After the prince was reborn, he forced me to marry him and took me into the East Palace

"You think I'm troublesome?" Gu Jingheng looked at Nan Yuan, angry and helpless: "Do you know what you are doing?"

Nan Yuan bandaged her palm and said, "I know, but I can't just watch you die, right?"

"The blood has already been cut. If you don't drink it, won't it be wasted?" Nan Yuan refuted reasonably.

I don’t know if it was because of the high fever that made Gu Jingheng confused, but he didn’t know what to say.

Nan Yuan bandaged her hand, then walked up to Gu Jingheng and touched his forehead. He was still having a fever.

"Do you feel better? Are you still cold?" Nan Yuan asked.

Gu Jingheng didn't say anything and didn't look at Nan Yuan.

Nan Yuan sat next to Gu Jingheng and said, "How could a dignified prince like you be so sulky alone? Aren't you afraid that people will laugh at you if you tell others about it?"

Hearing this, Gu Jingheng glanced at Nan Yuan and pulled the corner of his mouth bitterly: "Soon it won't be."

"Ah? What?" Nan Yuan didn't understand what Gu Jingheng meant and tilted her head to look at him.

Gu Jingheng raised his hand but didn't raise it for a long time. He looked at his hand and sneered, "Look, I can't even raise my hand now. Dayong doesn't need a useless prince, and my father and mother don't need a disabled son. Even if I go back alive, I can't be as glorious as before, and I can't continue to sit on the throne of the prince."

Nan Yuan's heart trembled slightly when she heard this.

She comforted him: "You are just injured now, you will be fine after you take care of yourself."

"What if it doesn't get better?" Gu Jingheng looked at Nan Yuan and said, "What does it have to do with you if it doesn't get better?"

"No, it does matter." Gu Jingheng said sarcastically, "If I am disabled, I can no longer be the crown prince. Logically, you should be happy. Then I can no longer bother you, and you can get rid of me. You can marry into Prince Xie's mansion as you wish, and you can live with your cousin. Shouldn't you be happy, Nan Yuan?"

Happy?

What makes her happy?

What is she happy about?

Seeing Gu Jingheng like this, she was not happy at all!

If it wasn't for saving her, Gu Jingheng wouldn't have been injured so badly.

If he hadn't come back to save her, he would still be the high and mighty Crown Prince, and wouldn't be like this.

If he really became disabled, she would never feel at peace in her life.

"Don't be like this." Nan Yuan's emotions were also infected by Gu Jingheng, and her voice became a little choked. She hated Gu Jingheng's current state.

But Nan Yuan hated herself even more. She was clearly a doctor, and she had medicine to treat the guards' injuries this morning. But now that Gu Jingheng was so badly injured, she couldn't get any medicine at all.

She can't save Gu Jingheng now!

"Are you happy, Nanyuan?" Gu Jingheng raised his eyes and looked at Nanyuan. Even though he was not allowed to speak, he insisted on speaking.

Nan Yuan didn’t know what she was feeling, but she knew that she didn’t want Gu Jingheng to be like this.

In her memory, Gu Jingheng has always been omnipotent, and he has always been high above and in charge of everything.

He should be full of energy and have the belief that he will succeed no matter what he does, as if everything is under his control. How could he give up on himself and deny himself like he is now?

"Sorry……"

“What are you apologizing for?

I saved you voluntarily, and you deserve this fate.

I just want to know that I can no longer pester you, and maybe I will never appear in front of you again. Are you happy?" Gu Jingheng stared into Nan Yuan's eyes.

Nan Yuan didn't know what to say, her voice was stuck in her throat.

Gu Jingheng sneered and looked at his hands with disgust in his eyes. He slammed his hands heavily on the ground, as if he was venting, but also as if he was helpless.

"Gu Jingheng, don't do this. Your hand will really be broken." Nan Yuan hurriedly held Gu Jingheng's hand to prevent him from doing this again.

"Isn't I a useless person now?"

"No. You are not useless." Nan Yuan hugged Gu Jingheng's hand tightly and shook her head, "Don't say that."

It hasn't reached that point yet. Once they go up and give proper treatment, Gu Jingheng's hand will be able to get better.

"If you don't tell me, these things won't exist?" Gu Jingheng said self-deprecatingly: "Besides, don't you always hate me the most? Don't you want me to die? Now you can get what you want, let go and let me fend for myself."

Gu Jingheng tried hard to pull his hand out of Nan Yuan's hand, but Nan Yuan still held it tightly.

"Gu Jingheng, I don't... I don't hate you, and I don't want you to die."

Gu Jingheng was stunned when he heard this, and turned to look at Nan Yuan with expectation in his eyes, and asked: "If you don't hate me, then you like me?"

Nan Yuan's heart suddenly stopped beating, and she felt embarrassed as if her secret had been discovered.

Seeing Nan Yuan like this, the light in Gu Jingheng's eyes dimmed instantly. He said self-deprecatingly, "I am just daydreaming. You looked down on me before, so how could you fall in love with me now that I am disabled?"

"Nan Yuan, I have been respected since I was a child. I can't stand other people looking at me with pity, so don't save me. Just let me die here."

"If I die here, I will still be the Crown Prince in people's minds, instead of a pathetic cripple."

Gu Jingheng forcefully pulled his hand out of Nan Yuan's hand and moved to the side little by little.

Looking at Gu Jingheng's actions, Nan Yuan's mind was in a mess, but there was only one clear thought: she didn't want Gu Jingheng to die.

At least I don't want him to die now.

Nan Yuan walked towards Gu Jingheng, hugged him tightly, and said seriously: "Gu Jingheng, you are right, I like you."

"I liked you before, I like you now, and I will like you in the future. No matter what you become, I like you very much."

"As long as you live, no matter what happens to you in the second half of your life, I will take care of you forever and never leave you.

I promise that you won’t see anyone else’s pity eyes towards you, and I won’t let anyone pity you.

So... can you survive?"

Tears flowed down Nan Yuan's cheeks and fell on Gu Jingheng's hand. He lowered his eyes and a barely perceptible smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"Are you serious?"

Nan Yuan nodded and assured, "Seriously. What I said is true. As long as you survive, I will stay with you and take care of you."

"I know medical skills. I can go out and treat people to earn money to support you. I can cure any headache or fever you have. I can cook. I can make delicious dishes and you won't go hungry. I can also dance, play the piano, and play the flute to entertain you. I can also go out and perform to earn money. I am also very strong. Even if you are disabled, I can hold you and go out to bask in the sun. I know a lot more. I can make sure you live a good life for the rest of your life.

Gu Jingheng, what I said is true, can you... just think of it as for me, can you please live on and don't give up. "