Qianqianjie, kidnap a reborn prince back to the modern era
Chapter 116: Confessing the Inner Demon
Cangyu smiled warmly in response.
This was the nature of the woman who had fought on the battlefield in his previous life, and he was already very clear about it.
"I know my behavior is abrupt, but I have never concealed anything I said or did. I am willing to be honest about everything."
Cangyu picked up the teacup, took a sip, and spoke in a light tone. For the first time, he wanted to talk about his past in front of others and reveal his scars.
"My mother is Sheng Anning, the only legitimate daughter of the Northern Marquisate. After Cang Hantian established the country, in order to win over and control various forces, he signaled the three marquisates to send their daughters to the palace, and my mother was named a noble concubine.
My mother was dignified and elegant. She did not fight for anything in the harem. I grew up peacefully until I was four years old. I still remember her gentle look vividly.
My mother became pregnant again, and when she was six months old, she was poisoned to death in her bedroom. No one knew why, and no one investigated who had poisoned her. In this way, two lives were lost, and the matter was buried without a conclusion."
Qian You had heard Sheng Yanran say that from Cang Yu's closed eyes, she could tell that his whole body was trembling.
She was at a loss as to how to comfort him.
Cangyu drank a cup of tea to warm himself up, and then he felt his blood warming up. He let out a long sigh and slowly put the cup down.
Qianyou poured him a cup of new tea.
"None of them know that I witnessed the entire process of my mother's death with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears. At the time, I was hiding under my mother's bed."
Qian You was a little surprised.
If it were true, the scene would have caused such harm to a four-year-old child.
She couldn't help but sit up straight and look seriously into the eyes of the man opposite her.
Cangyu's eyes were deep and stern, as if he was tearing apart time and space, looking back at the sadness of that moment with difficulty.
"At noon that day, my mother held me in her arms for a nap. My younger brother or sister in her belly stretched out her little hands and feet to kick her belly. I put my little hands on them and greeted my younger brother or sister. My mother was very happy.
She wanted to share the news with His Majesty, so she asked the palace maid to prepare some cooling porridge, and happily went to the imperial study. I continued to sleep peacefully in the palace.
Not long after, my mother came running back in a panic, pulled me up, and told me not to make a sound no matter what I saw or heard, and then she stuffed me under the bed.
In the small space, I saw two people's feet.
Hearing the voice, he realized it was Eunuch Wang who was beside his father. He asked his mother what she heard.
The mother admitted that she accidentally heard a sentence outside the imperial study.
My mother did not struggle and quickly drank the poisoned wine given by His Majesty.
Later, I thought about it again and again and realized that she wanted to end it as soon as possible, and she was worried that I was hiding under the bed and was afraid of being discovered.
Mother is gone.
The bedroom was very quiet.
I crawled out and saw my mother's dark blue face and bulging belly.
This scene left me speechless ever since.
I didn't speak for five or six years after that.
Later, my grandfather asked the emperor to send me to Changliu Mountain.
I stayed there for ten years, until I was sixteen, when I finished my studies and went down the mountain.
I thought about avenging my mother, but the enemy was my father, so I was hesitant.
In my previous life, I didn’t have enough accumulated strength.
Although I had made military achievements, I lacked experience in state affairs. Less than a year after returning to Kyoto, I was poisoned by a servant hidden in Prince Sheng's mansion by Prince Ning. My life was in danger. Later, I met you. Although you saved my life, the poison had already invaded my lungs, meridians, and bones, and I have been ill ever since.
Because I witnessed my mother's death, I was extremely terrified and avoided being touched by anyone, especially women. No woman would ever get within a step of me.
This was also the main reason why Xia Linshuang pestered me on our wedding night after being forced into marriage and why I hurt him.
You are the only one who can be close to me, and the only one I want to be close to.
I tried my best to find you, but I couldn't find any trace of you.
I was powerless to overthrow the government, and watched the Crown Prince and Prince Ning fight to the death. In less than six years, Dongcang was destroyed. I consoled myself that this could be considered revenge for my mother. "
Cangyu felt lonely for a moment, and the atmosphere in the room was gloomy.
