The group gods who retired to fish in Genshin Impact

(Two in one, not a complaint.

I saw someone say earlier that the quality of recent content is not as good as before.

Let me tell you this, brother, be more confident and get rid of the feeling, it is just not as good as before.

I myself have said before that the recent plot and various aspects of content processing have become confusing due to various things, and the quality has declined.

The reason for this started in February.

Others are happy during the Chinese New Year, but my Chinese New Year is like a ghost festival, and then something happens.

I wasn't very happy at first, but in the next few days, something happened either to me or to my family.

After finally finishing it, I went to the hospital for a checkup and went back and forth several times.

Then I caught up with my dad and went to the hospital for a day of surgery.

I haven't said that I have adjusted my mood now that I'm back and am ready to keep working hard.

There was some conflict at home again.

Then I have little money in these few months, more than 2000 to a month.

The daily income is only over 30 yuan, and it is a little higher on weekends, just over 40 or 50 yuan.

My family wasn't happy about it, and they wouldn't let me find a job or anything, and they didn't say a word about them interrupting me from writing a novel.

I also have to look after the store to give them time to rest, and I have to replenish the goods.

After finishing it, I went back at nine or ten o'clock in the evening. I had finished washing and I had to rush to write.

I just have to go check it out once it’s released before 12 o’clock, and I also have to get the new book.

Listen to some more music to relax your mind and actively treat yourself.

Generally speaking, my bedtime is between 3:30 and 5 in the morning.

Get up at twelve o'clock in the morning.

The doctor told me not to stay up late, go to bed early, and sleep more. This advice was useless because my time was occupied.

Stayed in the store from afternoon to evening.

I went back and started writing again.

I'm still dealing with the back and forth at home. The past few months have almost driven me crazy.

In their view, the novel I write means spending two or three hours a day sitting in front of a mobile phone or computer, and then finishing it.

The rest of the time is spent playing, watching videos and playing games.

I never thought about whether I was relaxing my brain or looking for inspiration.

Moreover, these few months are originally a bottleneck period, which basically happens every once in a while.

For example, before the first Hai Lantern Festival, I entered a bottleneck period, and then I came out and wrote the first Hai Lantern Festival.

Then the second bottleneck period didn't last long, and the breakthrough was also very quick, so I didn't write any outstanding plot.

The third time is the time of the Black Qingyong God’s Great Sacrifice.

It was also a bit of a bottleneck period, and after the breakthrough, the Liyue army appeared.

Basically, after entering the bottleneck period, it is difficult for me to write anything interesting. After a breakthrough, I can create something big.

Then I entered it again recently. It was normal, and I could get out of it in a month, or at most a month.

As a result, there were too many things going on in the past few months, plus other messy things. Not only did I not come out, but I almost tied myself up to death.

It can be said that nothing has gone well for me in the past few months. I cannot be happy, not at all.

I couldn't be happy, so I wrote the plot, and it naturally had some negative emotions.

Originally, writing a novel requires one's wholehearted devotion. How about integrating one's own feelings into it?

Then I finally brought up my feelings and was ready to blend in. Then, someone called me over there and interrupted me.

Or maybe when I was writing passionately, someone suddenly came and made a noise next to me. Those noises were really, really harsh at that time, no matter how small the sound was.

In the past, I couldn't understand why in some movies those who are engaged in art or work would kill people because of inspiration, or why they would kill people when their inspiration was interrupted.

It wasn't until I started working in this industry that I realized that the movies were really fucking real.

Really, when you devote yourself wholeheartedly to a work, you won't care about anything in the outside world, but even if there is only a little sound, it will be extremely harsh in your ears.

Then at that moment you will feel that your mood is messed up.

It's impossible to go back.

That's why the quality has gone down lately, I say so myself.

Because I can’t go back to that state of mind, I can’t go back to that state of mind where I’m fully immersed and happy.

There are noises all around me now, all kinds of trivial matters, all problems that don’t matter but arise because they are incompatible with their routine.

They never thought about why I stayed up late and why I didn't want to go to bed early. They just knew that I was playing.

All I heard during the day was noise, and I could only get a little bit of peace late at night, allowing me to better think about the plot.

But I was very sleepy at that time, so sleepy that I couldn’t open my eyes. I couldn’t write. I could only record it and then write during the day.

But when I see those recorded things again during the day, I can’t regain the feeling I had at night.

It's hard, really.

Only when you are in the creative field can you understand why artists or novelists in movies need an absolutely quiet environment when creating, and do not even allow anyone to disturb them.

If you are disturbed, you will get angry, or you will be driven crazy by inspiration and choose to take risks.

Really, it's not a movie fiction. When you devote yourself to these things, you will really break down when encountering these things, and it will be very uncomfortable.

I'm trying my best to find a way out of this predicament, but I can't see the exit.

I want to travel. But I have no money, and to be honest, traveling is not an option right now, even if the pandemic looks to be over.

I wanted to go out and relax my mind. They said they would do whatever they wanted, but when I actually did it, they had a different look.

You can give verbal support no matter what, but forget about actual actions.

Moreover, verbal support was only available when it was proposed. When I actually started doing it, I didn’t even get verbal support, so I was too lazy to do it.

I am now in a maze with no exit. I even doubt whether there is an exit from this maze.

I no longer chat in the circle now, and the games have been distributed to other people.

Just do a few things every day. Listen to music, meditate, code.

Just these things.

The result was not as expected.

Let me be honest. As long as the protagonist of this book is changed, it would be someone other than Jiang Shi.

I may have run away.

It's not a run in the ordinary sense, it's the kind of run where you head straight down from the 10th floor.

I really had enough of it some time ago.

These past few days have been pretty good, and I have somewhat come out, although not far.

All I can say is that I tried to adjust well before the Guifeng Wine Festival plot.