Chapter 131

Baiji: “…”

Baiji: "Okay, that's enough. I know what you mean. Stop talking." It was like being in an idol drama. There were so many people around, and the style felt different.

Di Lin seemed to have seen through Bai Ji's thoughts. After Bai Ji left his arms, he patted Bai Ji's head again and said, "It is never shameful to act like a spoiled child to your parents."

Baiji: “…But not everyone thinks this way.”

Di Lin: "Then just think of them as being jealous."

Unable to hold back, Baiji burst out laughing.

But think about it, not only is she loved and pampered by such a strong and handsome man, but she is also allowed to act coquettishly and naughtily to him anytime and anywhere. Others will definitely be jealous if they know!

The objection must be because he is jealous!

Baiji turned her head. Although she was not crying and there were no little pearls in her eyes, the corners of her eyes were still a little red. She faced Mingguluo with this look.

Mingguluo: “…” The teacher really spoils the child.

Baiji: “…” She must be mocking me in her heart.

The two of them glanced at each other, and Mingguluo spoke first: "I'm not jealous."

Baiji: “…I…”

Mingguluo: "I don't envy you either."

A warm family relationship that provides help and support is beautiful, but Mingguluo prefers to work hard on his own and achieve everything he wants with his own abilities.

It’s more fulfilling.

Come on, he can succeed with determination without even the need for emotional support, he never gets lost and he never suffers any loss. This is amazing no matter how you look at it. Isn’t this person very powerful?

So, these are all what she really thinks, she is really not jealous or envious.

Because it has always been like this, she will not ask for any feelings from anyone, but only give them her own feelings.

Bai Ji: "...I understand. Then leave Bai Su to me." From beginning to end, Bai Ji did not dare to look into Bai Su's eyes, nor did he want to see Bai Su's expression when facing him.

Will you feel guilty? Will you feel sorry? Will you regret it?

Minguluo: "She has a blank expression on her face, as cold and indifferent as her machines."

Baiji: “…”

He subconsciously glanced at Bai Su quickly, and when he looked away, he glanced at Mingguluo who was speaking.

In fact, these two people now have no expression on their faces.

She almost wanted to follow suit and give a cold face.

Baiji: "I know you don't hate me, and I know you have no ill intentions, but I must say that your way of making people grow is quite annoying."

Baiji: "Perhaps you can learn from Di Lin's encouraging education. Then maybe your subordinates won't betray you every year because they can't stand it anymore."

Baiji: "Oh, in case you can't tell, I'll just say it straight out. I meant that with pure malice in the last sentence."

Minguluo: "I heard it. But do you think I care?"

Baiji:……

In fact, it’s not bad to have a friend like this. When you think about her, any fragile emotion seems to be pretentious.

Baiji: "Then I'll take her away."

Minguluo: "Well, I don't care what you want to do with her, but don't forget to bring her to my institute."

Bai Ji nodded randomly, pulled Bai Su up, let Bai Su lean on him, and looked at Di Lin again.

The man still looked completely unconcerned.

Di Lin: "Make a choice and bear the consequences."

“Don’t ever regret or feel lost.”

“If life tries to kill you, you have to find a way to give yourself some margin for error.”

Baiji:……

He's saying some weird things again.

-

"...I say, are you listening? I know you monsters don't need to eat human food, but isn't your work and rest schedule too unhealthy? Now that Secretary Wang is not here, you..."

"Shhh."

Shouguang, who was originally slumped in the sofa, suddenly stood up and raised his hand to stop Youlan from chattering.

"here we go."

Yulan: “What?”

Shouguang: "I prepared a game for our old friend."

"Let's just call it - the life of an ordinary human being, okay."

Youlan: “…What are you talking about?” Why did you suddenly start talking nonsense?

Shou Guang: "Perhaps we can add some more adjectives, failure? Pain? Boring? Struggling? Unchangeable? And disease..."

You Lan reached out and tried to turn Shouguang's body back to look at herself, but was grabbed by Shouguang who was talking to himself.

"——Don't get in the way."

"Little Axia."

Youlan: “…Okay, okay.”

