I don’t want to be an idol when I’m reborn

Jiang Heng was not so quick to reveal the answer. He spoke to himself, his words full of sadness and loss.

"In the spring of 1993, I met Chu Jie. At that time, we met at the sports hall in the county. He liked to play badminton, and so did I. I studied physical education, so naturally I played better than him. Later, I and I He became familiar with it.”

Jiang Chuwei looked at Jiang Heng. Her eyes couldn't help but feel a little sad. She had already guessed the answer.

"Chu Jie works in advertising, printing handkerchiefs, lighters, and cloth labels for hotels. He is very hardworking and rides a motorcycle to promote business and deliver goods. As long as I have a holiday, I will help him and earn some pocket money. ." Jiang Heng thought of this, and a smile briefly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Later, his business increased and he recruited a younger sister to help him. Later, the two of them became friends..."

Jiang Chuwei interrupted Jiang Heng: "Is this person my mother?"

Jiang Heng nodded and continued: "Slowly, I became friends with your mother. The three of us always went out to play together, went to movies together, and went to eat together. Until one day..."

Jiang Heng thought of this and closed his eyes in pain.

Jiang Chuwei said nothing, she was waiting for Jiang Heng to calm down.

"That day, your mother said she was printing cloth labels at home and asked Chu Jie to deliver the goods. Damn it, I said I would go with you..." Jiang Heng said intermittently, "When we got to the delivery place, I said I was hungry. , Chu Jie got on his motorcycle again and said he would go to West Street to buy some handwriting for me..."

"Then..." Jiang Chuwei's voice trembled.

"I couldn't wait for Chu Jie, so I walked to the handwriting shop on West Street. On the way, I saw a group of people watching..."

"Chu Jie fell in a pool of blood, without even leaving his last words." Jiang Heng covered his eyes, "I killed him, I killed your father!"

Jiang Chuwei's eyes were filled with tears as she looked at the handsome young man in the photo. She touched the photo lightly with her fingers, lowered her head and murmured to herself: "Dad."

She didn't want to grab Jiang Heng's collar and roar, nor did she want to ask him why. Jiang Heng continued.

"After your mother found out about this, she bled a lot. That's when I found out that your mother was pregnant. She grabbed me by the collar, yelled at me, scolded me, and hit me. I admitted it. Originally, she I want to bring your father home to discuss marriage. Chu Jie was really miserable. When he was 16 years old, his parents died in a car accident. Unexpectedly, a few years later, he would pass away in the same way. .”

"Then, why do you two want to get married?"

"Your mother went to the hospital for medical treatment, and a fellow villager found out about it. That fellow villager told people in your mother's hometown. When your grandma found out about it, she was furious. As for me, I also have selfish motives. You are Chu Jie here. The only proof that has ever existed in the world, I don’t want him to disappear completely from this world. So I discussed with your mother, get married, and give birth to you. Of course, I was almost kicked out by your grandma at the time, but okay Now, the wedding was held successfully and your mother gave birth to you successfully." Jiang Heng said this and nodded happily.

"Your mother and I have agreed that after we get married, we will live our own lives. In front of outsiders, we are a couple and we will not interfere with each other at home. Our only goal is to raise you together until you are 18 years old, and then divorce, etc. I’ll tell you the truth when you get married.”

Jiang Chuwei's mood was very complicated at the moment. She didn't know whether she should hate the person in front of her or thank him.

Hate, I hate that he agreed to divorce Zhang Hongmei when he was 18, but ended up being three years early, which completely affected Jiang Chuwei's life trajectory.

Thank you, thank you for standing up and letting yourself appear in this world.

I don't know. Jiang Chuwei didn't know how to face Jiang Heng. She just asked calmly: "So, why did you divorce early?"

"There is no way to continue. Your mother and I have lived in peace for 14 years. Suddenly one day, she asked me if I wanted to be with her for real. She fell in love with me. But, I couldn't Until..." Jiang Heng said nothing more and handed the diary to Jiang Chuwei.

1993 3 Month 20 Day.

I was playing badminton in the county gymnasium today, and a tall, thin boy came in. He was really bad at playing.

But he loves to play, so I played with him for a while and told him how to smash and how to jump.

He actually worshiped me as his teacher.

Today, I accepted my first apprentice as a teacher: Chu Jie.

This apprentice looks bright and handsome when he smiles.

1993 5 Month 10 Day.

Chu Jie said he would take me to his "company" to have a look. After I went there, I discovered that this was not a company, it was just a bungalow.

He said that when he is too busy, he will hire someone to help. He asked me if I would be interested in doing some work for him on Saturdays and Sundays and would pay me.

In this way, I can finally buy my new racket.

1993 7 Month 15 Day.

Chu Jie introduced me to his new female clerk today, named Zhang Hongmei.

But, I’m about to go on summer vacation, so I can’t help Chu Jie with work? What does Chu Jie mean by recruiting another person? I'm angry.