When I traveled through time and became a player, I just wanted to commit suicide

"Hey...the three bastards are really cruel."

In the corner of a remote alley, Li Shanren supported the wall with one hand and stood up from the ground, rubbing his buttocks with the other hand. The expression on his face was twisted as if he had suddenly eaten an extremely sour plum.

Perhaps the anger gradually dissipated during the beating of Li Shanren, or perhaps they were afraid that the guards would come after them for chasing the gray-haired little girl.

Or maybe it was because Li Shanren was so thin that only his bones were the most prominent part of his body, and his hand felt really bad when he was beaten. In the end, the three homeless people left Li Shanren, who was beaten to death in their eyes, and left together.

Li Shanren swung his legs stiffly, moving his body that was sore all over. Step by step, he walked out of the alley like an octogenarian, found the right direction, and walked towards the alley where he lived.

"It's been a long time...I haven't received a beating like this."

Li Shanren rubbed the bruises on his body with a wry smile on his face. He did not regret the beating he received for helping the little girl.

After all, he had thought about committing suicide this morning. If those three homeless people could really kill him, it would be a great boost to his suicide plan.

Of course, in order to express his gratitude and joy, Li Shanren would definitely struggle to make international friendly gestures to them before his death.

"If there is a chance, I must...find my place. Oops, hiss, it hurts..."

After enduring the pain and walking for about ten minutes, Li Shanren muttered as he stepped into his dark alley.

Although to outsiders, this alley that maintains a certain degree of darkness during the day is quite eerie at night, but for Li Shanren, since he came to this world, there is no place that is more magical than here. It gives him a sense of security, after all, this is where he sleeps every night.

Li Shanren touched the darkness and relied on his memory to reach the dead end in the deepest part of the alley. He leaned on the wall, sucked in the cool air, and slowly sat down on the bedding he had carefully laid.

Just when he was about to lie down on his side and rest for a while, a soft thing on the left side of his body suddenly touched his arm, which made him jump up again in fright.

"Who?!"

Li Shanren suddenly turned his head to look, and a familiar figure was reflected in his eyes that had just adapted to the darkness. He was in an ice blue dress, azure eyes, silver gray hair, a soft and tender face, and exuded a kind of aura. A faint blueberry-like fragrance.

"It turns out it's you..." Li Shanren breathed a sigh of relief. He thought it was something strange, but then he quickly realized, "No, why are you here again?!"

As Li Shanren looked up and down with a suspicious look on his face, the little gray-haired girl pursed her lips in grievance, opened her eyes wide, and looked at him with an innocent face, like an innocent and pure deer watching help her escape from the wolf. group of hunters.

I don’t know if this ignorant hunter will kill it, skin it, make it into bacon, or fatten it before eating it.

"Do you...have nowhere to go?" Li Shanren suddenly remembered that the little girl's parents had died tragically on the street.

The gray-haired little girl's head nodded like a banana leaf hit by rain.

"The couple who died at the door of the church this morning were your parents, right?"

The gray-haired little girl nodded slightly, tears gathering in her eyes.

"So, you want to stay here for a night?" Li Shanren pondered for a while and asked.

The gray-haired little girl nodded vigorously, then shook her head and looked at him helplessly.

Seeing the little girl not saying a word, Li Shanren felt a toothache, "Don't just nod your head, but say something instead. Hey, you can't be mute."

At this time, the little girl spoke solemnly, reached out and grabbed the corner of Li Shanren's clothes and said, "I...I have nowhere to go."

The sound is soft and waxy, and it feels a bit like blueberry flavor.

There was a hint of pleading in his eyes.

Li Shanren was stunned for a while, and then his mind turned around a few times before he figured out what the little gray-haired girl meant by nodding and shaking her head.

"You don't just want to stay one night, you want to stay and follow me?!"

Li Shanren waved his hand vigorously and shook his head like a rattle, "No, no! I can't even support myself. If you follow me, you will only starve to death. You must not stay here."

"Do you have somewhere else to go? Do you still have relatives in the world? For example, uncles, aunts, grandparents, etc. Give me a place and I will send you there, or find someone to send you there and stay with me. It’s a dead end, you know?”

"And do you know me? Do you know who I am?"

"To you, I am just a stranger. I have never met you before. Counting this time, from morning to now, I have only met you four times. In the first three times, you bumped into me once. You slept on my bed once, fell in front of me once, I gave you a hand, and this is how we interacted, and now you decide to entrust yourself to me? I am a homeless person who cannot protect myself? "

"Do you know what you are doing?! Your decision is too hasty. I unilaterally declare my disagreement!"

"besides....."

Listening to Li Shanren's rambling words, the little gray-haired girl lowered her head, bit her lip, and whispered, "My name is Alice Uneffa."

"Ah? What?" Li Shanren, who was immersed in preaching, didn't notice the little gray-haired girl introducing herself.

"I...my name is Alice Yunaifa." The little girl could only say it once again.

"Is your last name special?"

Li Shanren touched his chin and speculated that he didn't know why Alice suddenly introduced his name.

After all, he didn't ask the other person's name, so he subconsciously thought that this surname was very famous. It was so famous that everyone from the nobles to the homeless in the world knew about it, but he was the only visitor from another world who would be confused.

But in fact, this is just an ordinary northern surname. Alice simply wanted to tell Li Shanren her name, perhaps because of the question "And do you know me? Do you know who I am?" In a simple and ignorant world view, it seems that as long as she says her name, others will say their name in the same way as her.

People who know each other's names are considered acquaintances and can be trusted.

The world of children is sometimes so unreasonable, difficult to understand, and without rules.

Adults used to have such an unreasonable age, but slowly, as they grow older, they know more about the world and the rules, and they lose the unreasonable ignorance at the beginning. , and even lost the ability to understand the world of children.

"There's no one else in my house."

Alice lowered her head and nervously grasped the hem of her skirt with her small fingers. For some reason, she felt very kind to the brother in front of her who was the only one who gave her a hand today, and she subconsciously wanted to follow him.

If you ask her why, she can't tell you. Maybe it's because Li Shanren was bumped into by her several times today. Maybe it's because Li Shanren didn't wake her up rudely and drive her away when she fell asleep from exhaustion. Maybe it's because Because Li Shanren rescued her at her critical moment.

There are many reasons, but none of them seem to be enough to support that feeling of intimacy.