Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Li Xiuyu has never seen her father. Her mother said he went to a far place, but there are always people saying that her father "doesn't want her anymore". She gets sad every time she hears such words, but she doesn't cry when she is sad. Instead, she rushes up to fight with others.

Later, when she was in kindergarten, her mother asked her if she wanted a father. Li Xiuyu said she did, because everyone else had a father, but she didn't, so she wanted one. She could already sense what kind of answer her mother wanted.

Come to think of it, sometimes she really wanted a father, although when she saw other children screaming and howling after being beaten by their fathers she would secretly be glad that she didn't have one.

After she said she wanted it, her mother took her to meet a man, who bought her a lot of snacks as soon as they met. These snacks were not sold in the countryside, but only in the county town. She was bought off just like that.

Of course, it might also be because I like the man named "Li Minghua" and feel that he is close to me and will not treat me badly.

After a few such contacts, Li Xiuyu moved with his mother to the next town and met the nominal "brother".

Before this, Li Xiuyu had heard that there was an "older brother" in her father's family who was a few months older than her, but she had never seen him in person, so she had never had any real feelings about him.

Even when she first met Li Zhuangsheng, Li Xiuyu had no idea what a "brother" was. As a kindergartener who couldn't even write her own name, she had no idea what Li Zhuangsheng, the brother who showed up, was.

Li Xiuyu remembered that when she first met Li Zhuangsheng, he stared at her blankly for a long time and then said, "Sister, you are so beautiful!" This made Li Xiuyu feel very embarrassed. She thought, is this fool my brother?

She vaguely knew that her brother was "older" than her sister, so this also implied that her brother had a higher status in the family than her sister...but other people's brothers were much older than their sisters, while her brother looked about the same size as her, which made her very unconvinced.

She still remembered that on the first day she moved to her father's house, Li Zhuangsheng took her hand and showed off to his friends everywhere, just like Monkey King showing off his precious cassock everywhere, which made her speechless. But since she had just arrived, she couldn't get angry.

After returning home, Li Zhuangsheng was beaten as expected, and his father even broke the wooden stick that the other party had picked up.

Li Xiuyu had no objection to Li Zhuangsheng being beaten, but she felt very sorry that the stick was broken. The stick was a treasure that Li Zhuangsheng had picked up, and it was very straight, so Li Zhuangsheng agreed to give it to her, but it was gone before she got it.

Li Zhuangsheng promised to give her a new one later, but in all the years since then, Li Xiuyu has never seen such a straight stick.

But from that day on, she also vaguely felt that her "status" in the family seemed to be higher than her brother. She tried step by step, snatching snacks from Li Zhuangsheng, snatching the TV from Li Zhuangsheng... As long as Li Minghua was there, she would win. As long as she complained, Li Zhuangsheng would definitely be beaten by his father.

Although she was sometimes beaten by Chen Lanying, it was nothing compared to the beatings Li Zhuangsheng received.

So she became more and more dissatisfied with her "brother" and looked down on him. Why was he a "brother"? The title of "brother" itself is one level higher than "sister".

Moreover, the brother really doesn't act like a brother. He is always laughing and joking. He can cry after being beaten one second and smile at her the next second. He doesn't get angry when she takes his things, and it seems that he forgets about it after a while. He picks up a branch and waves it around like a sword, and shouts like a hero. He boasts that he is Ultraman and shines light at her all day long, and then Li Xiuyu turns into a little monster and beats him up. Let him know what it means to be more powerful than Ultraman, and there is no Ultraman in the world. The fundamental reason why Li Xiuyu fights with Li Zhuangsheng is that Li Zhuangsheng is too weak. He can always win in a fight with him. If he always loses, he will definitely not fight.

Generally speaking, when the two of them fight, it is usually Li Xiuyu who takes the initiative to fire the first shot. She is more cunning and acts like a well-behaved child in front of her parents, but when there is no one around, she rides on Li Zhuangsheng's head and shows off her power.

She looked down on Li Zhuangsheng more and more, and she would not play with him in kindergarten, although she would ask him to help her grab toys and swings. She felt that Li Zhuangsheng was stupid and weak in fighting, and it was really unfair that he was a brother "a grade higher" than her!

The turning point was one summer when she met an aunt on the road. The aunt told her that her father was looking for her and gave her a rainbow-colored lollipop that she had only seen in TV animations, saying that it was a gift from her father.

The father that the aunt was talking about was her "biological father". The aunt also said that her father wanted to see her very much, but he could only stay for one day and would leave tomorrow, so she had to go see her father quickly.

Li Xiuyu was very happy. Although Li Minghua treated her like his own daughter, she had always longed to see "her own father" instead of "someone else's." She knew in her heart that she originally had no father.

She was holding a lollipop and was about to go with the other person to meet "her father", but Li Zhuangsheng suddenly appeared out of nowhere, grabbed her and told her not to walk around with strangers.

Li Xiuyu was stunned, not only because of the other party's obstruction, but also because she found that she couldn't break free from Li Zhuangsheng's hand. Wasn't Li Zhuangsheng weaker than her, and couldn't beat her... She suddenly vaguely guessed that Li Zhuangsheng might be giving in to her.

But she didn't have time to think too much at that time. She just wanted to see her father as soon as possible who was about to leave again.

She had never seen him before, at least she had no impression of him in her memory. She wanted to meet him and see what he looked like. She had a lot to say to him.

Li Zhuangsheng reminded Li Xiuyu not to go with strangers, but Li Xiuyu was eager to see her father. Besides, she had always looked down on Li Zhuangsheng, so she naturally would not listen to him at this time and did not take his advice to heart at all.

Moreover, in order to prevent Li Zhuangsheng from stopping him, Li Xiuyu lied that he knew the other person. Li Zhuangsheng was unable to stop her, and suddenly heard the aunt smilingly say that if he was worried about his sister, she could come with him.

Li Xiuyu didn't want Li Zhuangsheng to go with her, as she felt that it would be a bit unfair to Li Minghua, so she didn't want Li Zhuangsheng to know. But since her aunt had invited him, she couldn't say anything.

Moreover, the aunt said that her father has made a lot of money now, and if Li Zhuangsheng could meet the big boss, she would be more confident to bully him in the future!

Li Zhuangsheng thought about it and agreed, but before leaving, he said he wanted to go to the store to buy some water. He quickly ran to the store and bought three bags of ice packs, and gave one to the aunt.

This kind of ice pack was 1 cents a bag and was very popular when they were young. Almost all the children had drunk it. The aunt took them away without thinking much and got on a van after a few steps. There was also a man driving the van, who claimed to be a friend of Li Xiuyu's father.