The first interstellar commander is an involution maniac

My name is Huo An.

is a monster.

Since I was a child, I have been able to hear another kind of sound, similar to the roar of an animal, like a chant, coming from my body.

But no one can hear it except me.

Whether it was the Alliance, the Empire, or other border galaxies, I had never heard this kind of language and tone. Later, my father explained to me that it was an ancient animal language that came from my genes.

I am a genius that is extremely rare in the entire galaxy. My genes are very regressive and ordinary gene locks cannot lock them at all. As long as I can grow up successfully, if nothing unexpected happens, I will become the strongest person in the entire galaxy.

That's it!

I'm not a monster!

"Such a strong gene is simply not something humans can control. It can make you go crazy at any time."

At first I didn't think much of it when my father said this, it was just madness, I was sure I could control it.

But the facts tell me that I am too naive.

The first time I went crazy, I hurt my mother.

When I came to myself, I saw her lying in a pool of blood, and I felt as if the sky was falling and the earth was splitting.

My mother kept telling me that she was fine, that it was just a minor injury, but I knew that was not true, my mother and father were both whistleblowers, they had been sorting out my mental strength and were naturally repressive towards me.

If the 12-year-old me could hurt her if I went crazy, then the 14-year-old me could definitely kill her if I went crazy.

This is the first time I feel so disgusted with my genes.

I also fully realized why my father was always anxious about my health.

My father was a true genius, and he would have surely invented many more world-changing inventions if he hadn't spent the vast majority of his life figuring out how to keep me alive.

My daily menu was customized by my father, and it contained many delicacies, which he asked Anlong for, I know.

Since I was a child, I have disliked my uncle named An Lunzhe. He always looked at me in a very strange way, which made me feel uncomfortable.

After talking to my father, he tried to avoid any meetings between me and Allen.

I was very busy every day. Not only did I have to learn a lot of very difficult content (I later found out that the courses arranged by my father were too beyond my age), but I also had to constantly consume my energy by fighting with the robots designed by my father to ensure that I was in a state of "weakness" but not "exhaustion" at all times every day.

According to my father, this would allow my genes to fall into a dormant state due to fatigue for a long time, but would not stimulate their potential, thus greatly increasing my chances of growing up successfully.

He had the final say on all arrangements, and I fully cooperated because I really didn't want to hurt my mother.

But an accident still happened.

Through daily fights with robots, my fighting skills improved rapidly, to the point that even the most advanced robots were no match for me; their flaws were too obvious.

When I was 14 years old, my father had to take the risk and take me to the black market to participate in real fights.

That was my first time fighting with a real person. I felt unprecedented excitement. Hot blood flowed through every corner of my body. My genes seemed to be called by something, and a kind of animality instantly overwhelmed me.

Before this, I tried to warn my father, but he didn't notice that my opponent was an S-level warrior. He was always afraid that I would die at his hands.

When I woke up, my opponent was dead, and I was controlled by Mask and Uncle Shen Feichen together.

Someone in the audience below the boxing ring was screaming, "Monster! Little monster!"

That was the first time I saw openly revealed devastation and fear in my mother's eyes.

I still hurt her deeply.

I am a monster, a monster that cannot be tolerated in this world.

From that day on, my father disappeared.

He left me a very detailed plan, which planned out what I should learn every day, what food I should eat, and what kind of opponents I should defeat in the black market. On the last page of the plan, it said: Son, perhaps I will be back before you complete today's task.

From that day on, the people who supervised me became Mask and Shen Feichen.

Mask was responsible for arranging a series of activities for me in the black market, and Shen Feichen was responsible for supervising my studies, combat training and even mecha.

Yes, I have been able to fly a mecha and fight independently since I was 14 years old.

The best thing about Shen Feichen's training me is that both he and I are dark warriors, so communication is very clear.

And he is different from my father. He is very talented in fighting. No matter how much I feel I have improved, I will always lose to him.

The phrase he often said was: "Don't think you are the only one who is making progress, boy. The day a soldier stops making progress is the day he dies."

Apart from Anlunzhe, he is the strongest person I have ever met.

Stronger than Mask.

Although I don't know where my father went, I know that he went to some remote galaxy. He seemed to be looking for something. When the signal was good, he would call me via video, ask about my recent situation, and ask me to stay with Shen Feichen as much as possible.

He believed that my current genes would submit to such a powerful being and would not cause trouble in the short term.

So I became Shen Feichen's follower.

Sometimes in the fleet, when someone asked him who I was, he would jokingly say, "Ah? I'm his second father."

Then I would call him "Uncle Shen".

