Now that I'm reborn, it's not too much to be a rich, white and beautiful woman, right?

"If you don't find someone to marry, where will I put my old face?"

"Look at you, you've been asking people to introduce you to a blind date, but you've run away and nobody can find you! Now you're fine, aren't you?"

"Do you still remember our neighbor who moved away, Li Yanhong? Are you a little dumber than her? She was so obedient! She chose her major obediently, graduated, found a job as a nurse, and lived a stable life. Her husband is the son of the director of the Construction Bureau!"

South City, Baolin Lane, Zeng Xiaofan’s home.

Twenty-nine-year-old Zeng Xiaofan looked at his mother in front of him and felt both familiar and unfamiliar.

My mother has been frugal, hardworking and capable all her life, and has devoted herself silently to the family.

My dad did business in his early years and made some money, but he got a little carried away after making the money. That’s why my parents always quarreled when they were young.

Zeng Xiaofan, unable to change the status quo, chose to go to boarding school. Out of sight, out of mind.

As my father indulged himself, the family business went into a slum. We had no choice but to move to the shantytown in the old city, living in the old house left by my grandparents. Although the government said it would demolish the house, there has been no news for several years.

I haven't been back for many years. The old house in front of me is still in the style of the 90s. The wall paint has fallen off sparsely, revealing mottled bricks. Rusty iron window railings. Because of years of disrepair, it seems to be crumbling. A feeling of powerlessness tightly enveloped Zeng Xiaofan.

Dad echoed, "Xiao Fan, it's time for you to fall in love!"

Xiao Fan looked in the direction of the voice and instantly returned to reality from his memories. Looking at this father who was so full of vigor and vitality ten years ago, he felt very complicated.

Just half a year ago, my dad suffered a stroke caused by cerebral thrombosis due to long-term uncontrolled smoking and drinking. Now he has become an old man who can only use a spoon to eat tremblingly. Fortunately, my mother is kind-hearted and nostalgic, and has always been with my dad.

Xiao Fan nodded numbly and agreed: "Yeah, yes. You are right, okay."

That's how his family was. Zeng Xiaofan himself was just an ordinary worker.

Graduated from an ordinary university, majored in a versatile major, Chinese language and literature. Indeed. After graduating from liberal arts, the jobs you find are essentially in the service industry.

I don't have any special talents or stunning beauty. I just have to work overtime.

During the holidays, she could not resist her mother's repeated urging and had to go home. Listening to her muttering, "I want to escape!" This sentence echoed in her mind for a long time...

Back in the room, Zeng Xiaofan lay quietly on the bed, feeling very confused. Thinking back, he was about to turn 30, had no car, no house, no partner. What was even more heartbreaking was that he still had no money.

Her parents told her from a young age that she should study hard and endure hardships to become a successful person. So she has been studying hard and has a mysterious confidence that she will rise to a high position in the future and become rich or noble.

But it was not until I entered society that I realized that I was nothing.

I just graduated from college and entered the workplace. I was a novice, and my boss took advantage of me. I didn’t dare to go to work the next day. I didn’t even dare to ask for my salary.

Last year, when the project finally started to gain momentum, I was ostracized by my colleagues. They said one thing to my face and another behind my back, which was dizzying.

She was a simple-minded girl who didn't understand office politics. Zeng Xiaofan was the one who took the blame.

Maybe because she read too many chicken soup stories, she always comforted herself: "It will get better."

The job he found later was relatively stable, but it didn't last long. After working for more than a year, he finally got the hang of it and stopped accepting promises from his boss. What's the point of having someone who doesn't accept promises? Zeng Xiaofan was naturally promoted.

Life always seemed to be playing tricks on her.

After being optimized, Zeng Xiaofan stayed in his rental house for several weeks, eating takeout and watching TV series, not knowing what year it was. It was not until the landlord demanded the rent that he had to get up and continue to live in misery.

Zeng Xiaofan, who was optimistic by nature, began to comfort himself again: "Don't be discouraged, just find a job and save money slowly. Things are already so bad, how much worse can they get? They will definitely rebound."

Yes, it's already bad, you think that's it? No, you still have a lot of room to go down.

The following interview completely broke Zeng Xiaofan's defenses.

