Douluo: After transforming into a soul beast, I will roll inward to save my life

Dong Yun was still trapped in his own emotions.

"You are not reflecting on yourself, you are just finding faults with yourself. What are you blaming yourself for every day?" Nan Li reached out to wipe away Dong Yun's tears, but the more he wiped away, the more tears came.

Nan Li paused and took a deep breath. "Don't let your imagination run wild. As long as we're alive, we can turn the situation around."

Dong Yun didn't say anything and put clothes on Nan Li.

"Yangyang, I'm not cold." Nan Li pulled at his coat nonchalantly, "Don't cry, what's the use? It won't solve the problem."

The room was too dark, and Nan Li didn't notice the red glow at the corners of Dong Yun's eyes. He just felt that it was meaningless to blame himself and waste his energy.

If Dongyun was injured, tired, or missed her mother, Nanli felt that she could just hold her and comfort her like the little ones in the tribe. There was no problem with that. But she kept blaming herself for the mistakes, which was useless except for doubting herself over and over again.

Nan Li's tone was somewhat threatening, "If you cry again, I will really leave."

Dong Yun didn't know what he was thinking. He couldn't stop crying. He just said to Nan Li, "Put on your clothes."

If you like to walk, don’t stop me.

Nanli was silent.

Nan Li began to count down: "Three, two...one."

Still crying, okay.

Nan Li kicked away the quilt, didn't even tie her hair up, put on her coat, and pushed the door open.

The elder sister cried so sadly, but the younger sister was... so fierce?

Hong Yun was so scared that she fell to the ground, staring blankly at Nan Li's back until the door was closed again.

A father who died in battle, a fallen mother, a "heartless" sister, and a broken self.

Hongyun turned to look at Dongyun, and felt that he was even more shocked than the blind bear in Shrek Academy.

But what Hongyun didn't know was that this was not the first time Nanli had behaved like this.

Outside the house.

It was indeed getting late, and the crescent moon was hidden behind the clouds.

When Nanli was tying his belt, he realized that the coat he was holding was black, and it was Dongyun's coat.

Yangyang seems to be wearing very thin clothes?

Nan Li wanted to go back, but then he thought that they all had fire attributes and would not be frozen, so he just continued walking outside.

The participating teams from the Tiandou Empire all live in this area. Now that the competition is over, they will stay for two or three days before preparing to return.

A touch of aqua blue appeared at the corner, followed by Danqing's gentle voice: "Ali, are you feeling better?"

Nan Li nodded, "It took some mental effort, but it's nothing serious."

Nan Li's tone was relaxed, but his face did not look as energetic as usual.

Danqing took two steps forward to support the man, and said softly, "Dongyun carried you out of the Pope's Palace this morning. I felt your pulse and found that there was nothing wrong with you, but your mental strength was almost exhausted. You have to be careful in the future and don't do this every time."

Nan Li smiled and said that he understood.

The Flame Feather Bird Clan was already good at spiritual power, and her soul was split in half and sent to Blue Star. Now it has been reunited, and her spiritual power is at least twice that of a soul master of the same level. With the blessing of the Chongming Bird skull, it is not a problem to deal with two demons.

However, when she launched a mental attack on Ning Xinxin, although she successfully restrained the opponent for a moment, her mental power was inexplicably rebounded by more than half, so she had to let the Chongming Bird knock Ning Xinxin out of the fighting spirit arena as soon as possible.

After the game, Ning Xinxin still wanted to take action. Fortunately, she noticed it in time and did not let the opponent succeed. However, the mental power that bounced back was consumed quickly after the collision.

As for Dongyun holding her back, isn't that a very normal thing? Dongyun would feel embarrassed and refuse to let him hold her, but it doesn't matter, she won't.

Nanli would rather have his legs be used as a decoration.

Danqing confirmed that Nanli was in good condition, and then asked, "Where's Dongyun? She's very worried about you and has been guarding your bedside. Is she resting now?"

In fact, Danqing had already guessed something from Nanli's expression and the clothes she was wearing, but it was difficult to say it too directly.

Nan Li got a headache when she thought of Dong Yun’s tearful eyes. She shook her head and said nothing.

"Dong Yun is blaming himself." Dan Qing stopped and looked at Nan Li disapprovingly, "A Li, how could you run out?"

"Should I..." cry with her?

Nan Li shook his head, "This kind of self-blame is meaningless."

"First of all, Dongyun, you are blaming yourself for what you are feeling. It is wrong for you to run out at this time."

"Secondly, how can this be said to be meaningless?" Danqing mentioned to Nanli what happened before his transformation, "I have had the fire poison in my body since birth, but every time it attacks, Aunt Lanxi blames herself. This matter is not caused by Aunt, A Li, why do you think Aunt blames herself, even though she knows that doing so will not change anything?"

Nanli frowned.

Whenever a member of the tribe died, she would feel sad and upset, but she rarely blamed herself for it, because the tribesmen did not die at her hands, but mostly died in battles against the enemy.

She must quickly cheer herself up, first protect the living people of her tribe, and then avenge the dead.

