After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

Gu Jinlan smiled faintly. It really didn’t matter how Shi Ye knew it.

He had been investigating her behind her back, so it was not surprising that he found out that she had given birth to a child.

Fang Yue had threatened her for this matter before, and now she had snatched Bo Kai away from the couple. It was not surprising that they came to Shi Ye to reveal her unknown past in order to retaliate against her.

Gu Jinlan raised his eyes and looked at Shi Ye, "Then how do you want me to explain?"

Seeing Gu Jinlan's disapproving attitude, Shi Ye became even more angry. His thin lips moved, but he was too angry to speak.

Gu Jinlan continued, "The man you just mentioned doesn't exist at all. I don't have any other man in my heart, let alone a man I can't let go of."

Shi Ye sneered, "Did you give birth to that child by yourself? I knew you were very capable, but I didn't know you had such a miraculous ability."

Gu Jinlan frowned, "Then let me ask you, do you like Ranran's biological mother? Do you keep her in your heart and never forget her?"

Shi Ye shook his head without hesitation.

Of course he didn't like that woman, especially when Shu Yi appeared, he felt even more disgusted.

I did miss her in the past few years, but that was entirely because of my son.

Gu Jinlan spread his hands and said, "That's it, it's just a mistake I made in the heat of the moment."

"At that time, I was abandoned by the Ye family. I was in a bad mood and drank a little too much. I met someone who was also drunk. Maybe we were both in a bad mood, so we got together without knowing what was going on."

"There is no feeling at all anyway, so why would you keep thinking about it?"

Looking at the calmness in Gu Jinlan's eyes, Shi Ye felt mixed emotions.

For him, whether the man exists in her heart is more important than the existence of the child.

He was happy that she had no other man in her heart, but when he heard her describe her affairs with that man, he felt jealous and uncomfortable.

After taking a deep breath, he asked again: "If you have no feelings for him, why would you give birth to a child with him?"

Gu Jinlan said: "I originally planned to abort the baby, but the doctor said that if I aborted the baby due to my physical condition, I would not be able to have children again in the future. That child is the only one I can have in this life.

"Do you remember? A long time ago, when I didn't know your identity, I sent you a message to tell you that I was infertile."

Shi Ye frowned slightly.

He remembered this. When they first contacted each other through messages, she took the initiative to say that she could no longer have children.

This confirmed that she was not lying at this moment.

Before, he thought that she said she was infertile because she didn't want to have children for him.

Gu Jinlan smiled bitterly, "Of course, this is not the main reason. Before I had children, I thought it didn't matter whether I was a mother or not. A woman's mission in this world is not to give birth to children. It was because I was..."

She said this and lowered her eyes.

Shi Ye asked: "Why?"

Gu Jinlan bit her lip, and when she looked up at Shi Ye again, a smile appeared in her eyes, "At that time, I felt that I had nothing and was all alone in this world. Only that child truly belonged to me."

“……” Shi Ye was stunned.

The smile in her eyes was so bright and her tone was so calm, but the words she said made people feel heartbroken.

Shi Ye narrowed his eyes slightly, and his sharp eyes detected the helplessness and sadness hidden behind her smile.

For a moment, he didn't know what to say.

How could he bear to blame her?

At this moment, he even felt guilty for caring about this matter.

Sighing slowly, Shi Ye asked: "Why didn't you tell me earlier? If I hadn't heard it from someone else..."

I wouldn't be so angry.

Otherwise, why do the police always say "leniency to those who confess, severity to those who resist".

What she told him on her own initiative and what he heard from others were two different things.

What he cared about was not the matter itself, but her attitude.

After hearing what Shi Ye said, Gu Jinlan nodded in understanding, and she had already guessed in her heart that it was Fang Yue who told Shi Ye about this matter.

Gu Jinlan asked: "Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Of course!"

"One-night stands, having a child out of wedlock, these kinds of unbearable pasts are always hard to talk about, and I don't want you to know. Although it's hard for someone of your status to look down on others, I still hope that I'm at least not so embarrassing in your heart."

Hearing this, Shi Ye actually smiled and said, "Do you care so much about your image in my heart?"

I thought she didn't care about anything.

Gu Jinlan said: "Of course I care. People live by their face, and trees live by their bark. Although I don't care about other people's eyes, I still have to save some face."

What she doesn't care about is how those people she doesn't care about think of her.

Shi Ye's gaze gradually became gentle as he looked at Gu Jinlan.

This seemed to be the first time she spoke to him with such sincerity.

So frank, without any concealment.

Gu Jinlan continued, "There's another reason. I don't know how long we can go on, because I never thought that we would have a result, so I feel that there seems to be no need to tell..."

"That's enough." Shi Ye's expression, which had just relaxed, suddenly turned cold again, "You don't need to continue talking."

Too frank.

Gu Jinlan pursed her lips.

What she originally thought was that if they were destined not to be together for long, then they would leave a good impression in each other's hearts, and at least they would have good memories in the future.

But now that he already knew about it and things had come to this, she wanted to make everything clear.

In the end, he didn't allow her to speak anymore.

Shi Ye's eyes regained their coldness, "Have you really never thought about continuing to walk with me?"

Gu Jinlan's red lips moved slightly, but she did not answer and shook her head.

Shi Ye frowned impatiently, "Have you thought about it, or haven't you?"

Gu Jinlan said: "No."

Shi Ye suddenly laughed, as if he was laughing at her, or as if he was laughing at himself.

Seeing that he was unhappy, Gu Jinlan said quickly: "As for the future, I have never..."

"No need to talk, go to sleep."

Shi Ye interrupted her, stood up and walked out.

He had planned their future and imagined the day when they would grow old together and have many children and grandchildren.

There has never been a woman who made him have such thoughts.

But in her future, there is no me...

Gu Jinlan sat on the bed in a daze, watching Shi Ye's back as he walked out, until she heard the bedroom door slam shut.

She was slightly startled, and when she looked down she realized that she was still holding his pistol in her hand.

As an expert in psychology, she had just clearly seen the disappointment in Shi Ye's eyes towards her, the kind of disappointment that was almost despair.

In fact, she could say nice things to make him happy.

With her psychological skills, she could definitely control him.

But she didn't want to use those academic skills to deal with the people she cared about.

Shi Ye always blamed her for not being honest.

But she confessed, and he couldn't accept it.

In her future, there is not even herself, so how can there be anyone else?

-

The next morning, Shu He called Zhao Jinchen to the hospital corridor.

"Jinchen, I've been thinking about the matter between Lanlan and my sister all night, and I want to discuss it with you."