Chess Game: Villain, place your bets

It was so dark that I couldn't feel anything around me. Donghua Yu could only float, completely unaware of what was happening outside.

Oh, she can still know one thing: she must not have been buried in the ground, because she hasn't woken up yet.

Every time she died, she would enter a dark place. There was no object around her, not even a place to stay. It was like a weightless space. The only thing she could feel was that she seemed to be floating in the air.

You are not allowed to move randomly, you can only move your fingers slightly. She also opened her eyes, but darkness filled her eyes, making her even more panicked. There was no light at all.

She felt uncomfortable and in pain. Whenever this happened, she would laugh at herself: Didn't she like to stay in the dark bed before, but now she is afraid of it. No one bullies you or bothers you, so why aren't you happy?

Yes, a coward like her just likes to be alone...talking to herself silently, playing with herself silently, being her own friend, playing with herself...she doesn't dare A person who touches the sun, if possible, would like to stay in one space forever and never have contact with the outside world. She can only live alone, and she has no way to contact others. As long as she is close to those shining people, she will feel inferior, and she will think of the things she has done that she regrets...

She only remembers her own shortcomings and mistakes. She cannot remember her own strengths. She has been inactive for too long and has completely forgotten what good abilities she has. She always drags others down and hurts others...

why? Why would Cen Xinxuan or the man just now, whether they were sane or crazy, believe in themselves infinitely and not rely on a "mask" like her to be an ordinary person? When the mask shatters, she ceases to exist.

She thought about what happened before, it was messy, fast, and a lot.

She seemed to have experienced a life-and-death escape (Jingyang Middle School), being impersonated (a fake Dong Huayu appeared to replace her), a speedy version of love (Cen Xinxuan pretending to be her lover), direct time travel (appearing in the past after hypnosis), and losing her life. Paul (was killed again)... Okay, I'm sorry she was also annoyed. Why were these things so menacing and perfunctory like a running list?

Who is writing the story? The writing is hasty and boring. Will anyone really read a story like this? Is a story like this really fair to the characters? Everyone regards this as a once-in-a-lifetime experience, and everyone tries their best to make life better, but in the end they are no match for the pen—one stroke can rewrite everyone's destiny.

How ridiculous! Their destiny is not controlled by themselves, it is man-made. It was decided by someone.

So why is she here? The world she created was too funny and false, so she was punished. Come and experience the garbage plot for yourself?

If she had known this, she would not have written it hastily, who would have known that it would be a foregone conclusion!

She felt like she was crying, but there were no tears on her face.

She thought even more uncomfortably that the people and things that made her heart beat wildly were all fake, and she really collapsed. The narration should be introduced very quickly, and the entire plot of the story can be told in a few sentences. However, when a person really experiences a story, time passes at a normal slow speed, and it is difficult for her to distinguish the true from the false. Thinking that she had really experienced such a long life, it suddenly stopped and told her that she was just a big dream. Who wouldn't be angry, who wouldn't be mad?

Why must she be trapped in a made-up plot? She was originally a mouse hiding in the dark, how could she affect the cat basking in the sun?

Why must she pay the price?

She thought about Cen Xixuan's hatred for her and the crazy man's hatred for her. She forgot about Chen Xian and Qiao Fei's trust in her, the heroine and the hero's kindness to her, and the people in the base who wanted to escape. The tenderness of the experimental subject...forgot all the good things and only saw the black cloud. She would only remember the appearance of dark clouds, and she did not want to believe that there was a bright and warm sun behind the dark clouds.

Why is she used to staying in the dark, because only darkness will not pick on her. She can't see others clearly in the dark, and no one knows what she is like, let alone blame her for her faults. She also can't see herself, and she won't blame herself for her faults...

【So dark...】

She sighed like this countless times. It's really too dark. She's been here too long. She felt that her body had been swallowed up by darkness, and she could not feel that she was still alive. She stayed there for a long time. The kind person who always helped her get buried was not here today. She will float in the endless darkness forever. She will never die or sleep, and can only endure loneliness. Fortunately, her brain can function. In the first 60 hours or so, she could talk to herself in her head to pass the time. Now that it is approaching 61 hours, she is a little tired of it.

She had no novel encounters, and it was difficult to just pretend to be a normal person.

She suddenly remembered who said to her, "No matter what you are, you are yourself."

Is it possible that her previous humor, calmness, happiness, and strength were not fake, but her true state of mind. No, it was impossible. She still shook her head, unwilling to believe that she could live a normal life.

The darkness seemed to swallow her harder, and she felt some pain in her body. She closed her eyes and used her imagination to see the world.

She saw herself embedded in the thick darkness, her limbs gradually turning black, and gradually expanding toward the middle. The darkness was about to attack her heart! But she hung there obediently, waiting for the moment it ended.

【It should have been like this...】

She wanted to die, it was her wish. She has no time to care about her personality. She just wants to leave and disappear forever. She doesn’t want ghosts or reincarnations. She just wants to disappear, completely disappear!

She doesn’t want to experience the human world again, she doesn’t want to live anymore…

She is afraid! It had been 78 hours, and she finally admitted that she was afraid. She was afraid of living. She would always make mistakes, hurt others, be disappointing and annoying. She didn’t want to be hated, didn’t want to do something wrong, didn’t want to cause harm. other people.

She wondered, was she the only one who failed so badly?

No, she knew that she was not the only one in the world who was frustrated, there were many people who chose to fall to their own devices, and no one helped them, so they just let them go. But someone pulled her hard, and she was stuck between life and death, forced to live, forced to pretend to live a normal life. How can a dead person pretend to be a living person, or a normal living person?

She didn't understand, did those people have to let her experience it just because they were happy in life? She didn't want it, she just wanted to end herself. Get a good sleep and get a good rest.

But what a funny fate. She had been in the dark for 88 hours now, and her spirit began to go to extremes. She couldn't help but curse herself, complaining that she was not brave enough to kill herself and let herself suffer here.

How ridiculous! After she dies, she still has to suffer the pain of living again, and she still has to be cowardly forever. She is really a little unlucky person, really.

The darkness came close to her heart, and she felt her chest became colder and colder. She felt like vomiting, and felt cold all over. Her body began to tremble slightly, as if she had a cold or fever.

How come you have a fever?

She didn't want to believe that she had become a member of the darkness.

Maybe you can have a good sleep this way.