Rebirth: I Want to Be a Hot Heroine

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"Young man, in the past fifty million years, no one has ever walked all the way up these thirty thousand steps."

"I kneel." The man straightened his spine, his cold features were particularly charming in the dark night.

"Are you really sure? Even if it's this first step, you may not be able to step on it. There are 30,000 steps, and each step will be painful. Are you willing to do that?"

"I do."

"You're willing to be reduced to ashes?"

"I wish, as long as she can be reborn, even if it means she is reduced to ashes."

"My infatuated lover, what's the point of her living without you?"

"I want her to forget about me and have a wonderful life."

"Okay, since you insist, let the ceremony begin. If you fall down in the middle or give up voluntarily, the ceremony will no longer be effective."

"it is good"

"The ceremony begins, kneel!"

……

"You are the first person in fifty million years who would rather endure the excruciating pain than ask your lover to be reborn. I can grant you three wishes."

"My first wish is that she will no longer suffer and live a peaceful life without any disasters or troubles."

"My second wish is that she will no longer be without a father or mother, without relatives or friends, and live happily ever after."

"My third wish is that she will be loved by someone who loves her, and that they will always be together."

"allow……"

……

……

The wind is gentle and the sky is clear.

The weather in Ningcheng is very good today, with a gentle breeze. Travelers coming and going are sitting comfortably in front of the milk tea shop to rest and take pictures.

Lin Tong operated the ordering machine numbly, facing the customers' requests with a smile and solving them skillfully.

Her mind was blank, and she didn't know why she was here. She suddenly got here and everything here was familiar to her.

Lin Tong felt dizzy looking at the colorful fonts on the computer. She felt like she shouldn't be here. It seemed like something was wrong.

Although I thought this in my mind, my hands never stopped moving.

It seems like I can't stop...

"Beauty, no coconut."

"Okay, I've made a note of it here." Lin Tong said mechanically, and suddenly he felt weak all over. He closed his eyes and fell down.

The crowd in this milk tea shop suddenly became noisy.

Some shouted to disperse, some called 120, and some took photos with their phones...

……

She suddenly remembered that she was in an empty room with an iron gate behind the door.

There was a tall, small window set into one wall.

Lin Tong usually watched the rising sun from there.

That seems to be a lunatic asylum...

Who was crying in her ear, telling her to go away?

The blurry figure becomes even more blurry...

……

Lin Tong woke up again in the hospital.

The pungent smell of disinfectant, the noisy crying...

Lin Tong knew where he was before he even opened his eyes.

He frowned impatiently. She wasn't crazy. Was it necessary to check her every day?

There was really no need to go from the asylum to the hospital.

Lin Tong really hated the nurse's disgusting face, but she was too thirsty and had to open her eyes to ask for a drink of water.

Lin Tong's eyelashes moved slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes which had been dry for a long time.

What caught my eye was not the disgusting nurse, but a few strange men and women.

But I feel like I have seen it before.

Who are these?

She looked confused and hadn't figured out what was going on.

"Hey, Tongtong, we are a milk tea shop. If you have low blood sugar, just drink a cup by yourself. Why is this kid so obedient?"

"This girl is usually so well behaved and doesn't talk much. Now she suddenly fainted. Everyone is so worried."

"..."

"..."

Several people were talking one after another, which gave Lin Tong a headache.

My heart was pounding and some vague memories seemed to be about to burst out.

"Excuse me, who are you?" she opened her mouth with difficulty.

"Who are we? We've been working for a week and you're still asking us who we are. Did you fall down and have a concussion?" a girl screamed.

Lin Tong suddenly felt a headache, as if being pricked by fine needles, and he couldn't remember anything for a moment.

What milk tea shop? Isn't she in a lunatic asylum?

Am I dreaming?

This dream is too real, isn’t it?

Lin Tong thought about it and rubbed his temple.

"No way? The doctor said it's okay?" The man wearing the store manager's badge also turned serious.

"Manager, why don't you check it out? He just finished the college entrance examination and is going to college soon. Don't let his brain really..." The girl didn't finish her words and gave the manager a look.

The manager sighed and walked out of the ward anxiously.

Lin Tong extracted the key information from the girl’s words: what is the college entrance examination?

She just finished the college entrance examination?

So she is working a summer job now?

Lin Tong was confused. She was clearly in a mental hospital?

She was a little anxious, and hurriedly grabbed the girl's hand and asked, "How many years is it now?"

"How many years? It's 74 years in China. What's wrong? Didn't you just finish the college entrance examination?"

There was a bang in her mind and an explosion of memories gushed out.

74 years?

74...

That’s not right. Logically speaking, this year should be 79.

And it seems like, didn’t she commit suicide?

How did she go back to 74?

suicide?

When Lin Tong thought of this word, his headache became even worse, and past memories flooded into his mind like a tide.

She lived in an urban village in Ningcheng. Her parents made a living by trafficking people. They beat and scolded her. She was also bullied at school.

last life.

She suffered torture and pain, grew up under beatings and scoldings from her parents, studied under bullying from her classmates. She thought that as long as she could get into a good university, she could get away from here. In the end, she didn't get into university.

She was once again sold to the countryside by her parents. After she managed to escape, she was almost raped again. Her classmates who bullied her and her parents sent her to a mental hospital.

What happened next? Why did he commit suicide?

The more she thought about it, the more her headache grew. She gasped for breath, feeling suffocated.

