What's wrong with being cold-blooded in the end times? Anyone who messes with my wife will die.

"I killed him."

Song Shu and Fu Ying found a coffee shop one kilometer away from the Hexingyuan base. The glass was shattered and the interior was full of blood. They cleaned the dust on the table.

The two of them sat face to face at the table. Song Shu produced two cups of hot tea. Fu Ying held her own cup and watched Song Shu lower his head and take a sip of the tea. There was a hint of tiredness between his brows that made her feel distressed.

No matter when Song Shu in her previous life began to convince herself to kill her own kind, she had no feeling about the disappearance of life, at least now she has no memory of it.

This was the first time she ended a person's life with her own hands.

As he watched the man who was destined to die slowly stop breathing and his pupils begin to dilate, he did not feel even a trace of pity or guilt.

Fu Ying's eyes were gentle. She reached out her hand and gently held Song Shu's trembling fingers, giving him reliable strength and support.

"Xiao Shu, you know in your heart that you are protecting the base on which we depend for survival. Sometimes you have to make difficult decisions and take on those heavy responsibilities." She said, "You also know that I am trying my best to block those for you..."

"But I shouldn't have asked you to help me block it. At least I can't let you play this role anymore." Song Shu whispered, "You are right. I know everything in my heart. I thought about it a lot at night. If I want to overturn everything that happened in my previous life, then I should bear the consequences."

No one can live innocently in the apocalypse, and her compassion is limited and can only be used on important people.

"But I still didn't expect that I would be able to thrust the sword into his heart so easily." She said softly, "I can't forget the feeling, it was so smooth and effortless..."

Fu Ying took a sip of tea, and the scalding liquid slid deep into her throat, as if her entire chest was scalded.

She almost subconsciously said "I'll get used to it", which would have made Xiao Shu even more depressed.

So she changed the subject: "Actually, I thought you were hinting that I should find a place to be intimate with you."

"I thought you thought so too." Song Shu's mind slowly calmed down. Some things should not be dwelled on. That is not something the leader of the base should worry about. "Who knew you would bring me here?"

"It seems that we know each other very well, or even too well." Fu Ying raised the teacup and gently clinked it with hers, her dark eyes full of tenderness.

Song Shu looked at Fu Ying's beautiful eyes, and a trace of sourness passed through her heart. She sighed softly and asked, "Do you think I am hypocritical?"

"Which aspect of double standards do you mean?" Fu Ying asked.

"Ye Qi, Bai Ke." Song Shu said, "In your memory, she and he were both my comrades in the previous life in the Alien Alliance. You also know that I hate that guy for manipulating and scheming against me, but I also accept all the future connections she has and the resources she gives me."

"Double standards?" Fu Ying shook her head. "I don't think so. Since they have already appeared in front of you and have the opportunity to become comrades, why should you consider what happened in your previous life? The most you know is that Ye Qi and Bai Ke were comrades that Song Shu could trust in his previous life. This is actually enough."

"What you do and how you get along with them afterwards will be different from Song Shu in your previous life. Because you have your own ideas, you are not completely controlled by your previous life self. You are different from her."

Song Shu said slowly: "Yes, it's different..." She sighed again, "I am also hypocritical towards you, Fu Ying, do you think I am stingy?"

Fu Ying: "Where did this come from?"

Song Shu's gaze was calm and complex, mixed with indescribable emotions, like a soft sword that bent with the flow and possessed great toughness, but it would still hurt when it pierced into soft flesh.

No matter whose flesh and blood it is, it will hurt.

Fu Ying's heart suddenly ached, and she tightly grasped her hand: "You are thinking about that again."

"You have been lying to me and tricking me, but you fell in love with me. I am attached to your love, but I hate your concealment." Song Shu explained his feelings in a very calm tone.

"At that time, I had a malicious feeling in my heart. Why did you lie to me? Why did you let me accept everything about you? I wanted to take revenge on you, but how could I take revenge on you and make you suffer? I lost consciousness, but I still had reason to help me analyze the situation."

"The best way is to avenge you with my own life. I will use death to make you suffer pain and torture for the rest of your life. That was what I thought at the time. I would never have any other idea."

Fu Ying was stunned for a moment, and she already understood what Song Shu was saying: "You..."

"Don't you want to know about the future? My dying future." Song Shu said, "I can tell you everything. I will use the greatest malice and your most painful memories to avenge you, and watch you crying and apologizing there."

"I was really going to die at that time, but you didn't let me die. Your will saved me from the dying future. After that, I disappeared and happened to meet Ye Qi and her comrades in the base who were patrolling outside."

"I wanted to take revenge on you at all costs, but when I speculated that my past life might be the murderer who killed you, I became timid. I was afraid that my past life was really the murderer, and you loved the current me without knowing it."

"In my heart, I hope you don't mind it and just continue to love me without reservation. I don't want to see any other emotions in your eyes. Even if there is a trace of resentment or regret, I will collapse."

Song Shu said all of this almost in one breath. She stared at Fu Ying, as if she wanted to engrave the face of the person in front of her into the depths of her soul.

"I am the most selfish person, Fu Ying."

"Maybe one day I will forgive everyone who has hurt me, but I will never be able to let you go, no matter love or hate."

"...Heh." What Song Shu didn't expect was that Fu Ying, who had been silent for a long time, chuckled at this moment.

"What are you laughing at?" Song Shu said, "I'm talking to you seriously."

"I laugh at you for being stupid." Fu Ying's eyes were fiery and frantic, like rolling magma, almost drowning Song Shu, "What do you think I want, huh? What do you think I've been pursuing these days, Xiao Shu?"

"I want you. I want all your emotions." She said word by word, full of extreme obsession and reckless paranoia. "I want all your love and hate to belong to me. I only hope that the person who kills me is you."

"I only want you, understand?"