Rebirth of the legitimate daughter: the daily life of His Majesty the Emperor’s beloved concubine

Su Yuxin's death did not cause any disturbance in the palace. It was just a cart pulled out of the palace and the matter was hastily resolved. But these days, Suning'an has been a little troubled, but he can't tell others about his troubles.

When I came out of the cold palace that day, my head was confused, and under Shen Yanzui's soft soothing voice, I responded to him on impulse, but now I feel a little regretful about it.

But if she talked about these things with others, they would inevitably think that she was unaware of her blessings despite her blessings, and they might even think that she was deliberately showing off her favor, so Suningan could only digest it by herself.

Su Ning'an frowned in distress. Regarding the emperor, she wouldn't even believe it if she said that she was not unmoved at all, but the emperor has always been so interested in her. She didn't dare to think about how much love there was, but it must be because of her. She refused to respond to him and give her heart to him.

Don’t they all say that what you can’t get is what you want most?

Su Ning'an exhaled a breath of thick air, feeling really helpless.

If she told the emperor that she regretted it at this time, her words on that day would not count. I wonder if the emperor would be angry and throw her into the cold palace?

"Actually, why do you need to worry?"

Only Cuizhu knew what she was worried about. Others thought it was because the eldest prince had been pestering her too much these days, so the emperor summoned her to Jiuxiao Palace every day and told her not to see the child every night, so she didn't Just feel free.

"Anyway, the emperor's favorite thing now is the empress. Doesn't the empress always say not to ask about the future and just live happily? Why not enjoy the emperor's favor now, even if in the future... the empress and the prince will be together, right? ? I can’t say, in the future there will be more princes and princesses under the Queen’s knees, and the Emperor values ​​his heirs, so even if the emperor’s heart changes, the Queen’s favor will never be less.”

Cuizhu chirped, and Su Ningan smiled and said, "When did you think more clearly than me?" He took Cuizhu's hand and asked her to sit down and talk to him.

"You know me. It seems like you don't care about anything. You are just afraid that you will gain and lose, and make everyone sad." He raised his lips helplessly, "But it's useless to think about it now. Let's talk. does not work."

Then he looked out the window and said, "If you agree, just accept it. If I regret it, I might cause the emperor to separate from me, so why bother?"

"Miss, you are right to think so." Cuizhu held her hand tightly, "Miss has been smart since she was a child, but she often thinks about the wife and the slave, and she always feels wronged. Although the slave does not read many books, she always feels that people Life is as long as the grass and trees are in autumn, so the young lady should live her life freely for herself."

"Yes, you should live for yourself." Suning'an looked out the window and couldn't help but murmured: "If you think about others and look forward and backward in everything you do, wouldn't it be too tiring?"

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Before dinner, Shen Yanzhuo came to Chaolu Palace as usual. Now the child looked the same every day, and he had to tease the child every day before he would stop.

Now the child has been slowly weaned and eats more other foods. Therefore, the small kitchen of Chaolu Palace will prepare food for the little prince to eat every day, and the imperial dining room will select the freshest and best ingredients and send them here. During dinner, they will be served together, held by the wet nurse, and the empress will personally Feed it to the little prince.

Although the concubines in the palace never did this, the emperor never stopped them, so they naturally did not dare to say anything.

However, after a few times, the person holding the child during dinner has changed from the wet nurse to the noble emperor. Occasionally, the child misbehaved and soiled the dragon robe without caring.

"Since the Emperor is here, why not rest here?" Su Ning'an looked at Shen Yanzhui holding her hand, then looked at the dragon chariot outside, and then looked at the side hall. To be honest, he asked her to leave the child I really can't bear to be left here alone.

Ana Shen glanced at her and pulled her into his arms, "It doesn't matter whether he is weaned from breastfeeding or not. The important thing is to stop breastfeeding!"

When he said this, his face suddenly turned red, and he took him out of Chaolu Palace.

Without any explanation, he pulled Suningan into the chariot and said with a smile, "I don't want such a milk-smelling little thing to always be between you and me."

Suning'an looked at him, bit her lip, followed his strength and pillowed her head on his chest, sighing silently.

What the book says is really true, men can really be jealous of their own children!

Although it was still incomprehensible, he couldn't help but curl his lips.

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The incense in Jiuxiao Palace was replaced, and the strong smell of love just now disappeared a lot in a short while.

After calling for water several times, Suningan felt dry and slept particularly sweetly in his arms. But today, for some reason, she seemed to have fallen into a thick fog again.

Only this time, the environment was particularly unfamiliar.

Suningan looked at it for a long time before realizing that this was Guang'an Temple in Mount Tai.

