Reborn in the 1980s: The Rough Man Brother Loves Me So Much

When the huge feeling of failure and guilt spread throughout his limbs, he realized how outrageous he was.

Fortunately, fortunately, there is still a chance to do it again. How many people in this world can have a chance to do it again?

Zheng Pingping stayed in the hospital for three days, and Xu Hui and his brother-in-law Wang Lei took Zheng Pingping back.

Pale, withered, miserable, and dull, this is the true portrayal of Zheng Pingping at this time. She touched her empty belly, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Two of her children had been conceived here, but these two children Without exception there was no father for the child she wanted.

She still clearly remembered the painful moment, as if her body was torn apart, and there was a huge sense of emptiness in the pain.

She has sinned too much.

Could it be that if I hadn't laughed at her at the beginning, everything would have been different today?

If you don't go too far, maybe you can find a good family other than Song Qi to marry?

There is no do-over in life. If life could come over again, she would definitely choose a different path, but it was a pity that it was too late to wake up.

Days and nights at Xu Hui's place were full of torture, whether it was the physical and mental humiliation of her by the three Wang brothers, or the nightmares she experienced in the middle of the night.

Can time come back again? Since Zheng Pingping moved into this house, Wang Cui tortured Zheng Pingping for a while, and then she went back to her hometown with a heavy burden. Only Xu Hui, Wang Feng, Wang Yu and Wang Lei lived here.

Wang Feng and Wang Yu returned to their hometown before the Chinese New Year, leaving Wang Lei here to watch Zheng Pingping with him, and Zheng Pingping was doing all the eating and drinking at home, so he once had some compassion.

Seeing Zhang Pingping doing housework with a big belly, she still wanted to be bullied by the three Wang brothers, but then she thought about it, that was not his child, and he was so miserable now because of her, so he would immediately put away his pity. heart of.

Put the foam into the porridge and stir evenly.

"Eat this."

Zheng Pingping glanced at him and said in a weak voice, "Xu Hui, do you hate me very much? Hate me very much?"

Xu Hui looked away and said in a cold voice, "Zheng Pingping, you probably hate me very much. At this time, there is no need to talk about whether you hate me or not. We are all like this, and we can only live one day at a time."

Zheng Pingping smiled bitterly and stared at the bowl of white porridge on the table, "If I said that I regret what I did now, would you believe it?"

Xu Hui turned around and looked at her, "It's too late, we are all too late."

"Is it too late to save it?"

Xu Hui was silent for a while, "Yes."

Then he turned around and entered the room. He saw Wang Lei sleeping like a dead pig on the bed. He lay down on his bed and closed his eyes to sleep.

Half an hour later, Zheng Pingping took the rope that the Wang brothers usually used to tie her up and left quietly.

Ling Ju learned the news that Zheng Pingping was dead five days after her second prenatal check-up.

The results of the prenatal checkup were that everything was fine and normal, but as soon as she arrived in the corridor of the obstetrics and gynecology department, she remembered that Zheng Pingping acted like a madman that day. Fortunately, the baby was fine, which made her feel a little more relaxed.

The things Liu Qing gave Xu Hui were completely useless, and Zheng Pingping didn't drink the bowl of porridge.

Xu Hui fell asleep in the house. He woke up in the early morning to look for water and found that Zheng Pingping was missing. He woke up Wang Lei and the two of them went out to look for it. They found several police cars parked at the door of the community where they lived. When they got closer, they saw that it was Zheng Pingping hung herself from a tree by the river outside the community, with a smile on her face when she died.

She left a note in her breast pocket, "I voluntarily die because living is too tiring"

Because it was a suicide case, the case was closed quickly and there was no unnecessary investigation. In the end, Song Qi gave Zheng Pingping a dignity and chose an auspicious day to cremate her and send her back to her hometown cemetery.

Xu Hui was also completely relieved. The day after Zheng Pingping was cremated, he packed up his things, disposed of the bag of salt, took the 100 yuan given by Liu Qing, and went to the southwest. From then on, this world There is no more Xu Hui.

Ling Ju couldn't figure it out. The woman who wanted to drag her to death a few days ago would commit suicide. Her last words said that she died voluntarily.

This was indeed beyond her knowledge. She even thought that Zheng Pingping would be like the vicious female supporting characters in all novels, who would come out to disgust her from time to time.

But now Zheng Pingping is really dead, really dead.

She didn't know how to describe this feeling, it was very strange. On the one hand, I regret that a woman who took the wrong path ended her life so hastily. On the other hand, I feel that the pressure has been released. People are selfish. When they encounter something, the first thing they think about is what benefits they get from it.

After Zheng Pingping died, the benefits she gained were that she would be clean and safe. She would not encounter the same thing as the day of the prenatal checkup, and no one would pester her man again. Death seemed to be the best relief for her.

As for Song Qi sending Zheng Pingping back to the cemetery where she was from, her opinion was sought on this matter. Everyone is dead, so she doesn't want to worry about many things anymore. She is also a good person, but she will die anyway, right?

She also asked the person who delivered the ashes to burn some more paper money for Zheng Pingping, hoping that she would be a good person in the next life. Even if you go to hell, if you take more money to take care of yourself, you might be able to suffer less.

Although she is not a superstitious person, she does not dare to talk nonsense about whether there is hell in this world. After all, she can have her life over again, and others may also have it over again.

Just think of it as a way to accumulate virtue for your children.

She had a strange dream at night.

It was the same little boy on the grass last time. He held Zheng Pingping's hand and the two of them ran on the grass.

But Zheng Pingping ran smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a baby smaller than the little boy. The little boy looked at the baby and said, "Can you be my sister? Then we can play together." "

Ling Ju walked towards the boy. She wanted to say something but couldn't make a sound. She looked at the child on the ground and hugged him gently. The baby giggled.

The little boy looked at Ling Ju and said, "Can mom let her be my sister? I want her to have another chance."

Ling Ju shook his head vigorously, how could this be done? But she was still speechless and could only shake her head.

She put down the baby, turned around and held the boy's shoulders, and tried to open her mouth again. This time she was finally able to make a sound, "She has missed her life, let her be a free and happy person, and don't have anything to do with us anymore. I I don’t even want to think about her.”

The little boy looked at Ling Ju with his big eyes, confused, but then he became firm and said, "Okay mom, I want to play with her for a while. Just play for a while and I'll be satisfied."

Ling Ju nodded. The little boy pulled the baby and walked slowly, then started running. The baby got bigger and bigger, and finally turned into Zheng Pingping. She looked at Ling Ju from a distance, waved her hand, and then disappeared. on the grass.

The little boy stumbled over and ran over, "Mom, she told me she was sorry. Why did she tell me she was sorry? She didn't hurt me?"

Ling Ju