His heart tightened, Lin Tong covered his heart and frowned in pain.

The last scene she remembered was the skyscrapers of Ningcheng.

The sun was shining brightly the day she chose to jump...

Why did she jump off the building?

Lin Tong didn't remember.

She suddenly realized that she had always been pursuing the warm sunshine, and before her death, she had deliberately chosen a sunny day.

The three years of experience in the mental hospital made her a person who kept her mouth shut and never showed her emotions.

Lin Tong's brain was filled with memories of his past life, and all he could think of were painful experiences.

"Ah..." She screamed miserably, covering her head with her hands and trembling slightly.

My heart seemed to be hollowed out, as if a claw had reached in and torn it mercilessly...

pain……

It really hurts...

In her memory, it seemed that there was no light illuminating her, and she had to compromise, be cowardly and tolerant.

The beatings and scoldings from her parents, the bullying from her classmates, the torture from the caregivers, and many other people have instilled painful memories in her.

and so……

Didn't she die?

But isn’t this year 74?

Do not……

She covered her head and shouted weakly: "No, no, I want to see him..."

"He's not dead... no... uh..."

The people around were panicked and could not hear any comfort Lin Tong received, as they were immersed in their own memories.

"No, don't let me leave him... beg..." Before he could finish the word "beg", Lin Tong fell down.

The ward suddenly became quiet, and several people were panicked and at a loss.

Lin Tong's struggle just now was like a madman, desperate...

……

It was already noon when Lin Tong woke up again...

The warm sunlight shone through the window onto the pure white quilt, and a beam of light dazzled her eyes warmly.

After a while, she opened her eyes again, and a tear slid down from the corner of her eye...

Lin Tong quietly clenched his fists.

She has come back!

She really came back...

Now that she has a second chance in life, she will definitely live up to God's tolerance.

In this life, she will never live like an ant again.

Although people are floating in the sky and earth, she will make it possible for a mantis to shake a tree. She will not let go of any of those heartless and dirty people.

Those humiliations, those unwillingness...

Everything will disappear...

After calming down, Lin Tong comforted himself that since it has happened, he should just accept it.

She tried her best to put on a faint smile and propped up her upper body on the bed.

The few people crowded together in the ward finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"I'm fine, thank you. I just woke up and still feel a little dizzy. My brain is a bit overloaded." His tone was polite and distant.

Everyone around was stunned for a moment, but no one said anything.

I just feel like something seems a little different.

Lin Tong said this, looking around at these people.

The girl who had been talking a lot before took Lin Tong's hand and said worriedly, "It's okay. You are a top student who will go to college soon. I am from a vocational school, and I will be waiting for you to tell me about college life! Let me see the world too."

Lin Tong looked at the girl in front of her, who was two years younger than her and came from a well-off family.

But later, my mother fell ill, and the whole family worked together to treat her, which suddenly put the family in a tight financial situation.

Later, He Aiyuan gave up her studies and went to a vocational school to learn hairdressing. Because she was pretty, she was often harassed, so she simply dropped out of school and went to work in a milk tea shop.

As a result, not long after Lin Tong started working at the milk tea shop, she was forced to get married.

Perhaps because their experiences were similar, Lin Tong looked at her with eyes full of pity and sympathy.

He Aiyuan felt strange being looked at by her and felt uneasy.

"Don't look at me like that, it's weird."

"what?"

“There’s a sense of maternal love overflowing.”

“……”Lin Tong smiled and said nothing more.

maternal love……

Ah……

"It's ok that you woke up. You girls should eat on time. Don't skip meals just to lose weight. It's lucky that you collapsed in the store today. If you collapsed in a place with no one around, it would be bad."

The one who spoke was an older sister who was a few years older than them. Her surname was Lu and she came out of the village to work. She was usually talkative, but had a kind heart.

Lin Tong looked at Sister Lu and felt very uncomfortable.

In her previous life, she had only worked here for two weeks before her scumbag father dragged her back home. She made a scene outside the store every day, and the manager had no choice but to fire her.

Sister Lu also said a lot of good things about her, so much so that she got an extra hundred dollars when she received her salary.

Although the salary finally went into the hands of the scumbag father.

But she was still grateful.

"Okay." Lin Tong responded, his voice choked with sobs and his heart filled with bitterness.

The store manager, who had gone out at some point, brought a doctor over. Before the doctor could say anything, He Aiyuan said in an earnest voice that Lin Tong was fine.

The store manager sent the doctor back again.

"It's okay, as long as you're better, it's nothing serious, you don't need to be hospitalized. I'll give you a day off tomorrow and go home to have a good meal tonight. You guys can go back to work, there are only three of us in the store, we can't handle it."

After completing the formalities, Lin Tong separated from them.

She turned into the hospital bathroom, and the mirror at the entrance reflected her current appearance.

Pale face and bloodless lips.

Black hair shawl.

The whole person does not have any youthful vigor, but rather feels lifeless.

How long has it been since she saw herself so young?

I can't remember, but after I arrived at the mental hospital, I was tortured beyond recognition by the nurses there, and my face was covered with wounds.

At school, her bullies tried to hide their true colors from others.

The injuries were all in places that could be covered by clothes.

She uncovered it and saw blue and purple scars all over her arms.

Lin Tong pursed his lips tightly, with a fierce light in his eyes.

She will give it back little by little.

Lin Tong came out of the bathroom and left the hospital...

As for where to go, I will definitely go home first...