-

My name is Tian Yao, and it was the year 2000 in Shangyuan.

I was born.

Born under the dazzling incandescent light.

It was also accompanied by the mother's screams of pain due to the tearing.

Maybe it was because I was suddenly separated from the warm darkness and my brother who had been hugging me tightly, and I was frightened by the sudden situation, so I cried out uncontrollably.

I actually don’t know what the sound I made was like at that time, but I think it might not be a good sound, at least not as pleasant as my brother’s crying…

In short, everyone I asked said that the voice was very harsh, and they knew without even thinking about it that I would be a troublesome and annoying girl in the future.

So I knew from a young age that first impressions are really important. Because I gave my family a very bad first impression, so my family, especially my father, my grandmother and my grandfather, they all disliked me.

And the subsequent interactions are actually very important, otherwise why is my younger brother not getting any better?

You were holding me so tightly before, but you changed your face after I came out of my mother's belly. Ugh.

And... uh.

Let me think about what else I want to say.

Oh, should we talk about my family here? They may love me, but they just don't love me as much as they love my brother, but at least they didn't abandon me directly or sell me like some other families did, right?

I won't hate them, but I can't seem to make myself love them.

Then, the bad thing is...

Then they found out.

My grandma said I was a cold-blooded little beast, and she beat me with a broom until the broom handle broke... What am I talking about? I'm sorry, I'm not well educated and don't know the rhetoric that the teacher talked about, so I just said whatever I thought of. I hope you who are watching this video can understand that I don't mean to bring you bad thoughts or sad emotions.

I'm not playing the victim, um, um. Many times, I wonder if I'm just being too hypocritical, just like my mother said.

I am already much happier than most little girls, I should be content.

When I grew up a little, I learned a word, cold violence, and then I realized that I grew up in a family that used cold violence against me all the time.

Of course, my mom and dad would take care of my food and drink, but that was it. I had nothing that my brother had, and I was asked to take care of my brother who actually called me a slave and a stinky girl.

He was taught badly by his grandmother, haha.

Ah, of course, I don't mean to complain. Maybe this is normal between people. They provide me with food and accommodation, and I help them take care of my younger brother. I'm actually quite happy about it. Otherwise, I would seem really useless in that family.

Later, compulsory education ended, I graduated, and it was time for me to get married. I saw that some girls did the same, but fortunately, my family did not do that. Although they did not continue to support my studies, they found a job for me to do. I was very happy because it could supplement the family income and allow my younger brother to go to a good university in the future. I was more useful than me who could only take care of his daily life.

I got my first mobile phone and used it to learn about the world.

Then I realized that I was not the most pitiful person. There were many people and girls in this world who were more miserable than me.

……

I, to be honest, I was actually kind of happy.

Because in comparison, I, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be happy, please don't scold me.

Really, I know this is bad.

Every day I watch videos of those people working hard. Some of them, like me, keep running in this world, some choose to fall, and some embrace success.

But I don’t have any connections and I’m not very courageous, so it seems like I’m always missing out on success. Haha, in fact, I haven’t encountered any opportunities that would make me successful. After all, I’m just an ordinary person and I don’t have any ability or talent.

I only have a meager salary and the little love my family has for me.

In my spare time, I would spend it watching videos, peeking into other people’s lives through the screen, and seeing their lives that made me jealous.

I...I actually used to be a keyboard warrior.

Watching other people's suffering and other people's degradation, I admit that it pleases me to a certain extent.

I particularly like to see people’s failures, then rush over to mingle with a group of netizens and curse along with everyone.

I even once was self-righteously disappointed with my country and talked nonsense about the current situation and policies.

Thinking about it now, I always thought I was a sober person, but I was just a stupid person who could be easily manipulated by emotions and public opinion.

I can't help arguing with others and trying to get them to agree with my ideas. I thought I had seen all the darkness in the world and experienced most of the pain, so I was qualified to criticize everything.

Later, because the family had a savings of 10,000 or 20,000 yuan, and there were three people earning money together, my younger brother chose to be a gifted student in high school because it was said to be easier to get into university. My parents even took out a loan on their house for this purpose.

