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Chapter 36 The reason why I dare not say love

It was an accident to destroy Shen Xang's clothes. At this time, He Xi was not in the mood to do that kind of thing. She was still calming down the emotions that did not belong to her. This was the first time that she found out about Shen Xang's state of mind. It turned out that he was omniscient. The prophet will also be so timid and panicked.

He Xi didn't know what Shen Xiang was thinking at that time, but with this complicated emotion that left her breathless, she could feel the same as Shen Xiang at that time.

"Shen Xing, why were you so panicked at that time?"

Shen Xiang was stunned: "What? Because you care, love will greatly reduce people's IQ. You just said 'I have something to do' and disappeared from the world. My IQ is not high, so I didn't know that your scientific research would take so long." "

He Xi was stunned: "Research is a very time-consuming thing, you should know this, right?"

"I know, but who lives in the laboratory every day like you? You must have not been out for nearly twenty years. It is rare for you to show up, but you only hurriedly meet Kesha and then retreated. I stand at your house I can’t even block you at the door.”

The sky is clear. The person you are romantically involved with suddenly refuses to communicate for ten years. Who will have to think about it? Is he going to be pornographic?

He Xi blinked innocently: "But I really feel that twenty years is not a long time. Kesha has prepared at least a hundred years for me. I stay in the laboratory every day to shorten this time. "

"Well, I later let it go after I found out it was a cognitive problem."

Hexi heard this and silently exerted force on Shen Xing's clothes, and the fabric screamed in pain again.

"What gave up?"

"Stop grabbing it, it will break into pieces soon."

"Answer my question first."

"What else can you do? Just worry. Do you think I will get into trouble with you after you finish your scientific research?"

Shen Xiang quickly explained, staring closely at his clothes. Don't let them be torn apart. He was wearing a coat like this. If he tore it open, he would be half-naked. And because he was going to bed, he only wore a coat. Big pants.

Shen Yang: Ancestor, please save some face for me!

After hearing Shen Xing's explanation, He Xi let go and exchanged his grip for a hug. He put his arms around Shen Xing's waist and continued to ask, "Then why don't you explain it to me?"

"I initially approached you many times, but you refused to talk. Later, I felt that you would not accept my explanation for a while, so I wanted to let each other calm down for a while. Was there going to be a physical war at that time? I was originally planning to I’ll wait until the battle is over before I can explain it to you properly, who knows an accident might happen.”

"By feeling you mean perception?"

"correct."

He Xi was silent for a few seconds and said speechlessly: "Good boy, don't trust your senses the next time you face feelings. It's not allowed."

"Ok."

After many attempts, Shen Yang has confirmed this. As long as the perception of this kind of thing involves himself and there is subjective emotional interference, the result will most likely follow the subconscious mind.

For example, after he was rejected many times, he was subconsciously afraid of He Xi's anger and did not dare to touch others. The result he perceived was cold treatment.

After getting the promise, He Xi stopped asking and continued to hold Shen Xi, her ear against the other person's chest, listening to the strong heartbeat. This was an action she had fantasized about for many years.

Shen Xi watched the well-behaved He Xi swallowing the words that came to his lips. He really wanted to ask He Xi why he delayed asking until now.

The first day after waking up, He Xi sat across from him for a long time. After many attempts to speak but stopped, he finally chose to leave in silence. During this period, Shen Xi could clearly feel that the other party was afraid, but he did not understand what she was afraid of.

"Hexi, can you tell me why it took so long to bring up old things again? What are you afraid of?"

".Shen Xi, did you predict that you would be injured during the physical war?"

"of course."

"Then why would you choose to go to the front line?"

Shen Xi paused, then reflected on what He Xi meant, and smiled helplessly: "I went to the front line because there was no way to avoid it. There was a period in the middle of the war when the Triangle's offensive was extremely fierce. It was indeed too much for me, but it wouldn't kill me. , if I don’t step up, the angel’s casualties will be very tragic.”

"Is it just because you want to protect more angel warriors?"

"Yes, I won't seek death out of anger because of my feelings. I'm not that naive."

Having said that, his choice at that time was indeed related to his emotional instability. If the relationship with He Xi remained the same, Shen Yang would definitely do his best to protect himself because he wanted to be with He Xi.

It's a pity that reality has no ifs and doesn't accept ifs. The relationship between him and He Xi has dropped to a freezing point and cannot be eased. The irritability of subjective emotions has made some errors in the judgment of abilities, resulting in excessive mental damage and having to sleep for tens of thousands of years to cultivate. .

Shen Xang's explanation soothed He Xi's years of worry and guilt. She had always been worried that it was her willful cold war that led to Shen Xing's poor condition.

During those years when Shen Xiang was sleeping, He Xi's heart seemed to be crushed under a rolling stone over and over again. Under the catalysis of time, her initial distress and worry turned into fear and self-loathing.

He Xi was worried that because of her choices, Shen Xiang would never wake up, and that she would become the murderer of her lover. For a long time, she felt that her love was wrong, fatal, and should not be It existed until Shen Xi woke up.

Looking at that gentle smile and eyes full of love, He Xi knew that Shen Xang didn't blame her, he still loved her. This discovery made her ecstatic and uneasy.

She seemed to have lost the courage to entrust her heavy and possibly harmful love to him again, even though her instinct said that Shen Xing would definitely accept it.

Shen Yang looked at He Xi, who was a little tired again, and thought for a moment: "He Xi, can you tell me what stimulated you? Why did you think of coming to talk to me about this so late at night?"

"I just discovered that I can't be a saint at all. When I think that you may be taken away by others, I don't care about anything. I am as greedy as a gluttonous beast."

Shen Yang sensed He Xi's words. She didn't lie or hide anything, which meant that she was indeed stimulated, but what was this stimulation?

He Xi is worried that he will be taken away from him, but no one has confessed to him recently. What is He Xi worried about?

Shen Xi: I don’t understand.jpg

Shen Xiang didn't know what He Xi was worried about, and Ruoning didn't know what Shen Xiang was guarding against. He usually didn't even bother to take a shower, but this time he was not allowed to listen to the conversation with Tianji King Hexi. The two of you were chatting. What explosive topic should not be known to outsiders?

Ruoning stood guard outside the Prophet's Hall unhappily. Seeing this, his comrades came over and said, "Captain, should we report this matter to Queen Keisha?"

"Excuse me, do you not trust the prophet Shen Xian, or do you think the right-wing guards can rebel?"

The other party was so frightened that he waved his hands repeatedly: "No, no, I just see that you have been agitated."

"I'm irritable? How can I be irritable?! What am I irritated about? I wish I could take a break. Who would be happy to stare at Shen Xing 24 hours a day without taking turns?"

Ruoning shouted at a high decibel level. The comrades looked at the captain and blinked his eyes innocently. She was wrong. Ruoning was not only irritable now, she was simply a crazy woman who could not be messed with.

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