Douluo: This time we will rewrite our destiny

"I'm afraid that if you continue talking, you will accurately reveal the invisible feelings that I have been trying to hide..." The usually proud young man suddenly covered his face at this moment, "That's why I lost my temper and ended the topic. Ran away."

"There's nothing invisible!" Wang Dong grabbed his arm, "After the quarrel that day, I had a frank chat with Sister Qiu'er... She was very nice, comforted me, and didn't blame me. So I I think you just need to tell everyone. We have been acting together for so long, we are a team, and we will not blame each other."

Xiao Hongchen was silent for a while, then covered his face tighter: "No, I really can't say this in front of everyone."

"Why?" Wang Dong shook his head in confusion, "I think both Yuhao and Sister Qiu'er are very considerate types. And Yuhao has always respected you as a brother. Although Sister Qiu'er doesn't speak well, He said, but in my heart I already treat you as an eldest brother. We all like you, so there is no need to worry."

However, this sentence seemed to touch something. Xiao Hongchen suddenly raised his face and grabbed Wang Dong's wrist with his free hand: "That's it!"

Wang Dong didn't understand its meaning. She just said: "If you feel you can't say it in front of them, now that I'm here, you can always say it, right?"

"That's it." He said, "Everyone treats me as an eldest brother, so I can't...especially Yuhao, he is such a good person, so I can't face my bad thoughts. "

"Eh?"

Xiao Hongchen suddenly stood up, leaving her with a somewhat lonely figure.

"Wang Dong, you know, I was the number one genius at the Sun and Moon Royal Soul Engineer Academy before Yuhao came."

"The intended heir of Mingde Hall, a genius from the academy, I have lived with such a reputation, expectations and pressure for the first fourteen years of my life. Even my dreams can't compare to me."

"However, everything changed the year you came to the academy. Yuhao is the genius of soul guidance devices. Rather, he may be born to lead this era of soul guidance devices. He, and you , when he comes to me, whether it is a martial spirit or a soul guide, although I look stronger than him, I have already lost if I look at my age."

"But Yuhao has his own things to do. He wants to open his own sect and have his own goals. He is full of secrets, but he is still free. I am still the heir of Mingdetang, and I am still the soul master of the Sun and Moon Royal Family in the competition. Captain of the academy.”

"Yu Hao has left the light and fame, but the expectations and pressure are still mine. And I don't know when, I seem to have become everyone's elder brother. I have to shoulder the responsibility, I have been told this since I was a child. ."

"You are the elder brother. You must protect your sister and stand in front of her. You are the captain. You must protect the team members and not act on impulse. You are the young master and represent Mingdetang. You must think twice before doing anything. You are the elder brother and you must do it when encountering something. It’s your responsibility to stay in front of everyone.”

"But I'm going to lose. Yuhao's progress is so fast. I try my best to catch up but the gap is still being shortened. I am indeed still running ahead of him. How long can I keep going? With his ability, I always have He will be surpassed one day, so I live in fear, from the time I met Yuhao when I was fourteen, to now I am about to celebrate my nineteenth birthday."

"This feeling is called jealousy, right? When I first realized that I was jealous of Yuhao, I was swallowed up by guilt. He is a very good person and is very sincere to me. From the first moment we met It's been like this from the first day. I have a bad reputation among the students in the college, and he spoke up for me as soon as he met me. How can I be jealous of him? How can I think like this? "

"Whenever I have such thoughts, I will think of that evening when he seriously said to me and Meng, don't take any more medicine to improve your cultivation. So, I don't allow myself to have negative thoughts about him, but These emotions are real and without an outlet, I can only hate myself."

"I hate that I can't do it, hate that I don't have enough talent, and tell myself that all the powerlessness is just the result of my own lack of ability. That's why I try to be strong. Before the game against the evil soul master that day, I was also a little scared. He had just finished killing People, I know. It’s okay to be afraid. I..."

At this point, Xiao Hongchen's shoulders seemed to tremble, and his voice seemed to have a nasal sound. Wang Dong was slightly stunned. Did you cry?

"How long will this continue? After playing that game and killing the evil soul master who caused negative emotions, I felt very tired. Then you came over and said those words... I suddenly became even more scared, because you said Hit, if you tell me in front of Yuhao and everyone that I have been jealous of Yuhao, what should I do?"

"That's why...I got angry with you..."

Wang Dong stood up suddenly and walked quickly around Xiao Hongchen.

Cried. This brother, who was always reliable, had tears falling down his face, seeping into the soil on the ground. Meng Hongchen was right. Her brother actually loved crying when he was a child, but he just learned to be patient when he grew up.

"I'm sorry." Xiao Hongchen looked away, "It's ugly. My tall image was suddenly shattered in your heart."

"Can you still be quiet at this time?"

Wang Dong took out a few tissues from his pocket and handed them over. The other party took them without saying a word, turned around and sat down silently, and continued to be quiet with his back to her. She thought for a moment, walked behind him and pressed his shoulder.

"I understand." She said, "This is not a light comfort. Laugh, can I call you that?"

"Ah."

"I was not a sensitive attack type soul master at first." Wang Dong said, "When I first met Sister Qiu'er, I was actually a powerful attack type soul master."

These words made Xiao Hongchen a little surprised. "You?" He raised his head, his eyes still red, looking a bit like an aggrieved Persian cat, "Strike type?"

"Ah, you guy... I can't expect you to say anything nice!" Wang Dong slapped a tissue on his face angrily, "Yeah, the attack system, me."

"Sorry, I didn't mean it...I really didn't see it."

"..." Wang Dong was angry and realized that he should continue to finish the matter. He couldn't argue with this bastard about such a trivial matter. "I transferred to Xiuxinggong because of Sister Qiuer. That's still It happened when we were at Shrek."

"In the freshman assessment, there can only be one strong attack type in a team. At that time, I realized that if both of us were strong attack types, then I would not be able to beat Sister Qiu'er's team. She is too strong, absolutely and pure The difference between my power and my power in front of her is like a brick to a bubble."

"Which is more important: the dignity of insisting on strong attack, or the dignity of winning the championship?... I chose the latter. Shrek Academy is a place that has a certain prejudice against agility attacks, but in order to win and to make myself proud, I will not Just to die in the hands of Sister Qiu'er is still my choice."

"Now that I think about it, although I feel that I chose the right path by mistake, my mood at that time is that I am the same person as you."

"So," she patted Xiao Hongchen's shoulder hard, "Maybe in a few years, you will find that this period of time will be more helpful to you... Of course, I understand that the sadness you feel now is not fake."