The group gods who retired to fish in Genshin Impact

Okay, I’m on vacation today, let’s talk about yesterday.

You should have known it when you woke up. I had been particularly sleepy the past few days.

The most important reason that prompted me to check was that I suddenly fell asleep while standing on the stairs, and as a result, I rolled down the stairs.

But thanks to the rough skin and thick flesh, nothing happened, except for the slight pain at the time.

Jiang Zhi even complained about whether I was going to perform the Invincible Hot Wheels show.

But I ignored him at the time.

Then because of the seriousness of this matter, I took an examination. As for the examination process and results, I will not use hospital jargon and simply explain the results.

There were no physical problems, so the doctor recommended that I go to a psychiatrist.

The results from the psychiatric department...

It's probably true if I recount it.

I may have accumulated it for a long time in the past, or I have recently encountered something I don’t want to face, and I subconsciously want to escape.

But I didn't realize it, and then I experienced something that became the trigger that caused this emotion to burst out.

The brain is subconsciously escaping from itself, which then leads to drowsiness, or a situation similar to shock and syncope.

I suddenly fell asleep on the stairs and fell. The doctor said it was more like coma than falling asleep suddenly, or that my brain was helping me escape.

My own feeling is that it is similar to the brain thinking that I don’t want to live anymore, and then helping me.

So switched off on the stairs.

Then I felt that this result was a bit ridiculous.

Although my usual life is not very happy, it is not very sad either.

It’s not a big problem to live every day repetitively according to my own rules and action patterns.

How could there be something I didn't want to face, which caused my brain to make a choice for me and forced me to shut down.

But then the doctor suggested that I take a test, and it might be depression.

I don’t know if I have depression, but I felt that something was wrong with the look in my eyes when I saw the doctor.

It's not that he is a quack, but it's similar to a kind of anger that is said to be crazy.

If people with my personality are depressed, then those who are truly depressed will be in trouble.

I didn't listen or do anything at the time. As long as I didn't do anything, nothing would happen to me.

I just asked the doctor how to solve this situation.

The doctor's advice is to travel for a while, or to live somewhere else.

Relax, get away from the same old places, and expand your mind with new things.

That's probably what he meant, but I always felt that he meant to let me find a reason to live again.

It always feels like he is saying that this world is so wonderful. It would be great if you go out more and see the beautiful scenery and make more new friends.

Don't get carried away.

Then I said I had written it down and went back.

I also thought about it on the way back. I haven't been out much in recent years, and the people at home are pretty nice.

It couldn't be something that happened recently that caused something I didn't want to face.

But as far as long-term accumulation is concerned, it shouldn't be that big of a deal.

After all, nothing happened in recent years. If it had been accumulated in the past, so many years would have passed long ago.

But it wasn’t until I returned home later that I understood what I might have been subconsciously avoiding.

I had another conflict with my family.

The source is still those.

If you don't go out to find a job at the age of 20, you will just know how to write crappy novels.

Gods and ghosts are convulsing there every day, and there are always human beings doing this and this.

What kind of zombies have become gods?

I don't get up at 11 or 12 o'clock in the morning.

He didn't even leave the door, and he didn't even look for his partner.

Overall, nothing was accomplished.

He doesn't learn anything, and he doesn't listen to his words.

After hearing these words, I suddenly understood at that moment what my brain was subconsciously avoiding.

I reviewed the past. Almost every time I have mood swings it is because of my family.

In kindergarten, our teacher and principal would give out snacks, and I would come back with snacks every day.

Then I have a cousin who doesn’t send anything to me, but grabs mine every time she likes it.

The family is used to her.

As long as she likes the snacks I brought back that day, I won't eat them.

Elementary school, birthday.

She is August 18th and I am August 20th.

She couldn't finish one cake on her birthday, and the rest was for my birthday.

Later I failed.

When she was traveling, she bought a necklace and she liked it very much.

Later, it was torn apart by a neighbor's child, and she ran over crying.

I beat up a neighbor's kid, and he broke up with me after that.

Then in elementary school, there was no problem in learning.

She always ranked first in her class and among the top three in her grade.

I'm partial to academic subjects. I have no problem with a score of 190 in Chinese and a score of 70 or above in mathematics at best.

I am not as good as her in studying.

In junior high school, she and I were in different schools.

We didn’t have much interaction during this period, and we only saw each other at home every day.

Still comparing her to me, well, I'm still not good at it.

I don’t care anymore, anyway, after so many years, if I can’t study well, I won’t be able to do it.

Then she was in high school and I was in junior high. She was two years older than me.

During that time, there were conflicts at home and she stayed at my house.

My family drove her to her in the morning and picked her up in the evening after study hall.

Then she changed from one high school to several schools.

I had a conflict with a classmate in one of the schools, and the whole family was involved.

I had a conflict at school and beat up those three people. It was my first half-day trip to the office.

At home, no one comes.

By the time I was in high school.

She was still in high school, but when she reached high school, her grades declined and were not ideal, so she repeated a grade again.

Then in high school.

The first time I was compared with her, I was praised by my family.

Because I chose the high-speed rail major.

I can transfer to air travel, high-speed rail, or subway in the future.

I made money before she did.

At work, I was compared to her once.

Then I went to school in Beijing, and she was still studying and going to college.

The family is looking for someone with many connections in her family.

People stay at home for several years without going to school.

I participated in social practice in Beijing and participated in various activities organized by schools.

In four or five months, nearly 20,000 yuan was spent.

After that, I paid for my living expenses myself.

It wasn’t until I went to the subway that the salary during the internship was too low.

After all the money is spent, I ask for living expenses from my family.

This time should be the happiest time for me. I have classes, earn money to spend on my own, and don’t have to worry about anything.