After killing four concubines, the queen was sentenced to death and reborn

Chapter 393: Despicable or hypocritical, she accepts it

After sending her mother away, Zheng Xiyan sat alone on the couch, her expression becoming increasingly grim. Biluo was a little worried and asked carefully, "My Lady, what's wrong with you?"

Zheng Xiyan raised her head suddenly, looked at her with deep eyes and said: "Biluo, do you feel that I am becoming more and more like Xiao Xuanchen now?"

"I even schemed and used innocent people to achieve my own goals. Is there any difference between me now and Xiao Xuanchen? Once I use the matter between Lu Moyu and Lu Chuyi to threaten Lu Xuan, force him to break off the engagement with Qinghe Cui, and force him to promise to let Lu Lingyuan enter the palace, then I... who will I become?" Zheng Xiyan's eyes became horrified. She felt that she was so hateful and disgusting. She shouldn't be such a person!

"Empress..." Biluo was a little confused. Faced with such a question, she didn't know how to answer.

"I have become the same person as Xiao Xuanchen. Along the way, I have done bad things, whether it was intentional or not." Zheng Xiyan placed her hands on the table, her long nails digging into the corner of the table.

"But Your Majesty was forced to do it. You can't take everything on yourself!" Biluo frowned slightly and replied in a resounding voice.

"Is that so? But what am I doing now?" Zheng Xiyan was actually a little overwhelmed. She couldn't accept herself like this. What happened in the past could still be considered revenge, but what about now? What excuses could she have to exonerate herself?

Biluo squatted at her feet and said with a firm look in his eyes: "My queen, everything you do is for the stability of the court and for the future of Daliang!"

Zheng Xiyan raised her eyes slightly and looked at her, and asked herself silently in her heart, is this so?

"Your Majesty, if Guard Lu and Concubine Lu really have no affair, even if Your Majesty wants to make a fuss about it, where would you get the evidence and reason? Your Majesty is doing this to let them off, and it's just making this matter more valuable." Biluo had a blank expression on her face and didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

"Guard Lu sent Concubine Lu back to the palace alone late at night. This is problematic in itself. If they didn't have a close personal relationship, how could he have done such a thing? As a concubine of the previous emperor, she has an unclear relationship with the palace guards. Isn't this defilement of the palace?" Biluo made the matter more and more serious. In this palace, if you are caught with any mistake, as long as it is magnified, it is a mistake, and there is no chance to make up for it or explain it, because this is the rule of the palace.

Zheng Xiyan's emotions gradually calmed down, but she became hesitant, not knowing whether she should do this?

Biluo frowned and said in a deep voice: "If your Majesty has not made up her mind, you should give Concubine Lu a warning! Concubine Lu is very young. If she really does something wrong, then even if your Majesty wants to protect her, she won't be able to do so."

"Who can say for sure about matters between men and women?"

This kind of thing has happened in the harems of every dynasty and is not something uncommon.

Zheng Xiyan's expression became very complicated. Suddenly, her eyes condensed and she made up her mind and said, "Keep an eye on them. If the two of them really do something like that, don't blame me."

Be it mean or hypocritical, she accepted it.

"Yes, your majesty, don't worry." Biluo's eyes changed slightly, he slowly stood up, his expression became very serious.

At this moment, Zheng Xiyan suddenly felt that, standing in the court, perhaps one day in the future, she would be able to understand what Xiao Xuanchen felt back then. Perhaps even one day in the future, Ji'er would become a cold-blooded and ruthless emperor like Xiao Xuanchen.

Zheng Xiyan's brows were deeply furrowed, and her heart felt a slight pain. She supported herself on the table with one hand and covered her heart with the other hand, with a very painful expression.

"My queen, are you okay?" Biluo's face was full of worry, and then he shouted, "Someone, call the imperial physician!"

"No need!" Zheng Xiyan quickly stopped her, shook her head lightly, and whispered: "I'm fine, no need to call the imperial physician!"

Zi Rui and Zi Luo rushed in immediately and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you, my queen?" As she spoke, Zi Rui stepped forward to check her pulse.

"I'm fine..." Zheng Xiyan said in a low voice.

Zi Rui's face looked a little solemn, but there was nothing wrong with the Empress' pulse, which made her a little confused.

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