After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

Yun Luoxi looked at Zhao Jingchuan in a daze.

His handsome face was looming in the dark room, and his eyes were like wolves in the dark night. Just staring at her made her forget to breathe.

She opened her lips slightly and wanted to speak, but something seemed to be choking her throat.

The two just stared at each other in the darkness.

Zhao Jingchuan waited, and every second felt very long.

After a long time, seeing that Yun Luoxi was still silent, he finally spoke.

"The name of the opposite sex that you can't forget is Matt."

Yun Luoxi's widened pupils trembled slightly, and bloody tears instantly spread in his eyes.

Zhao Jingchuan sighed deeply, "Luo Xi, I gave you the chance to speak for yourself... Before I said this name, you felt tortured, but I was the one who was really tortured."

He loved her and couldn't bear to let her go.

I blame her, but I can't bear to hurt her.

During this period, he could only endure the torment in silence.

I wanted to slowly digest it and let it go.

But she still forced him to say it.

Yun Luoxi sat stiffly on the bed, her body as if petrified, motionless, only tears welling up in her eyes.

Zhao Jingchuan didn't look at her, but fixed his gaze on the empty darkness.

Finally I said it out, and although I felt relieved, I didn't feel any pleasure from taking revenge on her. Instead, I felt extremely painful.

"How... did you know?" Yun Luoxi's voice couldn't stop trembling.

"That night, you called his name."

"Oh... So... So that's how it is. No wonder..."

Yun Luoxi was choking with sobs and unable to speak.

At this moment she suddenly realized.

She finally understood why he suddenly became cold and distant to her, and why he was like a wild beast out of control on their wedding night.

It turned out that was the punishment she deserved.

Hearing Yun Luoxi's choked voice, Zhao Jingchuan said helplessly: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to say it..."

Yun Luoxi quickly shook her head, "No... No, I am sorry for you, sorry..."

A few drops of hot tears fell on the back of Zhao Jingchuan's hand. His heart skipped a beat and he felt a little distressed. He reached out to turn on the light and find a tissue.

Noticing his movements, Yun Luoxi hurriedly said, "Don't turn on the light! Please... don't turn it on..."

When she turned on the lights, she felt even more ashamed.

Zhao Jingchuan's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, "Luo Xi, don't do this."

Yun Luoxi didn't say anything and covered her mouth tightly so that he wouldn't hear her crying.

Seeing her thin figure trembling slightly in the darkness, Zhao Jingchuan reached out to hug her, but she suddenly dodged back.

Zhao Jingchuan was stunned, and suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard, "I'm sorry, I knew I shouldn't have told you!"

It's enough for him to suffer alone.

As long as he doesn't say anything and bears it silently, everything will be healed over time.

Now that it was spoken out, it would push their marriage into an abyss of embarrassment.

He knew that she would be ashamed if he told her, but he still told her.

At this moment, Zhao Jingchuan was extremely regretful and raised his hand to slap himself again.

"Jingchuan!" Yun Luoxi was so scared that she quickly grabbed his hand, "Don't do this! It's my fault, everything is my fault! You're making me feel even more guilty towards you."

Zhao Jingchuan pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Yun Luoxi struggled for a while but couldn't break free.

He held her head with one hand and pressed her into his arms, "Don't say that, you are not wrong. When we got married, I knew you didn't love me. There is nothing wrong with not loving me."

Yun Luoxi burst into tears, and his tears soon soaked his chest.

The more he understood her, the more she hated herself.

She had clearly buried Matt deep in her heart, so why did she call out his name at that time?

When she became his bride that day and lay in his arms, she clearly only had her husband in her heart, and clearly at that moment she was fantasizing about their new life after marriage.

Why is it still like that?

Gradually, Yun Luoxi became tired of crying. She took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and left Zhao Jingchuan's arms.

Wiping away her tears, she said, "Then let's get a divorce."

Zhao Jingchuan was stunned. "What did you say?"

Yun Luoxi's voice was very calm, "We are getting divorced."

Zhao Jingchuan asked: "Why? Didn't you say you wanted to live a good life with me?"

Yun Luoxi said: "But what you want is not someone to live with."

"I..." Zhao Jingchuan was speechless.

"Jingchuan, thank you for being so nice to me. You are a good man, and I am not worthy of you..."

"That's enough! I don't want to hear you say these things!" Zhao Jingchuan interrupted in a deep voice, "Don't give me the nice guy card!"

Yun Luoxi's tears that she had just held back fell out again, "Then what do you want to do?"

Zhao Jingchuan said: "If you want to live a good life, then live a good life!"

Yun Luoxi shook her head, "But it's different now..."

She no longer knew how to face him in the future.

Zhao Jingchuan questioned: "Is it because I exposed your inner thoughts that you feel embarrassed?"

Yun Luoxi remained silent and did not answer.

Zhao Jingchuan asked again: "Do you want to keep that man in your heart forever and not forget him? Haven't you ever thought about trying to fall in love with me?"

"No!" Yun Luoxi explained quickly, "When I decided to marry you, I had already decided to let him go, but I..."

If he hadn't said it tonight, she would never have thought that she would call Matt's name at that time.

She hated herself for being so useless.

"Can't you do it?" Zhao Jingchuan asked.

"I... I don't know..." She had already done something to hurt him and didn't want to use sweet words to deceive him anymore.

"As long as you are willing to try, I can wait!" Zhao Jingchuan said in a firm tone.

He knew from the beginning that she didn't love him, so he had nothing to blame.

He was afraid that she wouldn't even try.

Then he really has no chance at all.

"Jingchuan..."

"Okay, stop talking and go to sleep. There is also a three-month cooling-off period for divorces. Give our marriage six months. If after six months, you still can't let go of that person and still can't fall in love with me, I will give you freedom."

After saying that, Zhao Jingchuan turned over and lay down.

Yun Luoxi slightly opened her red lips, seeming to want to say something but stopped herself.

Anything else you say at this point will seem pale and powerless.

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Here, Shi Ye and Gu Jinlan returned to the Shi family. As soon as they entered the house, they saw Zhao Shiyun sitting in the living room.

"Brother Ye, you are finally back!"

Zhao Shiyun came forward with a look of joy on her face and ignored Gu Jinlan who was standing next to Shi Ye.

Shi Ye and Gu Jinlan were both stunned. They never expected to see Zhao Shiyun when they returned home so late at night.

Like a lingering plague god.

"Why are you here?" Shi Ye asked Zhao Shiyun, but his inquiring eyes turned to Butler Xue.

Why did you let people in?

Butler Xue had been following Shi Ye all the time, and could understand the meaning of his eyes. He explained, "Master, Miss Zhao said she wanted to see you. I saw it was so late, and it was not safe for her to be outside alone, so I asked her to come in and wait for you."

Although the Shi family is powerful, the Zhao family cannot be offended at will.