All around were the sounds of chanting sutras and banging wooden fish.

Su Ning'an felt a little noisy, couldn't help but cover her ears, frowned, and found the bright yellow figure among the monks in the hall at a glance.

"Ana Yanzui! Tell them to stop! It's so noisy! I have a headache!"

Su Ning'an looked at Shen Yanzui who was sitting cross-legged in front of the Buddha. He had his hands clasped together and there was a string of Buddhist beads in his palms.

But what's even more strange is that although she felt noisy, she didn't have a headache. Although the rather irritable sound came from her mouth, she didn't speak?

After listening to myself yelling and cursing beside him for a while, the chanting and the sound of wooden fish finally stopped, and the whole world became pure.

"emperor."

The abbot of Guang'an Temple had a kind look on his face, put his hands together and performed a Buddhist ritual to Shen Yanzui.

"The imperial concubine is too violent, and even the Buddhist scriptures of the Seven Seven Forty-Nine Days can't save her. I think it's because her resentment is hard to explain, her hatred is too strong, and she doesn't want to leave."

I? Violent?

Su Ning'an looked at Shen Yanzhui with confusion on his face as he stood up. His brows seemed to be covered with frost and heavy snow, as depressing as branches broken by heavy snow.

With red eyes, he looked up at the Buddha's golden body for a while, then slowly said: "Is there any way, abbot?"

Su Ning'an watched the old abbot close his eyes and meditate for a moment, and then heard him say: "The empress is too resentful. The only way is to be reborn. She will not be willing to let go of her life until she can be happy in the third life."

Rebirth? Such absurd remarks made her want to laugh. She was about to raise the corners of her lips, but she couldn't.

Isn't she now reborn?

"Rebirth? Can you really be reborn?" Shen Yanzui hurriedly took two steps forward, "Is it a new life, not a resurrection from the dead?"

The abbot nodded, "It is to let the imperial concubine enter reincarnation again, but she still encounters the old people and old things, and is unwilling to let go of all the grudges."

"What if it doesn't work?" Ana Shen frowned, "Can I help her?"

The abbot shook his head, "Even if you are reincarnated, how can you help if the emperor can recall his past life? If he repeats the same mistakes in his next life, he will only be distraught!"

Su Ning'an watched Shen Yanzui take a step back suddenly, his face blank for a while.

I saw him clenching his fists tightly and murmuring: "If you are not reborn, you will be trapped in this world forever, and your anger will never go away. If you are not reborn, if you are still like this life, your soul will be gone!" After saying that, he pursed his lips tightly and closed his eyes. , as if he had made a difficult decision, "How can I make her reborn?"

Suning'an hurriedly looked at the abbot again, "If you want to be reborn, you need half of your lifespan and seven cups of your heart's blood to lead the way for the empress. And your majesty will be a vegetarian all your life without seeing any trace of meat. This price is very high, so please, your majesty."

"No, don't!" Suning'an hurriedly stepped forward to ask him not to do this, but Shen Yanzui cut the abbot's words categorically, "Okay! Without further ado, abbot, please hurry up and prepare!"

"Ana Yanzui!"

Suningan stared blankly as the monks in the hall retreated one by one, leaving only the abbot and the emperor kneeling in front of the Buddha.

A golden cup was placed on a tray covered with bright yellow brocade. Next to it was a dagger that was colder than the moonlight. Three or four royal doctors were waiting on the side.

Su Ning'an watched helplessly as an imperial doctor picked up a dagger, while An Li pursed her lips and with a pale face unbuttoned Shen Yanzui's chest, revealing her strong chest.

"Your Majesty, how dare you, humble minister!"

The tip of the silver knife sank into his chest little by little. She felt her chest stagnate and couldn't help but scream in horror: "Shen Yanzui!"

As soon as his eyes turned, Su Ning'an immediately recognized this place.

In the inner courtyard of the palace, Bai Ling hangs everywhere.

Outside, the concubine knelt on the ground, crying loudly, but Su Yuxin was nowhere to be seen.

She looked at Shen Yanzui lying in the luxurious coffin, and the haziness in her eyes formed a stream. The drops fell on him one by one, but they passed through his body without getting even half wet.

At only forty-five years old, he is in his prime years!

Kneeling in front of the coffin, his fingertips passed through the face that had long since lost its voice but was still handsome.

"You and I have not yet fallen in love, so you are like this. Do you know that I have not fallen in love with you at all?"

"You're so stupid! You're so stupid!"

Holding tightly to the edge of the coffin, she didn't notice that the crystal tears had turned into red blood drops.

"Is it worth it? Ana Shen!"

"Is it really... worth it?"