What? Ultraman is lifelong?

This question caused Xiao Lu to fall into the longest silence since he had talked with Castor. It seemed that he felt that his question was indeed a bit embarrassing. Castor thought for a while and said, "So, you think that if necessary, you should shoulder this responsibility, but you are worried that you may not be able to do such a thing well, and it will make you very special among the Ultraman group, right?"

"Maybe, I don't know." Xiao Lu felt that this brother he met for the first time seemed to really understand him. After thinking for a while, he said in a very subtle voice,

"Besides, maybe I'm still afraid, afraid that I'll get too deeply involved in those dirty things and accidentally walk on the same path as my father Beria, completely trapped in darkness and unable to get out."

"So, you don't shy away from accepting the legacy left by Beria? For example, personnel or organizations?" Castor was a little surprised. "Don't you think these things should all be eliminated?"

"Nothing is meant to be destroyed from the beginning. This is the conclusion I came to easily after I learned about my life experience. After all, if we have to be polite, shouldn't I, Beria's son, be the one who should be destroyed without hesitation?"

Xiao Lu's tone was a little sad, but he soon laughed again, "But I know that although I have Belia's blood flowing in my body, or Belia's light particles, if he still has this thing..."

A little humor with a hint of hell. Castor was very surprised to see Xiao Lu, who could still tell a joke. Before Xiao Lu finished his words,

"After defeating my father, I have been trying to deal with the things related to him in the universe. At first, I thought that I only needed to eliminate the demon fragments related to my father and those remnants, but the facts told me that some things are not that simple."

"Everyone, including the seniors from the Kingdom of Light, told me to worry about things and people related to my father Belia. It's as if anything with the name 'Beria' would become terrifying.

But after actually meeting them, I found that some things seemed different from what I imagined.”

"I have seen a warrior who joined my father. The reason he joined my father was because their civilization had been ruled by another civilization for more than a dozen centuries. He wanted to help the civilization regain its dignity. However, although he was very powerful, his own strength was not enough to defeat the civilization that oppressed them.

My father was impressed by his strength and faith, and sent troops to help his civilization defeat the enemy, and also gave them the planet owned by the defeated civilization.

After that, he fought for my father, always at the forefront of every battle, narrowly escaping death countless times.

While he was fighting, his civilization began to grow explosively.

I knew that he should be judged, and I did so. I defeated him and killed him in front of everyone on a planet he had invaded.

I also know that, logically speaking, the development of the civilization behind him was actually achieved through plunder,

However, in the eyes of him and his people, in the eyes of this civilization that has been ruled for more than a dozen centuries, perhaps he is a hero, a hero who liberated through wisdom and strength.

But I don’t know, because I deliberately bypassed that civilization when I left.”

Xiao Lu's expression was somewhat complicated, as if he was saying, 'I don't know what to do with that civilization and the civilization that once oppressed them but is now being plundered by them.'

"I have also seen some people who were saved by Beria, and some warriors who were raised by Beria. Some of them were ostracized by their tribesmen because of their special appearance or abilities, some lost their homes because of war, and some were captured because of defeat. Then the army that captured them was defeated by my father, and they came into my father's hands.

He gathered these people together. Although everyone could see that he was training his own men, and these people were indeed loyal to my father because they saved their lives, the question was, shouldn’t these people be loyal to my father?

If we look at it from the perspective of saving their lives, my father raised them when they were on the verge of death, or when they were children, isn’t it worth it for them to fight for my father?"

"So, even though I defeated them, I also admit that from their perspective, they were not that wrong. In other words, we cannot pray that everyone is a saint and can give up 'small justice' for the sake of 'great justice'.

However, although they did not make any mistakes in their eyes, they were still wrong, and wrong is wrong, and wrong should be punished.”

Castor looked at Xiao Lu. He didn't expect that Xiao Lu had such a story in the universe. You know, according to his analysis of Lan Ka's memory, this kind of mess in the internal and foreign affairs of civilization, this kind of complicated situation of entanglement between people, is also one of the reasons why the Kingdom of Light is unwilling to interfere in internal affairs.

Some things are too complicated. It is unrealistic to find an absolute right or wrong between civilizations, between people, and between people and civilizations.

If the Kingdom of Light only cared about itself, they would certainly be able to treat every decision they made with an attitude that was almost absolutely correct and fair, because the Kingdom of Light is a utopia.

But once they have to deal with these things of other civilizations, they actually have to make some decisions that are difficult to distinguish right from wrong at the moment, and do things that seem to violate the laws of the universe, but are correct. You know, just on Earth alone, there can be a lot of things that make it difficult for the Kingdom of Light to make a decision.

The conflict between humans and Jamila, the conflict between Nongmart and humans, the conflict between humans and the monsters on Earth, and countless other similar things.

