Everyone I want to bully is abnormal

If it was Bai, since Bai said it himself, then it's okay for me to be a little greedy.

"white……"

"Why did you stop? Don't be picky about your food. You must eat it all." Bai Qingge ordered.

Kan Zhiyu stopped talking. Although the other party's tone became softer, she could still clearly feel that this was the bullying that classmate Bai mentioned.

Is now the time for bullying?

Yes, it has been a week now. Mr. Bai must have been unable to hold it in any longer.

I should have been happy when I was bullied in the past, but now when I think about the fact that calling Qingge sister was also included in the bullying, my heart aches and I feel uncomfortable.

So, is that a lie?

Turning his head slightly and lowering his head, Kan Zhiyu was like a puppy that was hurt by his beloved master. He hid the injured part pitifully, not wanting his master to see and worry.

"What's wrong?" Noticing Kan Zhiyu's depressed state, Bai Qingge asked softly.

Could it be that her tone was too harsh? Patients' emotions would be quite fragile, and she knew this very well.

She looked at the time remaining for the task, which was more than half an hour.

Thinking that my deskmate had just finished his meal and might not be able to eat anymore, he did not dare to resist because of the tone of my command.

Her mother often did this to her, so that her deskmate had developed the habit of obedience.

Just like before, when I wanted to force compensation, as long as I was a little more assertive, my deskmate would not be able to refuse.

This week, she didn't just come to feed the children every day, she also learned a lot from the mother of her deskmate.

"It's okay. If you don't want to eat, don't eat." Bai Qingge comforted softly.

Because of her mother's PUA day after day and year after year, her deskmate was very sensitive and she tried to keep her tone flat, as if she was talking about a very ordinary thing.

Kan Zhiyu, who was feeling depressed, trembled all over. Regardless of the depression in his heart, he quickly turned around and reached out to take the remaining peach in Bai Qingge's hand.

Bai Qingge subconsciously used his other hand to block it, "If you can't eat it, don't eat it. Don't force yourself."

Kan Zhiyu did retract his hand, but he started to apologize again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Her eyes were full of fear and terror, and Bai Qingge was deeply shocked. It is said that even a tiger will not eat its own cubs, but Kan Zhiyu's mother forced her own daughter into this state.

"Sorry……"

Because of my momentary willfulness, I made classmate Bai unhappy. It’s all my fault. Let me eat. I can eat it. As long as you don’t get angry, I can eat more.

Bai Qingge saw this thought from Kan Zhiyu's timid eyes.

And what Kan Zhiyu was thinking now was almost the same as what she saw.

Due to long-term mental oppression, Kan Zhiyu would be startled by the slightest disturbance and subconsciously attribute all the faults to himself.

The hand that had been withdrawn was extended to Kan Zhiyu again, saying: "If you want to eat, eat. No one will blame you if you don't want to eat. How about taking a rest before eating?"

Kan Zhiyu's cowardly character must be changed little by little, and it cannot be done in a hurry.

Although he thought and acted like this, as soon as he finished speaking, the cut peach in his hand disappeared at a speed visible to the naked eye.

It seems that there is still a long way to go. She doesn't know whether the situation will improve after graduation. She is still a little worried, after all, the college entrance examination is only a few days away.

After the exam, I will have to go back to Beijing. I don’t know if I can find a reason to kidnap the person first, so that I will have enough time.

My stomach is very full. Normally at home I eat one meal full and one meal hungry. It's not like these days, when I eat at fixed times, places, and quantities.

Precisely because of the strict diet, the two peaches should not have been part of the lunch. According to the usual amount, they would have been just a few pieces as after-meal fruit.

But I heard from the doctor that I can be discharged from the hospital today. I have eaten so many good things, and I don’t know how my mother is doing now.

I greedily asked for two and wanted to bring them home for my mother to try.

Even though she treats me like dry grass, she is still the person who loves me most in the world.

She had been unwavering in this before, but now the seeds of doubt had been planted, and one day they would bear fruit.

I want to go home to visit my mother, but I also want to stay here and enjoy the warm moments like this every day.

I have been lying in bed these days, feeling dizzy and confused, and I can't help but have random thoughts.

She wanted to be closer to Bai and become a more special friend, like she was with her mother, where they would stay together for the rest of their lives.

She even thought about voluntarily changing to a school in Beijing, but even the worst school was out of her reach, and she had never even seen it.

Shangjing, the capital of Dragon Kingdom, is the most luxurious and elegant place.

The slum where he lived was not much different from the city's sewers; it was a place that was not to be seen in the light of day.

Some people are born basking in the sunshine, while others can only stay in the stinking ditch all their lives.

The gap between the two is greater and farther than the distance between heaven and earth.

But she still wanted to be closer to classmate Bai, even though she was not worthy of it in the mud.

Amidst this contradiction, I greedily enjoy the present moment and cherish the little time left.

For no reason, Kan Zhiyu thought of the fairy tale called "Cinderella" that her classmate Bai had once shown her.

She thought that Cinderella should have been a princess who lived among the common people. No matter where she lived before, she would be taken into the palace sooner or later.

This is the only way the story makes sense, and no matter which Cinderella it is, it would never be someone like me.

Kan Zhiyu's long bangs covered half of her face, making her look quite gloomy.

Bai Qingge lifted her hair away. She would not allow her desk mate to be sentimental when she was present.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable? I just told you not to hold your stomach in. Are you feeling better now? Is it your stomach that hurts?"

His head was forced to be raised, and he saw a concerned look. Kan Zhiyu shook his head gently to indicate that he was fine.

"Don't force yourself if something happens. It will make those who care about you worried." Bai Qingge's words were full of guidance.

Humans are very strange animals. Even if something is right, as long as they have already held on to an answer in their hearts for a long time, they will no longer believe what others say.

But if he comes to his own conclusion, even if it does not match the reference answer, he will have a paranoid trust in his own answer until he finds the correct answer on his own, or someone who convinces him personally denies his conclusion.

Maybe you doubted yourself at the beginning and thought you were wrong, but after persisting for so long, what was wrong became right.

She didn't know if she had given the right guidance, after all, she was not a professional psychology teacher.

However, what Kan Zhiyu said next gave her some confidence in pretending to be a psychology teacher.