90: The mother of the little cannon fodder in the control group is reborn

When the second crop of crops was planted on the manor, Hua Lingling also participated. After fourteen years, she returned to the fields again. Not only did she seem like a drag, she was actually a troublemaker.

Look at other people, they are very efficient. They finish one row of crops in a short while and start the second one.

And what about her?

The guy digging holes was busy digging holes for the third bed, but she had just sowed the seeds in a few holes, and there were people behind her waiting to water, fertilize and cover the holes with soil!

Although no one rushed her and waited patiently, she still felt uncomfortable watching them!

If she gave up, it would show that she had bad character and retreated when faced with difficulties.

But go ahead, it will only delay things. Doing something knowing it is impossible, isn't that a problem?

Seeing the gap getting bigger and bigger, Hua Lingling finally made the self-aware decision to give up.

There was no way. She tried very hard, but she really couldn't keep up.

During the two days of planting corn, the space became temporarily idle. Everyone went to plant corn and tomatoes. Only Hua Lingling stayed in the house knitting sweaters as usual. She didn't want to go out, so as not to get depressed after seeing other people's farming efficiency.

She used to be a very capable country girl and wife, but now she looks like she is being lazy when doing her work. It's really shameful!

Hua Lingling was in a depressed mood and sighed repeatedly while sitting in front of the window.

She seems to be 39 this year, right? She will be 40 soon. It is normal for her to be less efficient at work as she ages.

Hua Lingling felt relieved from the depression of not being able to keep up with the work, but then she thought of her age, forty! She could only smile bitterly.

Time is like water! Once it is gone, it will never come back!

She continued to work hard on knitting sweaters, first knitting the three sweaters she wanted, then the ones for her daughter, and finally the one for Wenwen.

By the way, I also need to buy two new clothes for my mother. I can just ask Wu Huiying to choose two sets of clothes from the factory and have them delivered to my home. I can just send a message and the problem will be solved.

Noon, canteen.

Hua Lingling took a tray and queued up for food. She has gotten used to this kind of life now. At the beginning, everyone would stare at her curiously. Although she felt itchy all over, she was also curious about what the soldier was like. Now everyone is familiar with each other and can treat each other normally. If there were not too many people and it were difficult to say hello, according to her living habits, she would say hello to everyone she knows.

Hua Lingling felt bad when she imagined herself greeting everyone. Fortunately, she had kept her eyes straight from the beginning because she was embarrassed, otherwise...

"I want a portion of sweet and sour spareribs, a portion of hot and sour potato shreds, a spoonful of braised eggplant, a fried chicken leg, corn and egg custard for soup, a flatbread for the staple food, and bananas and dragon fruit for fruit."

After Hua Lingling finished ordering, she stood aside waiting. The bodyguard behind her quickly ordered and found a seat with Hua Lingling. She sat opposite Hua Lingling. The two of them ate at a moderate pace, mainly because Hua Lingling did not eat as fast as the other person.

Fortunately, there was time for a nap at noon, so Hua Lingling didn't have to eat in a hurry and then send people to the space to work. At the beginning, she was indeed embarrassed to eat slower than others, which made her look like she was taking a lot of time to eat. Later, when she got familiar with them, she didn't care about those things anymore. She really couldn't compare with them.

After the Clean Plate Campaign was over, she put the plates in the recycling area and went back to her room to lie down.

As for whether you can fall asleep, it depends on how well you slept the night before.

There is always someone following her, and because she stays in the house all the time, the bodyguards are always girls. Actually, there are boys too, but she lives a leisurely life after all. When she stays in the house, it is not so convenient and comfortable to have a boy following her. Usually, boys follow her when she goes out, such as when she strolls in the manor or when they plant corn together a few days ago.

After lying down for a while, Hua Lingling felt that she could not fall asleep at all, so she got up and ate the banana in three or two bites. She then peeled the dragon fruit and ate it while walking. She sat by the window, took out a knitting book, and read while eating.

Although she had plenty of fruits in her space, she felt like something was missing if she didn't take some fruit after the meal when she went to the restaurant. So she would have fruit with every meal, and if she couldn't finish it, she would take it back and eat it when she had time.

This way, that way, that way, this way...

Hua Lingling looked at the needlework and her head swayed from side to side.

She can only do some needlework now, so she has to learn it well. Although she doesn't want to sell them, these are all knitted for herself and her daughter. They must be beautiful and preferably unique!

Thinking about the few days she had left, and thinking about the fact that her daughter was not even 20 years old, she still had 80 years to live! She had to knit more sweaters for her daughter, and sew a few cotton-padded jackets, and as for other clothes, she could buy them from the mall.

People nowadays don’t like to sew their own cloth shoes, and even the slippers they wear are bought, so she is still hesitating whether to sew two pairs for her daughter. Just because she doesn’t like them when she is young doesn’t mean she won’t like them when she is old.

Then there are the insoles. Forget it. She really can’t sew this. Her eyesight isn’t as good as it was when she was young. She doesn’t want to think about this anymore.

With this calculation, she still has a lot to do. Even if she works every minute of every day, she probably won't be able to finish everything she wants to do. What's more, she is used to taking her time when it comes to needlework. It is estimated that after two and a half years, what she has produced will be very limited.

Fortunately, it is not more than ten years ago now. Girls can usually afford whatever they want, which makes her feel a lot more at ease.

Now, she doesn't miss her biological mother Wang Hongying too much, nor does she miss her three brothers and sisters. The one who is most worried about is her daughter Chao Shuyu.

She was only nineteen years old. Even in three years she would only be twenty-two. She was still a child. I wonder if she could bear the news that she was gone.

Also, in her previous life, her daughter died before her. Even if there is no fertility hurdle this time, she doesn't know if there will be other life and death hurdles. This is what she calculated for her daughter when she was in Donghu Village more than ten years ago. Chao Shuyu will have a life-threatening crisis at the age of 22.

She is still worried!

I don’t know if I can bring my daughter here when the time comes. There are veterans here, and I’ll definitely feel safe with them around.

I’m just afraid that I’ll implicate others again.

Ugh!

After thinking about it over and over again, she still had no good idea. She was just worried and worried. She could only put the problem aside for the time being. After all, there was no solution, so it was useless to think about it any more.