What? Ultraman is lifelong?

Tregear is a crazy person. This is a conclusion without much doubt. Especially after he became ill and left the Kingdom of Light, he had completely embarked on a path that only he could understand. It was strange and strange. A winding road.

Of course, he is not that crazy and irrational lunatic, but a unique lunatic with his own complete logical framework.

However, just as the onset of a disease usually has some manifestations as a critical point, Tregear was not crazy from beginning to end. Tregear before he self-exiled from the Kingdom of Light can generally be considered , still in the early stages of the disease.

After seeing his two different futures, Tregear in this universe understood one thing. He did not deny his mental condition, nor was he depressed about his specialness.

On the contrary, like all Tregears, the Tregears of this universe are even somewhat complacent about their uniqueness.

Zoffie is the leader, Ultraman is both civil and military, Seven has a heart of love, and Jack is the first Ultraman to be perfectly combined with humans.

This is what Tregear once learned from Castor, the uniqueness of the Ultra brothers.

Ace has a unique talent in the field of light in the Kingdom of Light, and Taylor has a much-anticipated talent in the field of talent in the Kingdom of Light.

This is what Tregear witnessed with his own eyes, the excellence of his peers among the Ultra Brothers.

Compared with them, he is indeed ordinary, Tregear once thought, and this conclusion made him a little unhappy.

So what if we compete in intelligence?

What makes Tregear a little frustrated is that Director Hikali is not inferior to him in intelligence, and even has a special disease.

Not to mention Casto, if it was just a matter of uniqueness, then Casto would even be above the father of Ultra.

Unfortunately, Tregchia, who had just entered the workplace, saw only these people who were special than him.

Regarding the outside world, although there are not many things that Tregear is afraid of, they are not few either. For example, Taylor's safety, what happened to Director Hikari, and even the stability between the Kingdom of Light and the Empire are all... Something that Tregear would be afraid of.

But for himself, Tregchia is actually only afraid of one thing, and that is mediocrity.

Of course Tregear is not afraid of death. Similarly, he is actually not that afraid of his own weakness. He even doesn't care that Director Hikari may be smarter than him.

Tregear can accept that he is a weakling, and he can accept that there are people who are smarter than himself, but he cannot accept that he is the same as everyone else, even if the others here refer to the Ultra family of super life forms in the Kingdom of Light.

Castor showed part of his future to Tregear. Although he was a little dissatisfied with his future and he did not want to become a madman in the future, he actually understood that he was indeed related to the people of the Kingdom of Light. Others think a little differently.

Tregear felt that maybe he was really a lunatic in the Kingdom of Light.

But Tregchia is not too sad, because at least he feels that he is unique in some aspects.

Don't worry about whether I, Tregear, am sick, just say that I, Tregear, am not special!

No one knows the rich inner drama beneath Tregchia’s moody surface. Even Casto can’t guess what Tregchia is thinking. After all, for a normal person, wanting to feel the same way as a madman is difficult. Said, it is still a bit difficult.

However, unlike the Tregears who are completely crazy, Tregear in this universe also knows one thing. Compared with himself in the parallel universe, he is also a madman. He seems to be relatively lucky. That madman.

What would a lucky madman, a madman who thought he was perhaps the luckiest madman in countless universes, who was lucky enough to have known some of the future through Castor before getting sick, do?

If a normal person learns that he may become a madman in the future, he will probably be scared to death and become ill early. But a natural madman will only start to think about it after learning that he will become a madman in the future.

Is it possible for him to control that madness while remaining rational?

Reason and madness seem to be antonyms, but for people like Tregchia, it seems that the boundary between the two is not so clear.

To do this, he did two things.

The first thing was that he gave himself a lot of psychological hints. He tried to play back and forth in a corner of his heart the images of the people who were bound to him.

For example, although he is somewhat unwilling to admit it, he is indeed the only one he regards as his elder - the Director of the Space Science and Technology Bureau, the pride of the Blue Clan, and a man whose wisdom is not inferior to him - Hikari.

For example, although it seems unreliable, it is indeed unreliable - the hero of the Kingdom of Light, who is also suspected of being mentally ill, the son of the criminal Beria of the Kingdom of Light, and the guide on his own path to mental illness, looks like himself It's the same kind - Casto.

Another example is that he is an idiot, a fool, and an arrogant man - but he has a complete dream world in his mind, his best friend - Taylor.

The three lines derived from these three people tied themselves to the Kingdom of Light from three dimensions.

The second thing is that in order to prevent himself from turning black, Tregear slightly cut off his consciousness. The reason for doing this is because Tregear realized one thing very clearly, that that is.

The blackened self and the golden self are actually not in sequence, but more likely to be the self that made different choices at a certain moment.

As the only person who has experienced deep dreams, Tregchia has roughly guessed that his different futures are probably due to his experiences in different periods and his personality in different periods.

At different times, you will have different feelings about the same thing due to different things you see, know, and feel.

Tregchia is not sure whether he will fall into certain emotions at some point in the future and go to extremes because of such and such things. Although he is smart, he is still very young and his lack of experience may very well make him There is no way to resolve your emotions immediately.

However, it is not completely impossible, and there are people in the Kingdom of Light who have done it before.

Castor once sealed himself in the Second Tower of Ultra for nearly ten thousand years after that war. Although Tregchia was not sure whether Mr. Castor felt anything at the time, it did seem that way. He seems to have a somewhat passive and evasive way, which indeed makes Mr. Castor look close to a normal person.

But Tregchia didn't intend to do this. As a genius, he had his own ideas.

Through the dreams provided by Castor, Tregchia came up with a good idea. He cut open his conscious world in a way that was difficult for ordinary people to understand, and then buried the core and cleanest part deeply. In the deepest part of consciousness,

This method sounds a bit abstract, but in Tregchia's eyes, it is not special.

The Ultra clan was originally able to store one or more consciousnesses in the body through one mind. At this time, as long as he can be sure that there is no problem with the core consciousness, then even if other consciousnesses are sick, the core consciousness can be restored. That part to awaken and heal other parts.

This is the method Tregear found by observing the relationship between Nan Yuko, Ace and Beidou. Although it is not visible at ordinary times, it seems that the consciousness of Ace and Beidou always dominates, but in some cases, calmness is needed. At that moment, Nan Xizi's consciousness will come to the surface, allowing the furious two people to calm down.

Of course, Tregear is not very clear about the specific operation methods in Ace's body, but he doesn't need to know too clearly. He believes that his internal framework can ensure that he can walk between madness and rationality. on the borderline.

Imitating the second Ultra Tower where Castor of the Kingdom of Light lived in seclusion and retreat, Tregear also built a closed jungle in the deepest part of his consciousness, and then built a tower in the center that symbolized his subject. The blue tower of consciousness,

Tregchia was sitting on a table with a lot of manuscript paper in his hand. He lowered his head and recorded something on it, and then

There was a knock on the door.

Tregear:! ! ! ! ! !

Blackened Tregear:?

"Don't tell me, the little thing's spiritual world is quite unique."