The Earth is one of the few civilizations in the Kingdom of Light that is truly involved in some internal affairs. You should know that the Ultra Brothers have only a superficial relationship with the internal affairs of the Earth, and have only touched upon the outside world. However, even with this, the "three major problems" have already appeared, which made the Ultra Warriors on Earth extremely entangled.

If we really want to go deep into every civilization and face countless such complex situations, the result is that even Ultraman will find it difficult to maintain fairness and correctness.

Moreover, even if the people of the Kingdom of Light really achieved the so-called fairness, no one would think they were fair. There would always be people who felt that the Kingdom of Light was biased.

A utopia cannot keep getting bogged down in such a mess, because such a mess is not very utopian.

Castor looked at Xiao Lu and said, "When you do this kind of thing, have you ever thought about the Kingdom of Light? You know, the Kingdom of Light may be the only civilization in the entire universe that will never be disturbed by these garbage things."

"I really thought about the Kingdom of Light." Xiao Lu smiled a little embarrassedly, then shook his head, "But I soon felt that the Kingdom of Light might not really deserve to end up."

"Oh? Why? Because it will destroy their 'golden body'?"

"Golden body? Oh, no, I didn't think about that. I just think that the Kingdom of Light is too awesome." Xiao Lu said very bluntly, "It's just like the conflicts between civilizations I mentioned before. The source of their conflicts is technology, resources, population or something else. In short, it's all about interests, right?"

"But for the Kingdom of Light, once they are gone, they can easily stop the conflict between the two civilizations, because the science and technology, resources, and energy used by the Kingdom of Light can directly allow every civilization they help to temporarily enter the world of 'utopia'."

"Although there is no way to help everyone, if it is the Kingdom of Light, it should be possible to help the civilizations in the entire universe that are in conflict because of these things."

"Do you think this is bad?" Castor looked at Xiao Lu. "Although this is a bit unfair to those civilizations that did not receive help from the Kingdom of Light, a short period of peace is still peace, isn't it?"

"Well, I don't know," Xiao Lu replied, "When I was dealing with the mess my father left behind in the universe, I was also wondering why there are utopias like the Kingdom of Light and places like the Dark Universe where it's hard to survive."

"I'm curious, is the universe inherently unfair? If the universe is inherently unfair, then is it true that civilizations will never be able to fully understand each other? Then is conflict naturally inevitable?"

"Why is it that my father is clearly a typical tyrant, but in the mouths of some civilizations, he has become the best ruler in the legend?"

"I have spent a few days in those civilizations. They actually know that the so-called rule brought by Beria will not really give them much. It just squeezes their war potential and ensures that all civilizations under his rule can maintain equality and will not be bullied.

I don’t think it’s a great treat to be honest, but the thing is, the excitement they express when they talk about my father’s reign is genuine.”

“But this makes me even more confused. Could it be that some civilizations in the universe are actually more brutal than my father, the notorious tyrant?

But why have I never heard of these things in the universe? Is it because no one wants to talk about it, or do they themselves not feel that they are suffering at all? "

Castor looked at Xiao Lu with a smile, "If you were Beria, do you think you could find a group of people to follow you?"

"I am also confused about this matter." Xiao Lu shook his head and said, "When I defeated Beria, I was surrounded by friends who opposed Beria and stood with me, comrades with the same ideals.

However, I did hear Senior Zero say that my father has always had loyal subordinates."

"Then I realized that if I put myself in the shoes of someone who was hurt by my father, then I would naturally be on the opposite side of him.

But if I put myself in the shoes of those who have been helped by my father, I would most likely choose to help my father. "

"I've even imagined it." Xiao Lu suddenly pulled Castor's clothes and walked to the corner, with a trace of panic and worry, "If I was raised by my father since I was a child, and he was really good to me, then would I still be able to fight him and defeat and kill him unwaveringly?"

“I think I can still do it, but when I think about it, does it actually mean that I am still bound by the blood in my body for a moment?

If I think like this, does it mean that I have become unclean? Should I not consider myself an Ultraman Warrior? "

As Xiao Lu spoke, he seemed to feel that he was making a big deal out of nothing. He scratched his head and said, "I didn't grow up in the Kingdom of Light. I can only hear other people talk about it. But in their descriptions, the Kingdom of Light is so beautiful."

"As a person who was born and raised on Earth, it is really hard for me to believe how to become a good person like the people of the Land of Light."

"Do you wish the entire universe were filled with people like those from the Kingdom of Light?" Castor asked.

"Of course!" Xiao Lu nodded vigorously and looked at Castor. "Even if not everyone is like the people from the Kingdom of Light, I hope everyone can move forward with that standard as their goal.