There will be self-blame, but only for a moment.

The dead are gone, and the living tribesmen must continue to live. What has happened cannot be changed, so it is better to do well in the future.

"Because they care, but they are afraid that they can't do anything. Even if they become powerful, they will still be lost." Danqing seemed to sigh, "Ali, they have wounds in their hearts, and they have never healed."

"Although I have always called the priestess 'Aunt', my parents are just ordinary members of the tribe and are not related to Aunt by blood. I grew up with Aunt, so she treated me as her son or nephew. Aunt blamed herself. First, she felt guilty for not taking good care of my deceased parents. This was out of kindness. Second, the fire poison had troubled my tribe for a long time, and as a priestess, she had no solution. This was her responsibility."

"But there are always things in the world that are beyond our control. When there are too many things that we cannot control, we will be trapped in the past. Auntie blames herself to remind herself not to let the past happen again. The Coral Fairy Fish Clan must not repeat the mistakes of the Wave Chasing Mermaid."

"Dongyun looked at you and probably thought of her mother."

"Ali, everyone has emotions, but the expression of some emotions needs to be based on the occasion and the person."

"My aunt never showed her weakness in front of her tribe members, but I grew up with her, witnessed her pain, and understood her pain."

"In our eyes, Dongyun is strong, independent, steady and reliable. In the eyes of her tribe, the young leader is strict but almost omnipotent. Only you are different, Ali, you are a relative."

"A protector doesn't dare to show his emotions to the protected. Dongyun can only feel safe with you."

"She's just afraid of losing you, Ali, go back and hug her."

"Even if she was a soul beast for tens of thousands of years before she transformed, after she transformed, she was just a child who lost her parents."

"Even if it's really meaningless, she needs her family and you now, so please go back soon."

Some things don’t actually need that much meaning.

Nan Li may not really agree with Dan Qing's words, but as long as she is told "I need you", Nan Li will do it and no longer care about the meaning of the matter itself. She just doesn't understand Dong Yun's behavior, but she is not without conscience.

When Nan Li returned, Dong Yun was still sitting motionless beside the bed.

Hongyun curled up in the corner and only raised his head when Nanli came back.

The uniforms issued by Blazing Academy were more or less damaged and had been taken off by them. As soon as Nan Li entered the door, he reached out and pulled off his coat, standing a few steps away and half-throwing it over Dong Yun.

Nan Li walked over, propped up the back of the chair with one hand, and began to think of countermeasures. She knew Dong Yun's current mood, but she also felt that it was unnecessary to blame herself too much.

Aunt Qingwu...

Nan Li sighed in his heart and called her: "Yangyang?" She should have cried enough, right?

Dong Yun responded.

Nan Li thought for a long time and remembered that there was something called "Lao Laizi's Colorful Clothes to Entertain His Parents" on Blue Star? Then... it was time for Hong Yun to repay.

Nan Li stepped forward, picked up Hong Yun, and stuffed him into Dong Yun’s arms. The Tunyun Fire Hound instantly turned into a comforting dog.

Under the threat of Nanli's gaze, Hongyun rolled over twice and was put back on the ground by Dongyun. As soon as the Swallowing Cloud Fire Hound landed, it ran out of the door on all fours.

Hongyun: I was so scared that I almost lost my innocence!

Nan Li watched Hong Yun running away with a forced smile.

Never mind, she'll do it herself.

"Sister, can I kneel down for you?" Nan Li really didn't know what to do. She squatted down next to Dong Yun and asked, "What do you want me to do?"

Dong Yun lowered her head, her eyes blank. She seemed to be looking at Nan Li, but also seemed to be looking at something else.

She looked like she wasn't crying now but could continue crying at any time.

Nan Li sighed and rested her head on Dong Yun's legs, her head buzzing, "Sister, am I really kneeling?"

The air was quiet for a moment, and Dong Yun's somewhat hoarse voice came from above: "I can bear it even if you knock me down."

Nan Li looked up in shock and found Dong Yun looking at him quietly.

Are you really going to make her kneel? Well, it's not impossible to kowtow to her sister...

Nan Li stood up and took a half step back. Halfway through his kneeling, he was blocked by Dong Yun's legs. Nan Li had an "I knew it" expression on his face, hugged him and joked, "Yang Yang, if outsiders knew that the young leader of the Raven Clan cries at every turn, how would you save your dignity?"

Dong Yun was unusually calm and said simply, "Who would believe it?"

Nan Li said: "It's shocking because it's unbelievable."

Dong Yun snorted and said, "Who do you think is more likely to cry, you or me, in the eyes of others?"

Nan Li thought about it, it seems, probably, maybe, possibly, it seems... Oh no, why does it seem like she is the one crying? Could it be that she will be the one who loses face in the future? Nan Li immediately thought to himself, "Oh no", what a mistake...

Nan Li couldn't laugh anymore and complained, "How can it be like this!"

But she immediately added: "Forget it, forget it. I won't bother with you. I'll just take the blame for you."

Dong Yun cares too much about face, so she can only care less about it.

Alas, it is so difficult to be a human being. Can I turn back into a soul beast?