After Hua Fei was reborn, she became the white moonlight of Pangju

There is almost no explanation.

Nian Shilan asked Songzhi to pry open my mouth and force the bowl of safflower soup down my throat.

With tears in my eyes, I was forced to drink the whole bowl.

After watching me finish the whole bowl of safflower soup, Nian Shilan signaled Songzhi, Zhou Ninghai and others to let me go.

"Qi Yuebin, take care of yourself!"

After saying this, she walked away angrily again.

Even the palace maids and eunuchs who followed her were so proud that their tails almost reached the sky.

I slowly came to my senses in terror, with one hand on the bed and the other hand scratching my throat.

I wanted to induce vomiting of the safflower soup I drank.

But after retching for a long time, I couldn't vomit anything.

"Master, how are you?" Jixiang rushed in from outside, held my shoulders, and cried with worry.

When she asked this, I started to feel a cramp in my lower abdomen.

I grabbed Jixiang's hand and looked at her.

"Help me call the imperial physician, and call the prince over as well, quickly!"

"My queen, I am worried about you being alone!" Jixiang's eyes were red and he was worried.

"Don't worry, Nian Shilan won't bother me for the time being. Go quickly!"

I was very irritable and in pain.

It felt like there were thousands of cold knives in my lower abdomen, stabbing me continuously, making me tremble with fear all over.

When Jixiang saw me like this, he wiped his tears and ran out the door quickly.

I watched her back as she walked away, lying weakly on the bed, clutching a corner of the quilt tightly, praying that she would come back soon.

Come back soon, I can't hold on any longer.

My vision became increasingly blurred, and my lower abdomen became more and more painful, but I still couldn't wait for good luck.

I don’t know when, a warm current slowly flowed out from my lower body.

My heart skipped a beat and I reached out to touch it with my hand.

The bright red blood stung my eyes.

I had read a lot of medical books in my early years, so of course I knew what it meant.

I raised my head and yelled with my last bit of strength.

"Help, help, is there anyone here?"

My voice echoed in the air, but no one responded.

I feel like I have been abandoned by the whole world.

The courtyard where I live is obviously very close to the principal concubine Ulanala Yixiu.

There was no way she couldn't hear it.

There is also the third prince’s biological mother, who lives in the courtyard next to mine.

They seemed to have all gone deaf at that moment.

After shouting for a while, my throat became hoarse and I passed out.

When I woke up, I saw the prince, an imperial physician, and Jixiang, whose eyes were swollen from crying.

"Yuebin, take good care of yourself. Don't worry, I will ensure that you live a prosperous and wealthy life for the rest of your life."

I looked at the prince, but he didn't dare look at me and his eyes were evasive.

An ominous feeling welled up in my heart.

I spoke with difficulty, "My Lord, where is my child?"

The prince lowered his head, sighed softly, waved his hand, and asked the other people to leave, leaving only my personal maid Jixiang.

He held my hand gently, his tone was unusually gentle.

"The child is gone, and you need to take good care of your body for a while. Don't worry, the sacrifice you made will be engraved in my heart and I will never forget it."

In my mind, the words “the child is gone” kept echoing.

I couldn't hear what the prince said next.

My child...I have been married into the palace for many years, and the child I finally conceived is gone.

My tears, like raindrops that had broken off their string, kept falling and I couldn't stop them.

At first, the prince tried to comfort her in a gentle manner.

After a long time, he became a little impatient, told me to take a good rest, and left.

I ignored him and just lay on the bed, crying silently like a wandering soul.

Jixiang fell to his knees in front of me and started slapping himself in the face.

"Master, I am sorry for you! I am incompetent!"

From Jixiang's intermittent crying, I finally understood the whole story.

It turned out that when I felt unwell after drinking safflower soup, Jixiang rushed to the Imperial Hospital to ask for the imperial physician.

However, as soon as he arrived at the palace, he was stopped by Nian Shilan's personal eunuch Zhou Ninghai.

Zhou Ninghai said that Nian Shilan was not feeling well and asked the imperial physician to go and see her as soon as possible.

Jixiang argued that she had invited the imperial physician first, so the imperial physician should see me first.

Zhou Ninghai was unreasonable. He ordered people to drag the imperial physician away and locked Jixiang up.

It was not until he heard my cry of pain that Jixiang became worried that something had happened to me, and he called out loudly. The prince came back at that moment, and he immediately rushed over to ask what had happened.

After knowing the whole story, the prince immediately rushed to my villa with the imperial physician.

As soon as he entered the room, he saw me lying on the bed, and the bedding was soaked with blood.

The imperial physician took my pulse, sighed and shook his head, saying that the child was gone and that my body was probably ruined as well, and that I would never be able to get pregnant again.

The prince sighed deeply, but never reprimanded Nian Shilan.

"Jixiang, get up quickly. This is not your fault. This is my retribution."

"My dear, you were clearly murdered!"

Jixiang stood up for me and I comforted her, saying that the matter was not as simple as she thought.

Losing my child is like taking away half my life.

But what makes me most desperate is that I will never have the chance to be a mother in the future.

Although I was the one who wronged Nian Shilan first, I was also deeply hurt by her cruelty.

So, from that time on, the last bit of guilt I had towards Nian Shilan disappeared completely.

I thought that after this incident, Nian Shilan would let me go to some extent.

But I was too naive.

The truly painful days have just begun.

As the prince became more and more dependent on Nian Gengyao in the battle for the throne, Nian Shilan became more and more important in the prince's mind, and his favor for Nian Shilan became greater and greater.

The matter of me having a miscarriage caused by Nian Shilan and being left with a permanent illness was just left unresolved.

Not only did the prince not reprimand or punish Nian Shilan, but he loved her even more than before.

Nian Shilan becomes more and more arrogant in front of me.

The prince saw it, but always turned a blind eye. Then afterward, he secretly came to see me and comfort me.

I looked at this heartless man, and my heart felt chilled and hurt.

He expressed his helplessness, saying that in order to make Nian Gengyao follow him wholeheartedly, he had to favor Nian Shilan.

From his words, I got an important message, that is, he doesn't love Nian Shilan.

Nian Shilan was just a pawn for him to win over Nian Gengyao.

After learning this inside story, I felt relieved.

I know that the prince doesn't love me, so I never have any expectations of this man.

But I knew from the glowing look in Nian Shilan's eyes when she looked at the prince that Nian Shilan loved the prince.

Haha, how ironic.

Such a domineering Nian Shilan is actually a romantic person.

After learning that the prince came to see me, Nian Shilan became extremely jealous and did something extremely crazy: she did not allow any imperial physician to see me or prescribe medicine for me!