After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

“I…” Yun Luoxi suddenly covered her face and started crying, “I don’t know… Lanlan, I really don’t know. I’m so confused…”

Gu Jinlan stood up, sat next to Yun Luoxi, and patted her shoulders with concern.

Yun Luoxi turned his head and buried himself in her arms, as if he had found an outlet for his emotions, and cried harder and harder.

"Lanlan, I feel really bad... Jingchuan is a good man, but I am not worthy of him. He... he is such a proud person, but I hurt his pride as a man."

Gu Jinlan wanted to say something comforting, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only let Yun Luoxi hug her and cry.

At times like this, words of comfort are pale and powerless, and Yun Luoxi can only release her emotions.

Yun Luoxi burst into tears, "I don't know what happened to me... In the past, the person I wanted to marry was indeed Matt, but when I decided to marry Jingchuan, I told myself to let it go. I really wanted to let it go."

"But why is it still like this? I... don't know how to face Jingchuan in the future."

Gu Jinlan sighed, "You just said that you called Matt's name unconsciously, so how did you know?"

Yun Luoxi said: "Jingchuan told me... After I knew it, I didn't dare to look him in the eye. I told him I wanted a divorce, but he didn't agree..."

"That idiot!" Gu Jinlan said angrily.

Yun Luoxi raised her red and swollen eyes and said, "Lanlan, don't say that about Jingchuan. This is my fault."

Gu Jinlan said: "But since he wants to be with you, there are some things he has to bear like a man."

Wouldn't exposing this kind of thing be embarrassing for both of us?

You choose your own path. If you fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, you can either let go or accept it and accept your fate.

He didn't want to let go, but he couldn't bear it, so the only thing left was to torture each other.

"That's not the case." Yun Luoxi sniffed and explained anxiously, "Jingchuan never told me. I thought he had something on his mind, so I forced him to speak out."

"But even if he didn't say it, he still did something to hurt you and treated you coldly. It doesn't make any difference whether he said it or not."

"No, Jingchuan..."

Gu Jinlan chuckled, "Look, you are so anxious to defend him and defend him, which means that you already have him in your heart, but you just haven't recognized your own heart yet."

Yun Luoxi was stunned and blinked her tearful eyelashes, "I..."

Gu Jinlan said, "You may think that you have liked Matt for so many years, it is impossible for you to let go so quickly. After all, my Luo Xi is not a fickle girl. But have you ever thought that your love for Matt may just be an obsession that you cannot get? A habit? Or just unwillingness?"

Yun Luoxi looked bewildered, "Is... is that so?"

Gu Jinlan stood up and sat back down. "It's not impossible. Anyway, I've never seen you cry so hard for a man."

Yun Luoxi said: "I just feel very sorry for Jingchuan."

I feel very guilty and ashamed.

Gu Jinlan said: "If in your heart, Zhao Jingchuan is just an unimportant person, you won't feel sorry for him. Since you feel sorry, then make it up to him in the future."

Yun Luoxi frowned, "But... I don't know how to face him."

Gu Jinlan smiled and said, "Then let it be and get along with each other as we should."

"Jingchuan said that he would give our marriage six months, and if I still couldn't fall in love with him after six months, he would give me my freedom."

"Half a year is still a long time. Since you have agreed, then continue to be together. Sometimes people are troubled because they think too much. You decided to marry Zhao Jingchuan only because he was the third son of the Zhao family. You married him because you wanted to escape from the Yun family and become the support behind your aunt. So why don't you continue to get along with him with this mentality?"

Yun Luoxi frowned, "If Jingchuan married me just to be a decoration, I wouldn't think about it, but he has emotional needs for me, I... I don't want to let him down."

Gu Jinlan shook his head helplessly, "So you're still thinking too much and looking for trouble. Anyway, you're all healthy and have plenty of time to waste in the future. Just let nature take its course and see how far you can go."

Yun Luoxi nodded and breathed a sigh of relief, "Lanlan, after talking to you, I feel much better."

Gu Jinlan also breathed a sigh of relief, "As long as you don't cry."

From childhood to adulthood, she was most afraid of seeing Yun Luoxi cry. It happened that Yun Luoxi was a crybaby and would burst into tears at the slightest dissatisfaction.

However, regarding the matter of Zhao Jingchuan, Yun Luoxi was much stronger than before. He had kept it in his heart for so long before telling her.

Yun Luoxi quickly wiped away her tears and forced a smile on her face, "Okay, let's not talk about me anymore. Let's talk about you and Brother Ye. How is your married life going?"

Gu Jinlan picked up the wine glass and took a sip, "We have nothing to say."

Yun Luoxi looked envious, "That's great, you guys don't have anyone you can't get over, and you have such a cute son like Ranran."

Gu Jinlan just smiled and said nothing.

The situation between her and Shi Ye is different from that between Luo Xi and the others.

If she didn't have some unfinished business, she wouldn't be so hesitant and entangled in loving or not loving.

If you like someone, love him/her openly and live a carefree and shameless life.

If you don't like it, just break up and live your own lives.

But for her now, there are too many uncertainties in the future, so she dare not let her heart run wild.

The two best friends drank a lot of wine.

Yun Luoxi was already drunk, lying on the table and looking at Gu Jinlan with a silly smile.

"Lanlan, why are you so nice? I feel so happy to be your friend. You are my treasure!"

"Come, hug my baby."

Yun Luoxi stood up, opened his arms and rushed towards Gu Jinlan.

Gu Jinlan supported her and said, "Look at your poor alcohol tolerance. Let's go back and stop drinking."

Yun Luoxi retorted, "How can my alcohol tolerance be said to be rubbish? It's obviously quite good. I drank so much tonight, but I'm not drunk yet!"

"Yes, yes, you have the best alcohol tolerance." Gu Jinlan didn't want to argue with a drunk person, so he dragged Yun Luoxi out of the restaurant box.

Yun Luoxi leaned his head on her shoulder, staring at the ceiling with blurry eyes and grinning, "That's right, my drinking capacity is the best in the world."

"Yes Yes Yes."

"Lanlan." Yun Luoxi suddenly stopped and looked at Gu Jinlan seriously, "We are also the best in the world, right?"

Gu Jinlan nodded repeatedly: "Yes, yes, yes."

Suddenly, Yun Luoxi's legs went weak and she threw herself into Gu Jinlan's arms.

She rested her chin on Gu Jinlan's shoulder and burped. When her heavy eyes were about to close, she quickly opened them open again.

In the blurred vision, I seemed to see a familiar figure.

She blinked hard, "Lanlan, I might be really drunk. I had hallucinations and saw your husband dating another woman."