Interviewer A: "Twenty-nine, that's thirty. Still single and childless? Sorry, we want married people."

Zeng Xiaofan: “….”

Interviewer B: "You are indeed a bit old. I am afraid this position is not suitable for you. Would you consider working as a cleaner in our company?"

Zeng Xiaofan: “….”

Interviewer C: "Our company is also in urgent need of talent, and we welcome you to join us. However, due to the instability of our staff, you will need to pay a 3000 yuan deposit for work clothes before joining us."

Zeng Xiaofan was shocked. What kind of monsters are these? At the age of 30, he was in such an awkward situation. He had always been so confident in himself before, thinking that he would be able to achieve great things in the future. Now, it is even harder to find a job.

She was angry and disappointed, so she walked back dejectedly. She bought some cold dishes at a roadside stall and a few bottles of beer. She returned to her rental house and started drinking alone.

Am I lazy? She began to reflect on herself and felt that she was not lazy. The reason why she was penniless and had no money saved was because she did not know how to manage money. Besides, the little salary she had was just enough to support herself and she could not save much money. After losing her job, she was willing to take off Kong Yiji's long gown and find a job to work hard. However, she was despised for being unmarried and childless and old. She was not even given a chance. Can't this society be more friendly to older single women!

"Will there be no way I can make a breakthrough in this life? Is this really the only way I can live?" Zeng Xiaofan ate braised chicken feet, drank beer, and burped. He felt more and more bored with life.

Bored, she turned on her cell phone, only to find a message asking for payment.

Several classmates and friends who are on good terms with me in the circle of friends are happily showing off their husbands and children.

Xiao Fan quietly closed his Moments. "This colorful world seems to have nothing to do with me."

As I drank, I slowly got drunk. Looking back on my short half-life, failure seemed to have always been with me.

Thinking of my ex, I said to her righteously and firmly: "My mother said that your family conditions are very ordinary, even a little poor. It will not help my career at all. So, let's not waste each other's time together." She smiled bitterly numbly. Who said that girls are realistic these days? Men are more realistic, okay!

She no longer has any hope for love. At this moment, she only wants to make money, eat delicious food, travel around the world, enjoy life, and live in a villa by the sea. After experiencing so much social abuse, it seems that she has forgotten her original intention. All the unsatisfactory things are just because she has no money.

Filled with grief and indignation, she opened the door under the influence of alcohol, ran to the balcony and shouted, "I want to make money, I only want to make money, I will be very rich!" Before she finished speaking, she lost her balance due to excessive drinking and fell down.

In a trance, Zeng Xiaofan slowly opened his eyes.

"Don't stop CPR!"

"The patient's blood pressure is dropping rapidly! Quick!..."

"Did I fall pretty seriously? I've lived such a miserable life in this life. If there is another life, I don't want to live like this." Zeng Xiaofan thought in a daze and fell asleep again.

"I think I can still save it..."

"..."

"Hey, Zeng Xiaofan, wake up! Hurry up. Class is about to start!"

Zeng Xiaofan rubbed his eyes sleepily and looked around. The sunlight was soft and blurry, so he rubbed his eyes again. Everything in front of him gradually became clear. There was a constant noise. He was wearing a school uniform that looked like a sportswear, and all around him were his high school classmates. They were laughing and making noises, and on the blackboard it was written: "There are only 12 days left before the college entrance examination."

My deskmate Zhou Jiaqi said with concern: "Finally woke up, are you a sleep god? Did you play Dreamworks all night last night?"

Realizing that he was most likely reborn, Zeng Xiaofan excitedly grabbed Zhou Jiaqi's shoulders and asked anxiously, "What year is it now?"

Zhou Jiaqi reached out his hand, touched her forehead with a smile and said, "It's not burnt? It's the year 2007, my lady, are you satisfied?"

"Is this really a rebirth? Is God willing to give me a chance to start over again?" Zeng Xiaofan stood there in a daze.

"Zhou Jiaqi, pinch me, hard."

"Okay, as you command, my lady." After saying that, Zhou Jiaqi pinched the skin on her cheek rudely and turned her wrist just right, making half a circle like changing channels on a black and white TV.

A burning pain came...

"Thank God for giving me a second chance. This time, I will live a wonderful life!"