After Hua Fei was reborn, she became the white moonlight of Pangju

I have no idea why Concubine Hua suddenly seemed to have become a different person.

All I know is that from then on, Concubine Hua no longer targeted me, and even treated me better than when we first met.

However, the hatred between us has made it impossible for us to reconcile as before.

Many times, we just sat quietly and chatted about trivial things.

Chat about random things, or just say nothing.

Later, as Nian Gengyao's achievements became too great and he offended the emperor, Concubine Hua came to see me less and less often.

But if there is any reward in the harem, I will definitely get a share.

I know, that was Concubine Hua's instruction.

Without Concubine Hua's permission, no one dared to send a grain of rice into my palace.

Since things are being delivered to my palace continuously, it can only mean one thing: Concubine Hua did it on purpose.

Soon, Nian Gengyao was imprisoned in the capital.

I heard that Concubine Hua had a serious illness.

I wanted to visit her, but felt embarrassed about my status, so I asked Jixiang to bring some supplements to see her.

Jixiang came back and told me that Concubine Hua was not actually sick, but had a chronic disease she had sustained during childbirth.

It was then that I suddenly remembered that Concubine Hua was miraculously pregnant.

The Queen, the Empress Dowager and I all know very well that the Huanyi incense given by the Emperor is not a good thing at all.

Several times, I secretly reminded Concubine Hua, but she didn't take it seriously.

I was secretly anxious.

But considering that Nian Gengyao held great power, it might be the best arrangement for her not to have children.

But why is Concubine Hua pregnant again?

Later, I found out that it was the Emperor who had taken away Concubine Hua's Huan Yi Xiang.

The emperor's actions make me unable to understand why he did this.

It was he who said that Concubine Hua must not give birth to a child with Nian's bloodline, so he asked me to deliver the abortion medicine to Concubine Hua.

But now, he has removed the Huan Yi Xiang.

Does the emperor regret it?

Later facts proved that the emperor did regret giving Concubine Hua Huan Yi Xiang.

However, this regret came at the cost of Hua Fei's deep love.

From the day I met the emperor, I knew that he was a cold-blooded man.

He will never truly fall in love with any woman.

Even though he said every day how good and virtuous Queen Chunyuan was, if Queen Chunyuan were still alive and as old and ugly as the current queen, would he still love her so deeply?

the answer is negative.

A man's feelings for a woman have a shelf life.

It's just a matter of time.

Because of love, which can never be gained or lost, the Emperor is so obsessed with the late Queen Chunyuan.

Therefore, he always felt that apart from the clouds of Wushan, his Queen Chunyuan was the best and loved him the most.

But when he saw that Concubine Hua's love was so long-lasting and passionate, his love for Queen Chunyuan wavered.

After going through tests again and again and seeing Concubine Hua's love for him, he began to care about Concubine Hua.

When Concubine Hua blocked Nian Gengyao's knife for him, he almost completely let down his vigilance and precautions against Concubine Hua.

I went to see Concubine Hua and saw the knife wounds on her body.

Very deep and very scary.

Any woman would cry when seeing such a wound.

I can’t imagine how much courage Concubine Hua mustered to block this knife.

If it were me, I might not have such courage.

"Why are you doing this? The emperor doesn't need any of us women, but you only have one life!"

I really can't bear to see Concubine Hua making a fool of herself for the Emperor again.

So, I couldn't help but remind her.

Hua Fei smiled and said, "Sister, if you truly love someone, would you bear to see him get hurt?"

There was a pain in Hua Fei's eyes that I couldn't understand.

I shook my head.

"If you truly love someone, you naturally won't be able to bear it...but..." The emperor doesn't love you, Nian Shilan!

I really want to blurt it out.

But in the end, I didn't say it.

Sometimes, living a lie may not be a bad thing.

The emperor eventually executed Nian Gengyao.

Based on Concubine Hua's previous aggressive personality, I thought she would go to the Yangxin Palace to make trouble.

But, she didn't.

She lay quietly in the Yiku Palace recuperating and crying alone.

When I went to see her, she had lost a lot of weight.

Perhaps as compensation, the emperor rewarded Concubine Hua with a lot of supplements.

However, Concubine Hua was still losing weight visibly.

To lighten the gloomy atmosphere, I teased her.

"You were the most powerful before, weren't you? Why don't you go and make trouble in front of the emperor? The emperor might give in for your sake."

Concubine Hua looked at me and smiled sadly.

"Sister, you knew the emperor before me. Do you think I have such great influence that I can make the emperor change his mind?"

I was surprised when I saw Hua Fei's face, which seemed like she had seen through the world.

From Concubine Hua's tone, it seemed that she had already known that the emperor's favor towards her was just a show.

She seemed to be very clear about her own weight.

Before, I always thought she was a brainless, silly beauty who only knew how to act like a spoiled brat.

At this moment, I looked at her again, and couldn't help feeling strange and a little scared.

If Concubine Hua really knew that the Emperor's favor towards her was not from the heart.

Then why does Concubine Hua still love the emperor so wholeheartedly and even protect him?

The doubts in my heart grew more and more.

But I will never find the answer.

Because Hua Fei's condition worsened in the third year of Yongzheng's reign, she was moved to the Old Summer Palace to recuperate.

As the emperor's concubine, I could not leave the palace without permission, so I could only go to see her before she left.

"Empress Hua, take care of yourself."

There are so many things to say, I don't know where to begin.

This time, I just hope Concubine Hua can get better.

Concubine Hua looked at me, smiled with relief, and asked a question I had never expected.

"Does my sister still hate me?"

I was stunned for a moment, then shook my head.

"The past is gone, let's all look forward."

When Concubine Hua heard what I said, a look of relief flashed in her eyes.

"Yes, look forward." Hua Fei murmured to herself, looking at the sky in the distance.

I didn't expect that that meeting would be our last.

Not long after Concubine Hua arrived at the Old Summer Palace, she died.

I was shocked and asked Jixiang to find out again and again.

Jixiang came back and told me that the news of Concubine Hua's death was absolutely true, and the Emperor had not eaten for the whole day because of Concubine Hua's death.

This shocked me even more.

Is the Emperor sad about Concubine Hua’s departure?

When I received the imperial edict and was about to go to mourn for Concubine Hua, I finally met the emperor.

He looked haggard, with dark circles under his eyes and white hair on his temples.

He ordered that all royal relatives, ministers, and concubines should come to mourn for Concubine Hua.

Such seriousness and mobilization of military force attracted criticism from many ministers.

But even so, the emperor still forced everyone to attend Concubine Hua's funeral.

I looked at the emperor kneeling in front of me with a very lonely back, and I suddenly envied Concubine Hua.

At least, the man he loved fell in love with her after her death.

as predicted.

After Hua Fei's death, the emperor no longer mentioned Empress Chun Yuan, but Hua Fei.

However, he no longer called Hua Fei Hua Fei, but "Shi Lan".

Yes, the teenage Nian Shilan, not only the emperor likes her, I like her too.

She used to be so bright, beautiful and innocent.

But then, why did it change?