I thought time would pass peacefully like this.

On my 15th birthday, An Lunzhe suddenly appeared in front of me, brought me ingredients for the new year, and gave me a star beast as a gift.

That is the most common ornamental animal in the galaxy. It is called Dora. The milk it produces is very delicious. I have drunk it.

My father warned me many times to stay away from star beasts because they would induce my dormant animal genes, but I couldn't refuse Anlunzhe's kindness. Besides, ornamental animals are artificially bred and their bloodlines are not pure, so they will not have any impact on me. I plan to accept them first and let Uncle Shen come over to deal with them later.

After Anlunzhe left, my memory became blurry.

I have changed.

When I woke up in the hospital, all I saw was my heartbroken mother.

It turned out that half a year had passed since my birthday, and I had become a Super S, the youngest Super S in the universe.

I also learned the devastating news.

I don't have a father anymore.

I have spent almost the entire past six months in the hospital, on the verge of death.

My father came back from afar and chose to sacrifice himself in order to completely stabilize my mental strength.

At that moment, my heart died.

There was no meaning in my life, but when I saw my mother, I knew I couldn't die, at least not alone.

I am all she has.

So, let me live like this numbly, living a life worse than death.

I am not a genius, I am a complete monster, a monster who killed my father.

I returned home and found the letter my father left for me. He asked me to continue with the plan he had made for me and said he would be with me in another way.

There was a big hole in my heart.

I am ashamed of his love.

I was too careless.

I wanted desperately to find Dora, but there was no trace of it in the entire house, as if it had never appeared.

My only rationality tells me that I cannot ask, because there are two possibilities:

First, this is an illusion, the goal is to split the An family and make the Huo family fight against the An family;

Second, this was a conspiracy by my uncle An Lunzhe to kill me.

No matter which possibility it is, my mother, Uncle An, and Mask cannot solve it. An Lunzhe is in a high position and has great power, and no one can compete with him.

fraud!

Damn liar!

I went berserk.

I destroyed my body, destroyed my home, and saw it become as broken as my heart.

I suddenly came back to my senses.

I felt the Father.

He left a mark on my spiritual sea, which may be the other kind of companionship he mentioned.

But I vaguely felt that the mark he had left with his life was very shallow and seemed like it would disappear at any time.

My mother and Uncle Shen took me back to the hospital again. My mother told me in great pain that she was going to send me to An's home because she had to do something very important to protect me in the future.

I agreed.

settle down?

well.

I'm going to get to the bottom of this matter there.

*

That’s how I arrived at An’s home.

The An family has many children, and the one that is most valued by the family is a boy who is one year older than me, named An Ranfeng.

He has many, many friends, is still in school, and has a lot of social events every week.

I had never been to school and had no playmates my own age, so I didn't know how to get along with people my age, but I could sense his hostility towards me.

Perhaps because of this, his friends were quite hostile towards me.

But he was smart. He would always hide his hostility towards me in front of others and never attack me because he knew he couldn't beat me.

His followers are not so smart. There are always some of them who challenge me without knowing their own limitations and then get beaten up by me.

But I underestimated the depth of these people.

They actually smeared potions on themselves that could drive star beasts crazy!

That time, I was completely enraged and went completely crazy.

I'm ready to kill you.

A man named Qiu Sheng stopped me.

He was very strong. He drove a mecha and rescued those people from my hands, and also saved me.

"Your name is Huo An, right?" Qiu Sheng jumped down from the mecha, sweating all over his forehead. "I know you still have some sense. You were very measured every time you acted before. Why do you want to kill someone this time? Are you going to ruin your future for these scum? It's not worth it!"

not worth it?

I wanted to die.

An Lunzhe's mental strength is too strong and his vigilance is too high. I can't find anything at all. There is no point for me to stay in the An family. On the contrary, I am almost becoming the power that shackles my mother.

I turned around and prepared to leave.

"Qiu Sheng! You're crazy!" someone in the crowd shouted, "You actually spoke for him!"

"If you offend An Ranfeng, how will you survive in the An family? How will you survive in the Central Star Region Fleet?"

"If he's offended, then let him be offended. I can't just watch him fall into someone else's trap."

It’s my fault that my hearing is too sensitive. I heard Qiu Sheng’s friend ask him this.

I stopped and turned around.

He looked at the man named Qiu Sheng and said, "You are a natural sniper. Go to the First Army in Danzig. Only the teachers there can teach you."

Qiu Sheng was slightly stunned, staring at Huo An's departing back in a daze.

This episode seemed to have caught my mother's attention, and she came to visit me at An's house.

