Hibiscus Tent: The Prime Minister’s palm is reborn
Chapter 471 Still fresh in the memory
Liang Huan opened the porcelain jar, took out a pill, stood up and put it into Xiao Qianyi's hand.
"I know you were controlled by others that day, but you were not completely forced because you took the abortion pill in advance."
Xiao Qianyi remained silent, but surprise flashed in her eyes.
Liang Huan looked straight into her eyes and said gently: "Ever since I saw you in the military camp, I knew that you didn't want to give birth to that child at all."
Xiao Qianyi was startled, lowered her head, looked at the pills in her hand in silence for a while, and then said:
"He has hurt me so much. I hate him to the core. How can I give birth to a child for him? That child is like a poisonous insect or a poisonous snake that he put into my body. As long as I keep it for one more day, I will feel sick." , a sleepless day..."
Her right hand slowly touched her empty belly, a strange light appeared in her eyes, and her mouth opened slightly.
"Do you know that feeling? As long as the child is here, in my body, there is a voice in my ear constantly reminding me, reminding me all the time, what happened, what I experienced, and what I did wrong. What..."
As she spoke, she slowly squatted down, slid to the ground, buried her head on her knees, and muttered to herself.
"I want to get rid of him day and night. Only by getting rid of him can I live... In fact, when I took the abortion pill, I thought, if I can just die like this, I really mean it. I want to die, but I can’t and I don’t dare…”
She suddenly raised her head and smiled: "Do you know the one thing I do every day?"
Xiao Qianyi raised her face, with a hint of expectation in her eyes: "Do you know what it is?"
Liang Han knelt down and looked level with her.
Xiao Qianyi shook her head and smiled: "Look in the mirror."
Liang Huan was shocked and a little speechless.
Xiao Qianyi sniffed as if she remembered something, then threw away the pills in her hand, put her hands on the ground hard, and tried to stand up, but her feet were entangled in her skirt and she staggered on the ground.
Liang Huan grabbed Xiao Qianyi's arm and helped her stand up.
But before she could stand firm, Xiao Qianyi pushed her hand away, turned around and staggered forward, looking for something aimlessly in the room.
Liang Huan was afraid that she would trip and had to follow behind.
Finally, she found what she was looking for in a corner.
It's a bronze mirror.
It's just that it was slightly deformed by the smash.
Xiao Qianyi held the broken bronze mirror and slowly sat on the ground with her back against the wall.
She looked at the distorted person in the mirror, an extremely sad look appeared on her face, and tears fell down.
She pointed at the mirror and said to Liang Huan: "Look at the person here, is this me? Why am I like this? Not to mention my father, brother, Yu Wenjue... even I am satisfied when I see it. It’s disgust…”
She wiped her tears and choked up: "I thought that if he died and the child was gone, I would be able to change back to the way I was before, but it's useless, nothing has changed, and I can never change back... …”
Suddenly, she suddenly raised the bronze mirror and slammed it on the ground, making a loud noise that was sharp and ear-piercing.
"I can't go back, I can never go back!"
Liang Huan stood in front of Xiao Qianyi, watching her sitting on the ground crying and laughing, her heart was trembling, as if she had seen herself a long, long time ago.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems that it was different. At that time, she didn't dare to look in the mirror...
Liang Huan knelt down and held Xiao Qianyi's hand. She wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be choked by something.
Maybe she didn't want to hear anything, she just wanted someone who could listen to her.
Liang Huan looked at her silently.
Xiao Qianyi held Liang Huan's hand tightly and couldn't control her tears at all: "Do you know why I can't die and don't dare to die?"
Liang Huan narrowed his eyes and said nothing.
Xiao Qianyi smiled: "If I die like this, they will definitely say, look, Mrs. Xiao, the Duke of Jin, followed Yu Wenke, the Duke of Jin. How can I die?"
"Oh, by the way, they will definitely bury me next to him. Even the memorial tablet will be placed with him. Tell me, how can I dare to die?"
"You will be tortured all the time in life, and you won't be able to escape even in death?"
Liang Huan stared at her blankly, feeling uncomfortable with the tightness in his chest.
Xiao Qianyi talked to her a lot intermittently, but her thoughts were wandering and she was silent for a long time.
It turned out that Xiao Qianyi returned to Luo'an after New Year's Eve.
Because she was depressed, she wanted to go to the tea shop that she used to frequent. She heard that the scholar told jokes and didn't want to pass by a wine shop that she had always wanted to go to. She hesitated at the door and walked in.
It was originally a place where Orchid was dancing, but unexpectedly a storyteller came, telling stories that everyone already knew. I felt even more depressed, so I asked for a bottle of wine.
Just when she took a few sips, she saw Yu Wenke.
He even walked over to her table and sat across from her, half-jokingly saying that he wanted to compete with her in drinking capacity.
She was unhappy, and she did want to drink to vent her anger, but she wasn't so confused that she couldn't distinguish between friend and foe.
The expedition was about to begin, and she thought she might be able to get some useful information from Yu Wenke, so she nodded in agreement.
It was normal at first, until later——
When she opened her eyes again, she was naked and sleeping on the same bed as Yu Wenke.
The marks on the bed and the strangeness on her body made her understand what happened even if she didn't worry.
She wanted to kill him at that time, but found that she couldn't help herself.
Just let him bully you.
She couldn't and didn't dare tell anyone that something like this happened.
Once people find out about her, not only the entire Xiao family in the Yin Yue Mansion will be disgraced, but even her father and brother will be ashamed of her, and... others will even dislike her, and she will be despised no matter whether she is dead or alive.
From that day on, she was controlled by Yu Wenke.
Then one day, he told her that he knew that she liked Yu Wenjue in her heart, and he was willing to fulfill her and help her.
She thought he was tired of it, so she was relieved. At most, she would never marry in this life.
Unexpectedly, Yu Wenke said that he had struggled in his heart when he asked her to obey his arrangements at the practice banquet, but half-forced and half-coaxed, she agreed.
Mistakenly thinking that the only hope is just another deeper trap.
Xiao Qianyi's eyes were wet and red, she lowered her head and her voice became hoarse.
"I went to Mingguang Hall as promised. That night, I didn't sleep at all. Even now, I'm not afraid of your annoyance. I've known him for so long, and this is the first time I've been so close to him. You know, don't look He's so—" in front of you."
Xiao Qianyi bit her lip. She would never forget his domineering demands and humble requests to Liang Huan in the wine shop in Jinye City...
That was the Yu Wenjue she had never seen before.
It turns out that he is not a person without emotions and desires.
It turns out that some of the rumors on the streets were not untrue.
Liang Huan pursed her lips tightly, lowered her eyelashes and remained silent.
Xiao Qianyi wiped away her tears and lowered her eyes to look at the hand holding her own: "I faced him. In the humiliation, I only felt shameful for my actions, but in this shamelessness, there was also a trace of expectation——"
"I even thought that if this thing really comes true and he really marries me, then I will definitely go to Jinye to bring you back in person in the future, apologize to you, and ask for your forgiveness."
She shook her head and sighed: "But just when I was helping him take off his clothes, I heard him murmuring in his sleep. Do you know what he was talking about?"
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