After traveling through time, I relied on rich people’s gossip to reach the top of my life.

Li Xi had been talking nonsense all night, which was not very harmful but extremely insulting. Not to mention the younger generation, even the elders wanted to go up and shoot her, but there was a door god-like figure standing next to her, Luo Jingxuan.

No matter how annoyed she was, she couldn't just start a quarrel. It would be embarrassing, and Luo Jingxuan's anger for his beloved would cut off their financial resources, which was not worth it. You have to know that Luo Jingxuan kept them in the Luo family to "make trouble", not because he cared about them, nor did he value family affection, but because of the advice given by Luo Er and his wife when they were still alive - blood is thicker than water, and you should treat your uncles and their families well, even if they are scum.

In the original text, didn't Luo Jingxuan know that it was Luo Da and Luo San who harmed his parents? With his ability, he should be able to find out, but he didn't dare to find out, or he didn't dare to expose it. Because the other party was the "relative" that his parents had repeatedly told him to take care of. Even if he didn't care about this blood relationship, he couldn't ignore his parents' instructions.

Some people may think that this idea is a bit "holy", but for Luo Jingxuan, "taking care of relatives" can be regarded as an anchor point, an anchor point that proves that he is still a "human being".

When Luo Er and his wife had just met with the accident, Luo Jingxuan was filled with anger. Although he did not want to destroy the world, he did not want to give away the property left by his parents. When he saw his parents' bodies being sent to the incinerator, he wished he could destroy the entire Luo family and not let anyone get it.

However, he was too weak at that time. He could not stop his uncles and aunts from seizing the business that his parents had worked hard to build, nor could he influence the shareholders to favor his uncles and aunts, nor could he change his grandfather's determination to send him away.

During the years of being away from home, in the first two years, he always had a strong will to go back for revenge when he was fully grown, to revenge his uncle and second uncle who harmed his parents, and his grandfather who did nothing. But in the following years, the heavy workload, the loneliness of having no one to talk to, and the resentment in his heart made him gradually lose himself. He didn't know why he was studying, why he was living, and the meaning of his existence.

He began to doubt himself, life, and the world. He studied and enriched himself step by step, planned revenge, and grew up step by step, but if you ask him what the meaning of doing this is and what he will do after revenge, his answer is most likely that he doesn't know, it's not important, and he doesn't care.

emm, or to put it another way that everyone understands, he suffers from depression.

How to treat depression? The most common method is medication plus psychotherapy. But these two methods are not very realistic for Luo Jingxuan. It's not that he is afraid of seeing a doctor, but the situation does not allow it.

When the accident happened to Luo Er and his wife, Luo Jingxuan's mentality was actually not too bad. He was in line with the image of a teenager whose parents suddenly got into trouble: sad, upset, depressed, and in disbelief.

By the time he realized that his parents' accident might be related to his uncle, Grandpa Luo had already sent him away. At that moment, the boy's mood can be imagined - as if he was betrayed by the whole world. So in the first few years after being sent away, Luo Jingxuan was very angry and his mind was full of revenge.

However, he was too weak at that time and could not do anything. He could only study hard under the arrangement of his father's friends. The high-intensity study distracted Luo Jingxuan's attention, and also gradually smoothed his edges and corners and wiped out the hatred in his heart. It doesn't mean that he no longer hates or doesn't want to retaliate, but he doesn't know where the end of hatred is.

Luo Er and his wife were good people in the traditional sense, and they were very tolerant of their blood relatives. Needless to say, Luo Da and Luo San, even though they were not very capable, Luo Er still arranged relatively high positions for them in the group, and gave them a lot of shares, so that they could get a lot of dividends, but they didn't have that much say. Although he didn't give his collateral relatives too high positions, as long as they asked for a position with a good salary in front of him, he would always give them a position with a good salary.

They often instilled such ideas into Luo Jingxuan. Although Luo Jingxuan disagreed, he never refuted them. After all, Luo's company was quite profitable, so he wouldn't feel bad about giving some of the money away.

Luo Jingxuan was not as tolerant as his parents towards those "blood-related" relatives. He even often felt that they were like blood-sucking leeches on Luo Er and his wife, and he would not even look at them for a second. However, his good upbringing and his parents' advice did make Luo Jingxuan more tolerant of these people.

When Luo Jingxuan first discovered that Luo Da and Luo San had teamed up to kill Luo Er and his wife, he wanted to tear their skin apart. But as he regained his sanity, his overly strong hatred also disappeared. After all, they were blood relatives that Luo Er and his wife had "risked their lives" to protect. According to Luo Jingxuan's understanding of the two people, even if he knew that it was his own brothers who killed him, Luo Er would not turn against him.

After calming down, Luo Jingxuan thought a lot. He thought about the past when his parents were still alive, the words his parents always said, the expressions and decisions his parents might have when they knew about their brothers killing each other, and whether he should take revenge and how he should do so.

The high-pressure study and chaotic thinking almost squeezed Luo Jingxuan's head and plunged him into a vortex of pain. Perhaps it was the body's self-help mechanism that played a role, allowing Luo Jingxuan, who was trapped in the darkness, to find the light. Of course, it was not the so-called salvation, but just finding a balance point - turning himself into a working machine without emotions.

Didn't the people around him notice his abnormality? Yes, they did.

In other words, since he was sent away, Grandpa Luo has arranged for him to receive regular counseling from an excellent psychologist. However, Luo Jingxuan's psychological defenses were very high, and he was full of hostility towards the people arranged by his grandfather, so it was difficult for him to open up to the psychologist. As a result, the doctor could find that he had mental problems, but he didn't know the exact symptoms.

The doctor prescribed some mood-regulating drugs, but Luo Jingxuan didn't necessarily take them. The psychological counseling arranged as appropriate also turned into a confrontation between Luo Jingxuan and the doctor because of Luo Jingxuan's non-cooperation.

It's useless anyway.

The young Luo Jingxuan also clearly knew that there was something wrong with his emotions, but he could not control it and did not want to save himself. He just lived in a daze and trance.

It was not until later that he found a way out and his situation got better. However, he did not break off contact with the psychiatrist, or rather, he quite enjoyed the confrontation with the psychiatrist, which was like a negotiation in the business world and was very interesting.

That is, after spending all these years together, the psychologist has gained a certain understanding of Luo Jingxuan's psychology. Although he is unable to open Luo Jingxuan's heart, he is still very clear about the superficial personality displayed by Luo Jingxuan, such as his "indifference" to blood relatives and his indifference to life.

Psychologists are basically required to keep the patient's information confidential, but the person was arranged by Mr. Luo, so some basic information about Luo Jingxuan would naturally be fed back to the old man. The old man is now indifferent to things, and the information in his hands will soon appear on Mr. Luo's desk.

Boss Luo would not help Luo Jingxuan conceal the truth, and he was already guilty, so he wanted to recruit more people to "fight" Luo Jingxuan together, so that his chances of winning in the future would be higher. So intentionally or unintentionally, Luo Jingxuan's "illness" became known to everyone.

But does Luo Jingxuan care? He doesn't care. Not only does he not care, he also deliberately shows his "indifference" to everyone in the Luo family, letting everyone know that only by being obedient can they get benefits from him. Otherwise, let alone sharing benefits, he will make the other party wish they could neither live nor die.