Rebirth of the Rising Sun

After showing this card, Feng Sizhe got an extremely elegant and quiet private room, where Feng Sizhe and Miao Zihan sat facing each other.

A few months later, Miao Zihan met Feng Sizhe again. His handsome face and sunny smile were so unforgettable that Miao Zihan could not help but feel her heart surge with emotion. As soon as the waiter closed the door and left, she stood up and threw herself into Feng Sizhe's arms.

This time Feng Sizhe did not dodge, nor did he push away immediately. He knew Miao Zihan needed an outlet for her emotions, she needed his shoulder. Sometimes it is a good thing to speak out the pain in your heart, instead of having to hold it in, which will only make people feel more uncomfortable.

After crying for a long time, the shoulders of Feng Sizhe's expensive suit were wet. Miao Zihan then moved her head away from his shoulders and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I made you laugh."

"No, this is how a girl should treat her feelings, instead of just trying to take it in a forceful way."

"You...you are still holding a grudge against me. You won't forgive me for what I said on the phone just now." When Miao Zihan heard Feng Sizhe still bringing up what happened just now, her face suddenly turned red with anger.

Seeing Miao Zihan's angry expression, Feng Sizhe smiled instead, "Well, this face is white with a hint of red, it's really very cute, this is how a girl should behave, I like it."

"Ah, do you like me like this? I thought you were a returned overseas student, had seen the world, and liked girls who are independent and self-reliant." Upon hearing that Feng Sizhe liked her weak side, she immediately asked back excitedly.

"Haha, no matter how strong a girl is, she is still a woman. There are many important things in this world that still need to be done by men. Men are born strong. They like to protect the weak rather than be ruled by women. And I am a normal man. I hope to protect my woman by myself instead of relying on a woman to protect me. Do you understand?" Feng Sizhe looked at Miao Zihan and said seriously. At the same time, he was also expressing his thoughts about girls.

He had never told this idea to anyone, not even He Shasha knew. But today he did tell Miao Zihan about it, which in itself showed that he at least had no annoyance towards her.

Miao Zihan seemed to be aware of this as well. When she heard Feng Sizhe say this, she was extremely excited. After such a long time, he was finally willing to tell her his true feelings. This was a kind of progress, a sign that he could accept her.

"You...you mean that as long as I learn to be gentle in the future, you will be able to like me, you will like me, right?" Miao Zihan felt like she had caught a lifebuoy in the vast ocean, and she saw new hope.

Seeing Miao Zihan so excited, Feng Sizhe really didn't want to discourage her, but some things still had to be made clear, otherwise it would only cause bigger mistakes and misunderstandings.

"Zi Han, you should know that the matter between He Shasha and I is not just between the two of us. It also involves the face of the Zhao and He families, and most importantly, a man's commitment and dignity. I think you must have heard of this saying, a promise is worth a thousand gold. Since I promised my grandfather and Mr. He to be with He Shasha, I must do it. Because when I said this, no one forced me, I took the initiative to do so. Since I said this, I must do it, otherwise I would be unworthy of being a man, do you understand? This is a man's promise. Some people regard promises as their life. Although I may not be able to do it, I will do my best to do it. Only in this way can I live up to my grandfather, the people of the He family, and myself. I don't think you will like a man who is ruthless, unrighteous, and untrustworthy."

Feng Sizhe spoke earnestly and expanded the problem of He Shasha infinitely, just to let Miao Zihan understand that for a man like him, marriage is not just a matter between two people, but also affects the future and destiny of many people.

Miao Zihan also thought about the problem between Feng Sizhe and He Shasha. In her opinion, Feng Sizhe just wanted to use the influence of the He family in the military to benefit his grandfather. But now that she heard it, she did understand a little. With red eyes from crying, she couldn't help but ask, "Then I want to know, do you really love He Shasha?"

Seeing Miao Zihan's serious look, Feng Sizhe knew that he had to stand firm at this moment, "Yes, I love you."