I don't know what kind of deal she made with the An family, but since then, everyone in the An family has served me even more attentively, and no scoundrel like this dares to make trouble in front of me.

In this way, time came to An Ranfeng's birthday party.

As the most promising new generation of the An family, his birthday party would be a grand occasion. I hated such occasions, so I left early and found a corner in the garden to stay.

After lying there for a while, I heard two people approaching.

A boy is confessing his love to a girl.

I was on the tree, and I could see the girl's face clearly by lowering my head slightly. She was indeed very beautiful, with a gentle voice. She was a well-educated girl carefully nurtured by a noble family.

"I'm sorry, but grandpa doesn't allow me to have a relationship before I go to college."

The boy was rejected. He seemed to be of high status and became angry and humiliated the girl a few times. When he saw the girl was scared and crying, he left.

I watched for a while and found it boring. Just as I was about to leave, I heard another boy scolding the girl in a vicious tone, as if it was a big sin not to accept the boy's confession.

From just a few words, I understood that the two were siblings, and both were from the Luo family, which should be a very small family that I had never heard of.

"Do you know how much effort I put in to get An Ranfeng to agree to let you attend this banquet?"

"I'm sorry, Brother Zhiqiu, I know I was wrong."

"I'm sorry! You just know you're sorry! That was the second son of the Wang family! You actually refused! Are you crazy?"

"But grandpa said that I should focus on the four major families..."

"You! You are so...stupid!"

I found that the girl didn't seem that stupid. She sent away a man who had bad intentions towards her and a brother who made her sacrifice her body with just a few words.

And the look in her eyes when she looked at the sky was not soft at all, but very sharp.

I had only seen this kind of look in my mother's eyes a few months ago.

This girl from the Luo family is quite interesting.

I was about to lie down somewhere else. This girl was surrounded by gossip, and what I hated most was gossip. But I didn't expect to hear a group of people walking towards this direction just as I stood up.

"Did you see that monster?"

"Who? Huo An?"

"He left a long time ago. He was probably there when General An was giving his speech."

"What bad luck! I came all the way here to cause trouble! And he ran away!"

"Forget it, brother. I heard that his mother is expected to win the election and become the Governor of Danzig. He is not someone we can afford to mess with."

"Huh, Huo Qingchuan? Just a whore who only knows how to rely on men!"

"Hahaha, I heard that Shen Feichen, who is beside her, is a good friend of her deceased husband. What a complicated relationship!"

A figure suddenly appeared in front of them.

Huo An's eyes turned red as he shouted angrily: "How dare you, you scum? Insult my mother?!"

"..Huo An?" the leader said disdainfully, "I've been looking for you everywhere, but I didn't expect you to be hiding in a tree and eavesdropping!"

He hadn't realized that Huo An's condition was not right at the moment. Not only had he gone berserk, but he was also on the verge of losing control.

"No one can insult my mother!"

Huo An didn't waste any more words. He rushed forward and knocked them all down with just a few moves.

The leader was kicked away and stopped only after his back hit a tree. His entire chest cavity had obviously collapsed and he was unconscious and barely breathing.

Huo An walked towards the man with murderous eyes.

At this moment, a fragrant hand stretched out from the bushes beside and held Huo An's hand tightly: "Don't be impulsive. Huo Qingchuan is at a critical period of the election. If you kill someone here, she will definitely fail and you will die. This is a trap for you and your son."

...

To this day, it’s hard for me to describe how I felt.

My spiritual sea suddenly calmed down miraculously. According to my condition at the time, it would not end without bleeding. It was at that moment that I completely understood what my father was looking for.

With a hopeless heart and a desire to pray to God, he tried to find a whistleblower who was 100% compatible with him in this vast universe.

It turns out there really is such a person. She is in the Central Star Region and is about the same age as me.

How ridiculous.

Far in the sky, close in front of you.

But Alan, my father will never come back.

She had her back to everyone and was wearing a mask, obviously not wanting people to discover her identity, but I knew who she was. I have a very sensitive hearing. Although she deliberately lowered her voice, I knew she was the girl from the Luo family just now.

The girl seemed to think that I hadn't calmed down yet. She turned her head and looked at me, her dark eyes shining: "Huo An! Listen to me, okay?"

I turned and walked away from there.

It seems that fate loves to play tricks on people. When I was seeking death, it brought me salvation.

But I don't deserve such a good girl.

She is smart and brave, and should have a brilliant and beautiful life, instead of being tied to Huo An, who may go crazy and transform into a beast at any time.

I want to forget her and stay away from the Central Star.

And bury this secret forever.