Excellent little farmer

I don’t know why, but at this moment, my girlfriend Tang Feifei, whom I was passionately in love with when I was in college, suddenly popped into my mind.

The wild indulgence when I was with Tang Feifei always seemed to bring out the wildness deep in my heart, and no shackles could restrain me. Emotionally, I seemed to like that kind of freedom more and more. It burns, blooms brilliantly, and feels hot and hot.

Maybe I am too young, or maybe the door of desire has opened in my mind. In short, I am like a drinker who has fallen in love with strong liquor. The light and mellow rice wine can no longer satisfy my appetite. Maybe it will take time to satisfy myself. The mood returned to normal.

I don't know how to comfort the beauty in my arms. In fact, I also know that my words of comfort are actually meaningless.

This sentence of emotion, when it is strong, makes the world move, and when it is weak, it lasts for a long time. This sentence is undoubtedly the best explanation. At this time, comfort has become a synonym for hypocrisy. The only thing he can do is to quietly stroke the beauty's smooth back.

"Qingquan, shall we break up?" Kong Xiangyun said nagging after a while.

I was shocked. Although I had expected it, I still didn't expect it to happen so quickly. When I was about to speak, Kong Xiangyun blocked my mouth with her hand.

"Qingquan, listen to me, we have loved each other, and maybe we still love each other now, but I don't want this kind of love, or I can't accept this kind of love."

Kong Xiangyun, who was curled up in my arms, said quietly: "I know you are a person who does big things, and I like a quiet and simple life. It is fate that you and I come together, but how much this fate is, I don't know. .”

I didn't say anything. I knew in my heart that Kong Xiangyun was very calm and rational at this time and didn't need any explanation.

"Maybe time can change a lot, but I don't know now."

Kong Xiangyun took a breath, attached her body to my strong chest, and said: "Qingquan, let's cool down for a while, okay? You don't need to feel guilty or apologetic, everything is between you and me, until Now, you are still my only favorite, but I need a quiet life, from mind to reality, and you can't give it to me, so please don't interfere or dissuade me, okay?"

I didn't move in the bed, just lying quietly. After a long time, I asked in a hoarse voice: "Where do you want to go?"

"Go to Canada or Australia. The study atmosphere there is really good. I don't like the United States."

Kong Xiangyun put her face under my chin and whispered: "Don't worry about me, let alone forget me. Come on, Qingquan, let me remember this night."

Kong Xiangyun's departure seemed so unexpected, but subconsciously, I seemed to have had this premonition, but I still didn't expect that Kong Xiangyun, who seemed weak and delicate on the surface, showed extraordinary calmness and rationality this time. She She can see everything and make decisions decisively. Her determination and persistence are fully demonstrated in her.

Fading away, looking parallel, or indistinguishable, I don't know what will happen to Kong Xiangyun in the future, but there is no doubt that Kong Xiangyun used this special way to leave a deep mark on my heart.

After not sleeping all night, I found that I was extremely excited. This was definitely a kind of morbid excitement, but I didn't care. Kong Xiangyun's departure seemed to stimulate me, but it didn't seem to be the case. My emotions and thinking were all normal, except for The spirit is a little too strong, everything is the same as usual.

Although it was not voluntary, a relationship ended after all. The wild passion last night really faded away like a spring dream.

Kong Xiangyun told me that she wanted to finish her second year at the Staff College before leaving for Canada or Australia. I chose Canada for her. The mild climate there made me think it was more suitable for a girl like Kong Xiangyun.

On the last weekend before the Spring Festival, my relationship ended in such a way. I was speechless. I couldn't find the right words to describe my mood. I didn't seem to be angry; I didn't seem to feel relaxed at all. To; depressed, a little, but not obvious; joy, completely absent.

what is that? I searched for a long time before I found a word to describe myself now, empty and lonely!

Why? There is no goal in life, or there is no realistic goal that can inspire yourself to work hard for it!

At this time, I recall this time last year. The heavy responsibility of revitalizing the development zone was on me. The pressure turned into motivation, allowing me to burst out with endless passion and fight for it. But now?

After the expressway is over, how much does the affairs of the Comprehensive Planning Office have to do with you? Could it be said that the development of the Department of Transportation will go back ten years without him?

I laughed a little self-deprecatingly, it was so funny!

