After my epilepsy, the entire entertainment industry shunned me like a snake or a scorpion.

"So, I came to find you."

With one word, Yin Jiu's head buzzed, as if something exploded, and the roar was unstoppable.

She couldn't hear what Lu Chenyan said to her next. All her attention was on him saying that he couldn't survive in the tenth year and came to find her...

"Is it...the last life?"

When Yin Jiu opened his mouth, his throat tightened and he found that his voice was choked.

Feeling the moist feeling on her face, she raised her hand and wiped it, and found that her tears had fallen down unexpectedly.

Lu Chenyan hugged her tighter, as if he was afraid that the person in his arms would disappear in the next second. She could clearly feel the arms holding her back trembling.

"Don't leave... okay?"

Yin Jiu was used to seeing him being calm and self-possessed, but this was the first time Yin Jiu saw him lose his composure.

"You are so cruel, leaving me alone."

Yin Jiu didn't say anything, but hugged him tighter, trying to give him a sense of security.

In fact, Lu Cenyan was indeed greedy for this hard-won warmth. His voice sounded dull and hoarse, with a strong sense of longing. The two of them were like a couple in love who reunited after a long separation and shared their sincere feelings. Confessing their love for each other.

Lu Cenyan hugged her for a long time and just said: "I miss you so much."

Yin Jiu can basically confirm that Lu Cenyan was talking about the previous life.

"You're back too, right?"

She pushed Lu Cenyan gently, and the two of them distanced themselves. The hug just now was so tight that she couldn't breathe.

But Lu Cenyan stood in front of Yin Jiu like a child who had done something wrong. His usually straight back was now bent in front of her. He looked cautious, fearing that he would displease her.

"Ah."

After getting the answer, Yin Jiu gently took one of his hands, held it, and placed it against his heart.

He felt a touch of softness through a thin layer of fabric, and he was speechless. Under his palm, his heart was beating very regularly, vividly.

"You hear me, I love you so much."

Since her rebirth, she has shown less repression of her inner feelings and has repeatedly confirmed her love with him.

Lu Cenyan had been in a daze since just now, and a strong sense of uneasiness surged into his heart. He couldn't suppress it. It wasn't until he saw Yin Jiu that he gradually began to calm down, feeling like he was returning to the world from hell. sense of reality.

The strong heartbeat and real touch in his palm told him that everything was not his dream. Lu Cenyan responded softly: "Me too."

The emotional entanglements that have been involved for two lifetimes seem to have settled in this lifetime.

"In your last life, how did you-"

How?

She couldn't ask a few words no matter what, and her heart ached as if someone was tugging at them.

How did he get here in ten years?

She didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it.

Lu Cenyan knew what she was thinking and explained: "Stomach cancer, late stage."

Yin Jiu was stunned for a moment: "How could that be?"

The Lu family's personal doctor arranges physical examinations for everyone in the Lu family every year. Even if Lu Cenyan has stomach problems, it will never be as serious as stomach cancer.

The only possibility is——

"I did it on purpose."

In the fourth year after she left, his physical condition began to deteriorate rapidly due to long-term and high-intensity work and entertainment. At that time, Lu Cenyan actually had a premonition that he would die soon.

The reason why it took six years was simply because the Lu family used various medical equipment to hang on to their lives...

Lu Cenyan's words confirmed what Yin Jiu was thinking, and he squeezed Yin Jiu's hand and whispered.

Ten years is really too long.

He couldn't hold on any longer.

After hearing this, Yin Jiu burst into tears and cursed with hazy tearful eyes: "Are you sick?"

In order for her to force him to have terminal cancer, he went there with the intention of dying from the beginning!

In fact, what Lu Cenyan was most afraid of was that Yin Jiu would cry. He gently wiped the tears from the corners of Yin Jiu's eyes distressedly: "I'm sorry for making you worry."

Ten years is the limit of what his body can support, and it is also his limit.

Fortunately, he found Yin Jiu.

Lu Cenyan's apology actually touched Yin Jiu's heart. If he hadn't been too willful and extreme, the outcome of the two of them might not have come to this point.

"Actually, in the final analysis, the problem lies with me."

She reflected on it and realized that if the two people had communicated more, these things could have been avoided.

Just when Yin Jiu felt that the two of them had been away for too long, and wanted to urge Lu Cenyan to go back, Lu Cenyan suddenly closed his eyes tightly and gave Yin Jiu a helpless hand, his face a little pale.

Yin Jiu was so frightened that he almost lost his soul. He hurriedly helped Lu Cenyan and said in a nervous tone, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Lu Cenyan shook his head, stretched out two fingers and pinched hard between his eyebrows, his skin was obviously red.

She raised her hand to explore Lu Cenyan's forehead and frowned subconsciously. She grabbed Lu Cenyan's tie and pulled his upper body down to a height equal to her own. Then she put her forehead against her forehead and tried his hand. Body temperature, obviously a little hot.

"You have a fever!"

The heart that had been put down was raised again.

"Room first, I'll make you some medicine."

She pulled Lu Cenyan and was about to leave. She turned around and took two steps, but was pulled back by Lu Cenyan again.

She just ran straight into Lu Cenyan's hot chest.

"Lu Cen...well..."

Before she could finish her words, Lu Cenyan blocked all her words.

The fruity woody fragrance on his body was the same as his own, but the smell made Yin Jiu feel at ease inexplicably.

As her breaths tangled, she was pressed to the point of being out of breath. She could clearly feel that the kiss was so forceful that she lost all initiative and could only passively bear everything.

"Talk to me... okay?"

Yin Jiu couldn't breathe and almost suffocated herself to death. After hearing Lu Cenyan's words, she opened her eyes in a daze and subconsciously wanted to nod. After realizing something, she gasped and replied: "I like you..."

"anything else?"

Lu Cenyan confirmed his feelings to her over and over again.

Yin Jiu also replied over and over again: "I love you."

Lu Cenyan: "I'm very scared. This is all a dream of mine."

But even if it was a dream, he was happy with it.

Even if it was a piece of candy mixed with arsenic, he would still be willing to swallow it.

Just stay in this dream and never let yourself wake up.

Yin Jiu probed into his hair and replied, "This is not a dream."

……

I don't know how long it took before Lu Cenyan let go of his hand.

"Are you dizzy? Can we go back and take some medicine now?"

Yin Jiu was worried that he was still having a fever and kept urging him.

However, Lu Cenyan just hugged her and shook his head: "No need."

Yin Jiu was afraid that he was hiding something from her, so he didn't want to tell her. His voice was nasal: "Can you be obedient?"