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In the hotel room, Su Ze picked up his mobile phone and made a call.

He dares to do what he does.

Rather than letting Tang Rou tell it, he might as well say it himself.

"Who to call?" Tang Rou looked at Su Ze and asked.

"Yunxiu." Su Ze replied.

After hearing this, Tang Rou became anxious.

She quickly said: "I don't want people to know about this."

"Huh?" Su Ze looked at her and seemed to understand.

The phone was connected at this time, and Yunxiu's voice came from the other side, "I was just about to call you, and you called me."

"Yeah." Su Ze hummed and looked at Tang Rou, not knowing what to say next.

"I just returned to the room. Do you want to make a video call?" Yunxiu said.

Su Ze was about to say something when Tang Rou shook her head at him.

He chose to ignore it, doing things one by one, and then said: "I want to tell you something."

"What's going on?" Yunxiu asked with a smile.

"I've fallen in love with Tang Rou." Su Ze mustered up a lot of determination to say this.

He was mentally prepared to get neither.

In fact, when he said this, he didn't mean to give up on Yunxiu and choose to be with Tang Rou.

In fact, whether Tang Rou agrees or not is still the same thing.

He just didn't want to hide his feelings anymore.

Although this is a bit sorry for Yunxiu.

He also felt like a scumbag.

Scumbags don't deserve true love.

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone. Yunxiu's tone became extremely calm and she asked, "Are you with Tang Rou now?"

".No." Su Ze said.

"Then why are you suddenly telling me this?" Chu Yunxiu said.

Chu Yunxiu was very angry. In her opinion, it was okay to eat secretly, but if you said it to your face, wouldn't it be a bit too much?

"Are you planning to break up with me?" Chu Yunxiu tried to speak in a calm tone.

But Su Ze clearly felt that her voice had a suppressed air.

"Look, I'm just telling you this. However, I may not be able to stay in Xingxin any longer." Su Ze said, then sighed: "I don't want to hide it from you. If you are willing, I will take you back Home, I will never set foot in the e-sports circle again.”

Hearing this, Chu Yunxiu laughed angrily, and she said: "So what do you want? You said you like Tang Rou, and you want to take me away from the e-sports circle. Don't you think it's very inappropriate for you to do this?" Responsible?"

"Then what do you want me to do? I listen to you."

Hearing this, Chu Yunxiu was a little confused. She once again had a new understanding of Su Ze's personality.

What a freak.

However, Su Ze was also confused.

He violated Tang Rou, although it was not particularly serious.

But he had to keep Tang Rou's secret, and he really didn't know what to do.

He is also very confused now.

If you do something wrong, you will suffer the consequences.

Su Ze has never been a person who cherishes himself very much. Even if he is bruised and bruised, all he pursues is a pure world of soul.

However, he is not willing to hurt the people he cares about.

He is a very contradictory person, and sometimes he cannot even recognize himself.

Perhaps, the self he knows is not his true self.

At this moment, Su Ze felt unprecedentedly confused.

He even had thoughts of committing suicide.

He didn't know that he was suffering from depression. And it's the kind of depression that's late in the beginning.

This depression just appeared. Appearance is late.

There was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Su Ze also seemed to lose his patience, said "I'm sorry", and then hung up the phone.

He looked at Tang Rou again and walked out of the room silently.

Wearing slippers and a bathrobe, he walked out of the hotel and walked down the busy street.

He walked aimlessly and got on a bus, ignoring all the strange looks. He didn't even seem to hear the driver calling him to get on the bus and put coins.

This car is going nowhere, but it will always end.

Just like life, there is an end.

He got on the bus midway through the ride, as if he had time-traveled into the boy's body.

This car journey was like his entire life.

The driver cursed him and kicked him out of the car.

He gained some consciousness, and it turned out that he had arrived at the train station.

"Sir, do you need any help?" A train station staff member came over and asked him.

He raised his head slightly and said, "A ticket to CD."

"Okay sir, I need your ID card here."

He shook his head slightly. He didn't bring anything with him, but he didn't say anything.

Seeing him like this, the staff seemed to realize that something was not normal about him.

The kind staff finally gave him a ticket.

He thanked him and got on the train to CD after being reminded by the radio.

Before he knew it, he fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I was woken up by a flight attendant, "CD station is here."

He stood up and left without saying a word. His memory became blurry and he could only remember the way home.

That was the home of his adoptive parents. He had been there once, but it seemed like many times.

He just walked like this, and the cold morning wind blew, but he didn't seem to feel the cold.

He just walked forward, as if there was someone or something at the end ahead that could save him.

He walked very slowly, and walked for a long time. He kept walking, looking like a wooden figure, without sadness or joy, as if his body had lost its temperature.

It started to drizzle, and the oncoming car splashed water and wet his sleeves.

He felt nothing, as if the owner of the passing car cursed and said something.

Most people in the world are impetuous and have no confidant in life. Life is meaningless.

What are people living for in this life?

Perhaps, only by living can we find the answer.

The young man walking in the rain looked extremely lonely.

He seemed out of tune with this world.

Curiosity, sympathy, regret... all kinds of eyes were cast on the young man, but no one came forward to ask.

The young man also ignored everyone's gaze, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with him.

We walked for a long, long time.

In the evening, he came to the small courtyard in his memory.

There was no one in the courtyard.

The people he remembered were not here, where had they gone?

No one could answer the doubts in his heart at this moment.

He suddenly felt tired and walked to the house in his memory. The house was a little dusty and it seemed that it had not been cleaned for a while.

The wooden bed that had been eaten by insects and ants was even worse. The quilt on the bed was missing and the mat was taken away.

The owner here seems to have moved.

He didn't care, he just wanted to have a good sleep.

Fortunately, he still had a bed to sleep on.

But even if there was no bed board, it would still be the same if he slept on the ground.