They really loved my brother, and they really liked me...

I'm fine, continue.

My younger brother successfully got into a university which was not very good but was considered a first-class university, and then he needed more money.

He was spoiled by his family and thought he was a gifted person, so he never worked hard at all. He complained to his parents and me that he learned nothing in college and had lost all his previous knowledge.

He also told me that there were all kinds of hypocritical people in his school, from students to teachers. Even those with wealthy families could apply for scholarships for poor students. Everything was so fake.

He seems to have a lot of anger that he can't vent every day.

Haha, I said he is my brother, although we are not very similar, but you see him, even though he was admitted to a better university than his brothers, his thinking is as bad as mine, who didn't even go to high school.

He would only complain, saying that those people succeeded because they had the capital to fail, while ordinary people like us have a very low tolerance for error, so many times we can only go down the same path until the end.

Of course I agree with what he said, but I didn't expect him to be so bold that he actually borrowed money from a loan shark.

Oh, did you see that? Am I pretty? He even used this to show off. He would even buy me clothes, just so that when I went to see him, I would be so pretty that his roommates would envy me.

We maintained his dignity with a facade.

Then I lost one of my kidneys because of my involvement in the scandal.

Because my parents thought it was my problem and it was me who encouraged him to borrow money.

You should have seen him kneeling in front of his parents and crying, while not forgetting to throw dirty water on his sister, saying that only his sister, who is a member of society, would know those channels, and that he was just deceived by his sister.

The clothes you bought for me before became evidence.

Haha.

Of course I can’t pay back the debt with just one kidney, my family still owes a loan.

He is such a genius. He told his parents that he had sex, and then he encouraged me to sell my body behind my back.

As for me...of course, this is the fastest way for me to make money, and it opened the door to a new world for me.

During this process, I got to know many people, and I had no monetary transactions with one or two of them because I just needed them to teach my bad brother a lesson.

And you know what? There are a lot of people doing this.

Behind the glamorous world, there are many dark deeds and creepy things happening.

After graduating from college, my younger brother couldn't find a job. He had high expectations but low skills, and he felt that he couldn't lose face, so he ran out and started a business with a few brothers.

During this process, he also met a great spiritual master who ordinary people like us could never contact. At this time, he was no longer arrogant, but humbled himself. In the end, he abandoned his brothers and ran to work for the great spiritual master.

And it was from that time that I discovered that the world was suddenly different.

Everyone began to have the opportunity to succeed, and my sisters in the same industry were able to become small supermarket owners. Everyone had the tolerance for error that was originally only available to the rich.

I'm the only one who doesn't have it, and I'm the only one who can't get out of this predicament no matter how hard I struggle.

why?

I thought my younger brother would be killed by that spiritual master, but he is actually doing better and better.

But why am I the only one who cannot succeed no matter what I do? I can’t even be a simple worker and can only survive by selling myself.

Obviously everyone is still dirty, but why can they suddenly have a wonderful life and even have their own hobbies?

Then why did we sing praises of suffering and hard work before?

...It's so strange, everything is so strange.

You guys are a bunch of idiots!

Come out from the *******!

A group of *** their own ***! ***!

**can only****!

Oh, the reason why I recorded these words, besides considering them as my suicide note, is that I want you to know what kind of people you used to be, right?

I just can't stand seeing everyone living a better life than me. I've been trampled into the mud by you and this damn world. Why do you people who are still clung to the mud have the right to judge me from a high position?

Now, it is my own choice to leave.

This is my choice.

**of……

——"So everything you said at the beginning, including your self-pity and apology, was just to arouse our sympathy and trick us into continuing to watch?"

——"Excuse me, people like you really don't deserve sympathy."

——"Ms. Tian Yao, you have failed to commit suicide now. Are you going to carry out a suicide attack next?"

——"Ms. Tian Yao..."

Everything seemed right next to her ears, yet seemed very far away from her.

The girl stared blankly at herself on TV and hugged herself.

"Hey!"

The motorcycle crashed open the door of the police station and rushed all the way to Tian Yao who was being interrogated.

"Get in the car quickly!"

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