"In my previous life, I was obsessed with the idea that if the emperor wants me to die, I must die. Although I knew that my mother's death was due to the emperor's indifference, I never thought of fighting back.
But, in this life, I think differently.
This matter has been a demon in my heart from past life to this life, and I can't sleep well every night.
Your revenge for your mother deeply stimulated me. I made up my mind that since God gave me the choice to live this life again, I would make up for the regrets of my previous life.
When I was four years old, I was powerless to stop my mother's death, but now I will never run away, no matter who he is. "
"You want to kill your father?"
Qian You was a little surprised. In this era, not many people could break free from the shackles of imperial power, and she was not sure if he had this awareness.
"Didn't you also kill your mother? Traditionally speaking, Li is also your mother."
Qian You touched his nose awkwardly.
Well, she didn't ask.
"You said last time that I led the troops back to Dongcang and destroyed Dongcang?"
"Ok!"
“I took the initiative to open the gate.
Cang Min was not good at military force. After several years of internal strife, all his generals died in palace fighting. When the enemy was at the gates of the city, he appointed me.
I was already terminally ill at that time, with little internal strength, and I knew I would not live long, but he did not know that.
I accepted his appointment and reorganized the army.
In fact, only I know that I just want to see you.
That year, I heard so many stories about you. I wanted to see your heroic spirit and remember your face.
I led the troops into battle.
I saw you at the city gate and spoke to you for the first time.
I ordered the city gates to be opened and let your army in.
Behind you, I vomited blood, fell off my horse and died on the spot.
When I woke up again, I was reborn in the Northwest Military Camp when I was nineteen years old, which was at the end of last year.
Qian You was a little shocked. He couldn't imagine the scene at that time, nor could he think of his own state at that time, so he changed the subject.
"Then do you finally know why your mother was sentenced to death by the emperor?"
"guessed."
Cangyu picked up the cup and drank the warm tea. The soothing water flowed through his frozen blood. Being able to tell someone about his pain made him feel a little relaxed and warm.
"In the previous life, the crown prince was deposed three years later. At that time, Xibohou Xia Jun had not yet died, and they launched a palace coup.
In the name of redressing the grievances of the Dongbohou Mansion, they criticized the current emperor for killing loyal ministers and generals indiscriminately and being immoral and unrighteous.
But Prince Ning had already deployed his troops, and the deposed prince was defeated with a slight disadvantage. All the people in the prince's mansion and the Xibohou mansion were killed, and the queen went mad and was imprisoned in the cold palace.
Half a year later, the emperor died of illness, and Ning Wang Cangmin succeeded to the throne. Within two years, you fought back. "
The teacup in Qianyou's hand was crushed with a strong force, and veins on his forehead bulged.
"Youyou, what's wrong with you?"
Cangyu quickly held the cold little hand of the woman opposite him, not knowing what had happened.
Qian You slowly let out a breath, moved his stiff fingers, and looked at the man opposite him seriously.
"Tell me, under what banner did the prince rebel?"
"Seek justice for the father and son of Baili Xian, the Marquis of Dongbo."
"What justice?"
Qian You's voice was trembling as he tried hard to control it.
"The news that came out at that time was that when he was a child, he accidentally heard His Majesty and Prime Minister Yun discussing matters in the Imperial Study. He heard His Majesty say with his own ears that because he was afraid of Dongbo Hou Baili Xian's military power, he asked the old Prime Minister Song Ren'an to prove his treason, and Dongbo Hou's mansion was destroyed.
Later, I learned that in the case of Marquis Dong Bo, the whole process, from Prime Minister Song's testimony to the extermination of the entire Marquis Dong Bo's family, took less than two days.
The Dali Temple did not leave any files, and people in the court knew nothing about it, but they all understood that this case was a taboo in the court, and no one dared to mention it.
At that time, the prince said that he had found some evidence, which caused a lot of turmoil in the court and the country.
Finally, due to the prince's defeat, the matter was suppressed and no one mentioned it again. "
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