When I traveled through time and became a player, I just wanted to commit suicide

On the yellowed pages, the originally slim fonts were thickened by the ink, but they still couldn't hide the delicate beauty in the bones. This diary should belong to a girl.

"The 21st day of spring, today is the day when vanilla and lily of the valley are beginning to bloom, and I met a strange man in the flower garden. He was wearing an elegant black evening gown, looked polite, and claimed to be my admirer You came here specifically to see me.

However, I have never seen him, whether at a dance or a banquet, and I have no impression of him. But he said he had been following me for a long time.

However, it is not a proper noble behavior to break into someone else's residence privately, but when I called the guards and planned to have him taken away, when I turned around, he disappeared. It was really strange. "

"On the 22nd of spring, the man from yesterday came again. This time he appeared in the kitchen. At that time, I was trying to bake a small muffin alone. I almost burned it because I didn't grasp the time well.

I don’t know if he did it on purpose, but anyway, he appeared at the right time and helped me bring out the baked muffins.

He didn't seem to be angry about me asking someone to take him away yesterday. Instead, he apologized to me and claimed that he realized that it was a mistake to come here privately, but he couldn't resist his love for me and had to do this. Do.

Seeing that he helped me rescue the little muffin, I temporarily forgave him. At the same time, I told him that if he wanted to see me, he would send someone to the castle to inform Butler Kate in advance and pay him a formal visit. Otherwise, I would still let him People kicked him out.

But he didn't seem to listen, and kept talking to me about his love. Finally, I got tired of listening and left the kitchen. Fortunately, he didn't follow me. "

"On the 23rd of spring, he really didn't listen to what I said yesterday."

"On the 29th of spring, that man had been pestering me for seven days. He would suddenly appear anywhere. As long as I was alone, he might appear. Fortunately, he never appeared in the bathroom.

I didn't know how he got in. I had no choice but to tell my father about it. At first, my father thought I was joking, but it wasn't until I insisted on asking for protection that he became a little more serious.

After listening to my more detailed account, my father told me seriously that he might be a transcendent person. After that, he found a guard who was also a transcendent person to protect me. Under his protection, that man finally did not appear again today.

......

I take back what I said before, but the man still came and left just now. Just before going to bed, he suddenly appeared beside the bed, startling me. How could there be such a nasty person? "

"On the 30th day of summer, I have gradually become accustomed to his existence, accustomed to him showing up and showing kindness day after day. No matter what bad attitude and behavior I use to treat him, he will not be angry. Maybe... ...Should I try to accept him?”

"The 62nd day of autumn, today is a day worth remembering. My relationship with him has further improved. During this time together, I slowly learned about his excellence.

Although he always showed up without saying hello, at other times he adhered to aristocratic etiquette and never acted out of line. At the same time, he is powerful and wise. Even the extraordinary person next to his father will not be his opponent. He also knows a lot of knowledge that I don't know. Moreover, in appearance, he is also impeccable... ..”

"Yesterday, the 87th day of autumn, we spent a wonderful night pouring love into each other... I'm looking forward to meeting him today.

......

I don’t know why, he didn’t show up today. Did something happen? Somewhat worried about him. "

"On the 6th day of winter, it started to snow. Maybe it was because of the weather that I felt a little uncomfortable, but compared to these, the thing that concerned me more was, why did he disappear? Since that night, I I haven’t seen him again...could this all just be a scam carefully designed by him?”

"On the 34th day of winter, I was pregnant. Today my father asked a doctor to check me and finally confirmed this. My father asked me who the child was. I told my father, but he told me that I The man in my mouth has never appeared. This is all just my imagination and my lies.

How could my father say that? The memories between me and him are more real than gold, more intense than the sun, and they are absolutely unmistakable.

This is my child with that man, there is no doubt about it. "

"On the 67th day of winter, my father, mother, and brother were all trying to persuade me to give up this child. But I would not give up. I was determined to give birth to him (her). This is the result of me and him. No one can prevent this child from being born.

Every night when I go to bed, I can feel the real heartbeat of the child, just like him, strong and powerful. I hope that this child can be born safely and stay with me. This is the last gift he left to me... ..."

......

The content of the diary basically ends here. The rest are the diary owner's expectations for the child after pregnancy, and a little hesitation about the future. There are only one or two pages, and there is no key information worth noting.

This diary adopts the very rough "four seasons method" in this world in terms of time, that is, the year is divided into 360 days, with four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter, and each season has ninety days. Nobles prefer to use this method. an ancient calendar to show their differences.

The December division method also exists here, but each month has an equal number of thirty days, and there are also 360 days in total.

Of course, this information is irrelevant, just mentioned briefly.

Under the dim green light, heavy rain was pouring outside the window, and the whistling wind was like palms beating against the window.

The air in the room was almost solid. Sitting alone under the lamp, Li Shanren took a deep breath and closed the heavy diary with force.

"Rumble..."

Suddenly, a heavy thunder sounded, which seemed to hit Li Shanren's heart hard. His body, which was already nervous, trembled slightly and became a little stiff. Then a flash of lightning flashed outside the window, slightly illuminating Li Shanren's body. A tense face.

He immediately turned his head left and right and scanned every corner of the room, confirming that he was the only one here and that no new creatures appeared.

At this time, he breathed a sigh of relief, supported his head with one hand, tapped his fingers gently on the table, and began to think deeply.

The identifiable part of the diary on the table seems to only record the secret love affair of a girl. However, there are many contents worthy of further study. They underline that this inexplicable love affair is not simple.

First of all, it is obvious that the girl's lover, the "he" whose name has never appeared, is a very important figure, and may be the root cause of this extraordinary dream.

According to the description in the diary, that "him" is undoubtedly a very strange extraordinary person. His greatest ability is that he can disappear or appear freely, and he only appears in front of the owner of the diary every time. At the same time, he has powerful power and richness. His knowledge, and his impeccable appearance.

Although the owner of the diary did not speak directly about it, it can be seen between the lines that in all the time they knew each other, no one else had seen the so-called "him" except the owner of the diary.