As soon as the word love came out of her mouth, Miao Zihan's body was shocked. But she seemed a little unconvinced and asked again, "Then do you love me? I mean, if I appear before He Shasha, you will choose me and give up He Shasha, right?"

"Ah...this...I haven't really thought about this question." Feng Sizhe answered truthfully. He really hadn't thought about this question. Who would be so bored as to think about things that are impossible to happen?

"You haven't thought about it before, so think about it carefully now and then tell me the answer, okay? This is very important to me." He Shasha seemed to see a little hope again. She looked at Feng Sizhe again, staring into his eyes hard, and asked word by word.

Thinking about it now, Feng Sizhe suddenly realized that part of his love for He Shasha was out of pity for her, because if he didn't treat her well, her life would probably end. Another part was that she was really cute. Of course, this did not rule out the fact that she was the granddaughter of Mr. He and the member of the He family who could provide the greatest help to her grandfather. But if it was true as Miao Zihan said, that she appeared earlier than He Shasha, what would he choose? Maybe he would really like her.

Although this was something that was no longer possible, Feng Sizhe still thought about it seriously and came up with an answer.

Miao Zihan saw all of his silence. Before Feng Sizhe could say anything, she spoke first, "Okay, you don't have to say any more. I think I already know the answer. To be honest, I am really sad, but happy at the same time. Sad because why did I appear later than He Shasha? It would have been great if I could have met you in England. I am happy because I know that I also have a place in your heart, and I also have the opportunity to become your bride. Although... although this seems unlikely in this life, I really love you. I really can't accept any other man except you. Can I... can I be your lover?"

The word "lover" was still an unfamiliar word in the Republic of China in 1992, but it is a very common term in the West, especially in the UK. For Miao Zihan, who has never been in love, is still a perfect woman, and has a strong family background, it obviously takes a lot of courage to say this. But for love and happiness, she actually said it.

As soon as these words came out, Feng Sizhe opened his eyes wide as if he didn't recognize her, "You...what were you talking about just now?"

"I said let me be your lover. I know I showed up too late, and I'm afraid I won't be able to be your legal wife in this life, but I do desire your love, so let me be your lover. You should also know that such things are common in the West, and in the future when our country develops and the economy improves, such things will become commonplace. I... I really can't accept any other man except you, as long as you promise me and are willing to be with me, as long as I can give birth to a boy for the Miao family in the future, then everything will not be a problem. I don't think my grandfather and parents will say anything, after all, they had promised me before." In order to be with Feng Sizhe, Miao Zihan was willing to give up everything, and even gave up fame and fortune, just for a chance to be with Feng Sizhe.

Miao Zihan's words really touched Feng Sizhe. Even an iron man would be softened by these words.

Feng Sizhe himself is not a person who wants to have his cake and eat it too, but Miao Zihan is determined to be with him and is willing to be his mistress, so what else can he say? It is not right to hit someone like this, not to mention that he is not so hard-hearted towards a woman who loves him. Of course, one thing cannot be ruled out, that is, Feng Sizhe himself also likes Miao Zihan a little, and he even thinks that other boys are not worthy of having a girl like this.

"Zi Han, this..." Feng Sizhe originally wanted to say that this was too unfair to you, but he changed the subject and said, "Please let me think about it."

"Don't think about it, it's settled. But then again, if He Shasha doesn't want you one day, instead of you not wanting her, then I have to be the first person to consider it, right?" Miao Zihan felt a lot more relaxed after she spoke out all her thoughts, and she started to joke.

"Haha, how could she not want me. But I still promise you, if that day really comes, you will be the first choice." Seeing that the matter was open, Feng Sizhe also started joking with a smile.

"Okay, you're the first choice? Is there a second choice? Let me tell you, Feng Sizhe, although you are very outstanding and there will be no shortage of girls who will like you in the future, there is one thing you have to promise me. That is, if you want to accept someone else in the future, you must let me examine you first. Do you understand?" Miao Zihan glared and said with an angry look.