90: The mother of the little cannon fodder in the control group is reborn

Hua Lingling didn't know when she fell asleep last night, but it was already past eleven o'clock when she woke up.

She habitually fished out her cell phone from under the pillow and pressed it several times without opening it. Only then did she realize that the cell phone had run out of power and shut down.

After charging her mobile phone, she lay on her side on the bed and looked at the clock on the bedside table. The second hand was ticking, going round and round...

Unable to help herself, she began to recall those years again, recalling every moment she spent with Chao Mingyue.

Blind date, engagement, marriage, having children.

The rest is life.

The scraps and trivialities in life have gradually worn away the enthusiasm they once had. Some are just running around for life. One is struggling outside, and the other is taking care of his family, children, and fields. Both of them are so busy that they can't even see each other. Not much. When I got home, I was so tired that I wanted to fall asleep. How could I still be in the mood to kiss me?

Later, they lived in two places and could only see each other once a year. The two people had been tempered by life and had little remaining relationship. In the end, there was really nothing left.

That's why the divorce was so quick and easy. Even after the two neat people got the divorce certificate, they still couldn't recover.

She closed her eyes and didn't want to think about it anymore. Thoughts were just flying in her head. She couldn't control it and could only try to focus on other things.

Outside the window, the birds on the mountain were chirping, and the sea breeze was blowing, maybe it was the mountain breeze. I don’t know which window was not closed tightly, and the wind whistle was like a ghost crying or a wolf howling, which was worse than a horror movie. The dubbing in it is even scarier, that is, during the day. If it is like this at night, it will definitely scare people and prevent them from sleeping well.

If it was Xiao Yu when she was a child, she would definitely be so scared that she would hide under the quilt and tremble.

Thinking of this, Hua Lingling couldn't help but laugh.

Chao Shuyu was very cute when she was a child. Although sometimes she was too honest and sometimes she was naughty and gave her a headache, Hua Lingling still felt that her daughter was the best in the world!

This is probably what every mother really feels about her children before they go to school.

When the child goes to school, or is called parent by the teacher, or sees the report card that can make people explode at a glance, all the bits and pieces add up, and in the eager mood of "hoping for the child to succeed", I feel that my child was once the best in the world. I have long forgotten about the nooks and crannies, and every day I wish I could beat the naughty child with a broomstick, so that the child can have a long memory.

She once used a grinding stick to scare Xiao Yu, but she had long forgotten the reason. She only remembered that Xiao Yu was so frightened that he cried and didn't know how to run. He was reminded and stumbled out, then fell down.

At that time, she was both funny and distressed. She regretted that she should not have frightened her daughter like this. From then on, she never used "weapons" to scare her daughter again, because her daughter was so scared with just verbal threats. , the kind that can’t be coaxed when you cry.

The daughter she once held in the palm of her hand has been raised by her firmly in the palm of her hand all her life. I wonder what she will grow into in the future after growing up like this?

A beautiful, elegant, confident, independent, and resolute royal sister?

Or is she a good girl with a sweet smile, a gentle personality, understanding, simplicity and cuteness?

Is it possible to become dead green tea or white lotus?

Or Black Heart Lily? Sesame glutinous rice balls?

Thinking of this, Hua Lingling burst into laughter.

This is all she can do in this life. What kind of person her daughter will transform into in college and what she will become in the future are all her own choices and her own life.

Ouch! Why do I suddenly feel like I'm just watching the flowers before my death?

It is said that before death, people will review their life, just like watching a movie. The scenes in their life will appear like a revolving lantern, and even some things they have never remembered before may be recalled again.

She didn't know how many times she had recalled this in advance, and she didn't know if she would be able to watch a short movie when she died. In fact, she felt that these were enough. She didn't need memories about other people. Her life didn't have to be perfect. It cannot reach Consummation.

Moreover, she does not want her next life. Being a human being is too painful, with all the emotions and desires, and running for life. She feels that if there is a next life, it is quite good to be an unconscious stone, which will not hurt or sad.

"Gululu~~"

Hua Lingling's stomach protested.

After lying down for another two minutes, Hua Lingling resigned herself to her fate. After washing herself, she finished a bowl of millet porridge and started eating.

People are like iron rice. If they don't eat one meal, they will feel hungry. She seemed to have missed three or four meals, and her stomach started to hurt.

After finishing the meal, she washed the dishes and put them away. Hua Lingling took out some fruits and vegetables, cleaned them, put them in a fruit plate, and placed them on the table in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass. She ate while looking at the scenery outside.

She has no idea of ​​looking at her phone now. After she turns it on, people she knows and doesn't know may call her and send her messages, asking where she is. What happened! ? what happened? If you have something that you can't discuss carefully and you have to run away from home, you're not a three-year-old kid...

However, thinking that Xiao Yu might have known about it, she was silent for a while and decided to reply to her, so as not to worry her daughter and delay her study.

She replied using Qiuqiu on her computer. Qiuqiu was used to being invisible, so no one knew she was online. It was just right to reply quietly to her daughter.

Qiuqiu is full of news.

The number Xiaoyu sent her alone was 99+. They were all about worrying about her and asking her where she was. There were voice messages, texts, and missed videos.

[Xiao Yu, don’t worry. Mom is fine. She just wants to be alone. You study hard. You don’t have to worry too much about our affairs. He is still your dad and I am still your mom. I am playing outside now. There are too many phone messages. , it’s too noisy, so I won’t turn it on. ]

After sending it, Hua Lingling turned off Qiuqiu regardless of what message Chao Shuyu sent her back.

She didn't even look carefully at the 99+ messages. She just saw the last few messages. She was afraid that she would see something she didn't want to see when she scrolled up, so she simply stopped reading.

She is not a mentally strong person. Her character has been determined since she was a child. She is not much different from the daughter in her previous life. Her ears are very soft, especially when others say too much about one thing, even if she originally thought it was very unpleasant. Well, it can turn out to be pretty good later on.

Therefore, if she wants to stabilize her Taoist heart now, she must stay away from words and news that dissuade her, just like when her mother Wang Hongying persuaded her to have a second child or a son. If she doesn't go back to her parents' home, she won't hear it. Those words won't change your mind.