The director of the office of the Management Committee of Qingyang Development Zone, deputy section level, is an official. The director of the office of the Comprehensive Planning Division of the Transportation Department is a section level, but he is an official. This is the difference!

Officials do things, officials do things! If you work hard, small things can lead to earth-shattering achievements. If you do things in an orderly and step-by-step manner, everything will become cumbersome.

But sometimes, the roles between officials need to be switched. Only by switching can you truly complete the transformation and move towards a new life step by step. The process during this process is tantamount to the rebirth of a phoenix from nirvana.

At dinner, Aunt Wenying and Uncle Song came back from shopping for a lot of new year's goods. After that, I rarely had a drink with Song Jianguo, and I seemed very open-minded. However, after three rounds of drinking, the two elders seemed to notice that I was a little uneasy. , in the end, I was actually drunk!

In a daze, I just felt that my whole body was sometimes cold and sometimes hot. I couldn't remember how I climbed into bed. I slept for an unknown amount of time. When I woke up, I found that I was already lying in the agricultural machinery factory. In the staff hospital, the person standing by and sleeping soundly on her bedside was actually Zhu Yueyin!

This is how the same thing?

I was shocked to realize that my body was actually a little weak. This was a phenomenon I had never seen before in my memory. My whole body was soaked with sweat, and my stomach was rumbling non-stop, with a strong sense of hunger. Covering the whole body.

The shaking movement of my body woke up Zhu Yueyin. The joyful smile on the girl's face made me secretly ashamed. I was still thinking so hard about how to get rid of Zhu Yueyin's entanglement, but now, the other party is so helpless. To take care of yourself, your own heart looks so dirty in comparison.

While drinking porridge and chatting, I realized that I had been sleeping in the factory hospital for a whole day and night. The high fever and sudden cold made my whole body feel cold and weak. Even the doctors at the hospital could not explain my condition. Come on, just say that it is excessive fatigue, coupled with insufficient liver fire, the two sides attack and become this kind of virtue.

My family called me and went to the Department of Transportation to ask for leave. The two division chiefs called me to express their condolences. Even Huang Wenhan even called me to say hello. My family also vaguely agreed and said it was nothing. Just rest for two or three days, otherwise, Huang Wenhan may have to come and see it in person.

Zhu Yueyin chatted for half an hour, and finally it quieted down, and I was the only one left in the room.

I know the cause of my illness, which is actually the exhaustion of physical strength over the past year, coupled with the lack of exercise and recuperation, coupled with the sudden emotional fluctuations, which led to this situation.

However, although my body is still a little weak now, I feel refreshed, like a baby that has just fallen to the ground. Although it is very fragile, it is full of vitality and vitality.

It’s time to cheer up. Although you need to keep a low profile and bide your time in the agency, it does not mean that you have to do nothing. If you really need to temporarily forbear in your official career, then you can just show off your ambitions in business, whether it is Jiayu Company or Tianfu Company and even Han Jianwei have invested in the coal mine there. Why can't I use this period of rest to make some plans?

"Qingzhou City has basically accepted our opinions and diverted more than 300 employees from No. 1 Construction. Some of the employees who are on the verge of retirement will be dealt with by the city. A very small number of employees who are unwilling to be merged into Tianfu Company will be treated with monetary measures. way to solve it.”

I was discharged from the hospital the same day I woke up. Although my body was still a little weak, my spirit was surprisingly refreshing, and my whole body seemed to be filled with high morale.

"What about the debt? How is Qingzhou City going to solve the debt of First Construction?" I am most concerned about this issue.

“As you said before, I proposed to Qingzhou City that it should either carry out debt divestiture, part of which should be borne by the city, and part of which should be borne by us.

Another option is to change the use of the land without compensation, and use the back-up fees that should have been paid for the change of use to offset the debt that should have been borne by the city. "

As the end of the year approaches, Zhou Hengyang is also quite busy, but this matter is a big one, and no matter how busy he is, we have to discuss it. He paused, handed me a cigarette, and said: "The leaders of Qingzhou City are inclined to accept the second option. .

"What about the employee stock ownership plan?" I asked closely. After speaking, I lit the cigarette in my hand and blew out a thick smoke ring. This is a key issue. Once the employees of the first construction and the original second construction are merged, the shareholding issue will also be a big problem.