill ran through my body.

"Miss, why are you here? Madam has been looking for you for a long time and is very worried." Xing'er came hurriedly.

Xiao Bingyan looked at Xing'er who looked anxious, turned around and just thought about what the old monk said, and didn't come back to her senses for a while. The old monk who was still talking just now disappeared, as if he had never appeared.

"Xing'er, where is that old monk just now?" Xiao Bingyan said in panic, pulling Xing'er's sleeve.

"Where is the monk, Miss? I just saw you standing here alone." Xing'er was being pulled by Xiao Bingyan and was about to fall. After she finally stood up, she heard her Miss say this, and she immediately felt uneasy. She pulled the Miss and ran back.

On the way back, Xiao Bingyan thought more and more that it was incredible, but she didn't dare to think too much. Rebirth could happen to her, so it wasn't surprising that there were other bizarre things. She told Xing'er not to tell anyone else, and she didn't want to worry her mother.

She didn't know whether she could change her fate, but at least she could try her best. Now she hadn't met Shen Rouruo by chance, and she was not the neglected girl in the Wei family, so there was still a favorable opportunity.

Wei Bingyan reacted and looked at the youthful and energetic girl in the mirror. This was not the age when her appearance had just begun to develop. Her face was as smooth as silk, her skin was so tender that water could be pinched out of it, her body was delicate, and her chest was slightly bulging... Wei Bingyan's memory of her own youthful and immature appearance was already hazy.

Looking at it now, it actually feels very bitter.

The smile on Wei Bingyan's lips paused slightly, and she raised her head to look over. What she saw was Xing'er's beautiful appearance like a flower reflected in the water. How could a maid like that be willing to stay by her side and serve her for the rest of her life... How could she have been so naive in her previous life to think that Xing'er was not deep and had no ulterior motives?

Looking at everything since her rebirth, the decoration of the room, the layout outside the house, the familiar faces, it all seemed too unreal. These days, Xiao Bingyan was always afraid to sleep, always feeling that after waking up, she would find that it was just a dream. She would return to the hell that tortured her everywhere.