Why am I reborn?

Little Cloud, when I was little, I really liked this name.

But the older he got, the more he felt that this name was not what a man like him should have.

Yan Baobao said: "Mommy, that's a girl's name."

"Hmm? So what? When you were born, you were cute and pretty. Everyone who saw you praised you. You looked like a little princess."

"..."

Yan Baobao: "That should be my sister's name."

"..."

Suddenly changed the subject.

Yan Baobao asked her: "Will I have a sister?"

"Uh... not for now."

"Will there be one in the future?"

“I don’t know…” Yun Miao seemed to be thinking about something, “Maybe it’s my younger brother.”

"Oh, brother. Then let me call you Little Cloud."

"..."

So if you want to have a younger brother or sister, you want him or her to be called "Little Cloud"?

Yan Baobao nodded seriously: "Yes."

"..."

The rain lasted for quite a while before it stopped.

The rain stopped, so Yun Miao took Yan Baobao to wash up, then called Yan Fei, told Yan Baobao a bedtime story, and went to bed.

dreaming.

Yun Miao arrived at the Sea of ​​Dreams again.

It was just when the sun was rising.

When she arrived, Yan Fei was already sitting there.

Yan Fei was stunned when he saw her.

"Meow meow."

"My beloved concubine~" Yun Miao walked forward, put his hand under Yan Fei's chin, and lifted his head, "Do you miss me?"

"..."

Yan Fei: "Why do I dream of you teasing me in my dreams?"

"If you want to tease me, that's fine." Yun Miao showed a cunning smile as if to say "Come and tease me."

"..."

Yan Fei smiled helplessly and cursed softly, "Durian mango."

"Ah," Yun Miao said thoughtfully, "What's that classic phrase? Since you said I'm a durian, then I'll let you see what a real durian is!"

After saying that, he leaned over and kissed her.

Yan Fei was not polite either, and even took the initiative.

After the kiss, Yun Miao glared at him, "Durian mango!"

Yan Feixiao pulled her into his arms and smiled gently, "Yes, I am a senior, and you? You are not even a beginner."

"..."

Yun Miao found a comfortable position and leaned in his arms.

Yan Fei looked at her, holding her hand and playing with it...

Yan Fei said: "Are we in the same dream now?"

Yun Miao was stunned, "How do you know?"

"My guess."

"Guess?"

"Yes, we just came back and there are many things to deal with. I didn't think too much about it for a while, not to mention it was just a dream. In the past few days, when I took a nap, I came to this dream sea several times. And once or twice, I saw you sitting here, looking at the dream sea, right in front."

Yun Miao was stunned.

She almost forgot that the "illusions" could be seen most clearly from this position.

Yan Fei continued: "I remember you told me before that you can see some of the past here."

Yun Miao had a vague suspicion in his mind, "What did you see?"

Yan Fei smiled and said, "I remember someone once said that he had been a top student since kindergarten, but I saw that your grades in elementary and junior high school were often in the single digits, and even zero. I won't say anything about you in kindergarten. Your kindergarten teacher was very good and gave everyone 100 points."

Being exposed like this, Yun Miao was a little angry and wanted to get up in anger, but he was in a very comfortable position at the moment, so he was too lazy to move. In the end, he just glared at Yan Fei. After glaring, he thought of a clever idea and said, "What you see is fake. Those are all illusions."

"Really?" Yan Fei raised the corner of his mouth slightly.

"Yes." Yun Miao said firmly.

Yan Fei looked at her, his smile gradually faded away, he said: "Didn't you also see my past?"

Yun Miao was stunned for a moment, then he remembered the first time he met Yan Fei here, and what she said.

"Meow, you've never asked me in real life."

Because she didn't dare to ask, didn't want to ask, and felt there was no need to ask.

The last time I asked, I also thought that it was not Yan Fei, I just thought it was also an illusion.

Yan Fei seemed to see what Yun Miao was thinking and smiled, "I know, my Miao Miao has always been so considerate."

"I know you're thinking about me, and you're afraid of hurting me." Yan Fei said, "You want to know about my past."

I want to know, but I don’t have to know.

Yun Miao: “I don’t really want to know.”

"But I wanted to say it."

"..."

Yun Miao held Yan Fei's hand in return.

But if you want to say it, why choose to say it in a dream?

Is it because he doesn’t dare to say it in real life?

Moreover, she was now at her parents' home, and he was at her home, which was some distance away from his.

He probably didn't dare to tell her in person.

Yun Miao wanted to say something, but Yan Fei had already spoken, and had made up his mind to say it right there.

Yan Fei said: "Since we are husband and wife, there is nothing to hide."

"..."

Why do I feel like you're talking about me? Just because I said I've been a top student since kindergarten?

………………

When the Yan family moved away from City C, Yan Fei was still very young.

The real reason for moving was because Yan Fei was sick.

At first, he just didn’t talk to people very obviously, but later on, he even ignored his family members and started avoiding people.

Gu Yuewei, who discovered something was wrong with Yan Fei, immediately took Yan Fei to the hospital.

The doctor said it was depression.

During that period, Yan Fei was in a very low mood and had no interest in doing anything.

One month after Yan Fei was diagnosed with depression, he disappeared for three days.

During those three days, no one knew what happened except Yan Fei himself.

Yan Fei's mood was getting worse and worse, and he was already showing signs of mania.

Irritable and easily angered.

From ignoring people to getting angry at them.

Yan Fei began to become depressed and manic at times.

Another half month passed after that.

Yan Fei's emotions were no longer under control.

At this time, Yan Fei disappeared again.

Having learned his lesson, Yan Likai installed a positioning system on Yan Fei’s watch.

The Yan family found the person very quickly.

However, when they found him, they discovered that Yan Fei had been kidnapped.

The kidnapper is a lunatic.

Yan Fei, who was about six or seven years old, was tied up with ropes.

The madman stood in front of Yan Fei and said, "You are gifted. Many things in the future will be related to you. If you are willing to follow me, I will definitely let you have supreme glory!"

Yan Fei was in a depressed state at the time. Although he heard what he said, he didn't react at all.

The kidnapped man, seeing Yan Fei ignoring him, picked up a knife nearby and threatened him, "If you don't agree to go with me, I will kill you!"

Yan Fei still didn't respond.

Regarding the situation at that time, Yan Fei later recalled, "What was I thinking at that time?"