Su Jinchu and Gu Mingchen looked at the approaching woman and were confused for a moment, not remembering who she was.

The woman noticed it and smiled, "I'm Zhao Shengnan."

The two of them reacted immediately and felt a little embarrassed. How could they have forgotten about it after just meeting each other for so long?

Sure enough, pregnancy makes people stupid for three years!

"Hello, Auntie." Su Jinchu greeted her.

She had complicated feelings towards Zhao Shengnan.

I even feel a little guilty because of my identity.

"Why are you here?" Zhao Shengnan asked.

Gu Mingchen replied: "Visiting the patient."

"Who is sick? It can't be Tuan Tuan!" Zhao Shengnan was a little anxious.

This is the infant and toddler area, and she was worried that Tuantuan was sick.

Su Jinchu quickly explained: "It's not Tuan Tuan, it's... a relative's child was born prematurely, and we came to take a look."

"I'm glad it's not Tuan Tuan. Otherwise, I don't know how sad your father would be if he knew about it." Zhao Shengnan said.

"Auntie, why are you here..."

"I came to see an old friend. We've already met and chatted." Zhao Shengnan replied.

Su Jinchu smiled awkwardly and nodded, not knowing what to say next.

After all, all the pleasantries have been said.

The relationship between the two of them didn't seem suitable for talking about any other topics.

"Xiaochu, are you free now? I want to talk to you alone." Zhao Shengnan asked.

"what?"

Su Jinchu was surprised.

Gu Mingchen frowned slightly, his eyes showing vigilance.

Zhao Shengnan immediately explained: "It's just a simple chat, you don't have to be nervous. I'm leaving soon, and I don't know when I'll be back next time, so I want to talk to you before I leave. After all, you are Ci Jing's daughter and Jing Lan's sister."

"Okay, would you like some coffee? There's a coffee shop opposite." Su Jinchu said.

Zhao Shengnan kindly reminded her, "I can drink coffee, but you shouldn't. You still need to breastfeed, so you can't drink those things."

"I know." Su Jinchu was very touched that she could remind her.

Anyway, at least there is no malicious intent!

The two came to the coffee shop opposite, and Gu Mingchen was waiting in the car outside.

Originally, he wanted to follow in and find a seat nearby to wait.

But Su Jinchu rejected her. She felt that this showed that she didn't trust Zhao Shengnan and was afraid that Zhao Shengnan would feel uncomfortable.

"You didn't let him in because you were afraid that I would feel uncomfortable! You thought it was you who didn't trust me and asked someone to come and watch me."

After sitting down, Zhao Shengnan said with a smile.

Su Jinchu was embarrassed and said awkwardly: "I know you don't mean any harm, so there's no need for him to follow in."

"You are so cautious and considerate of others. You must have suffered a lot when you were a child." Zhao Shengnan said with a sigh.

Su Jinchu looked at her in surprise, his eyes flashing.

Zhao Shengnan smiled and said, "I am the only daughter in my family. My father has only me. Since I was a child, I was afraid that I would melt if I held it in my mouth, and I was afraid that I would fall if I held it in my hands. So I never suffered a bit when I was a child, and I never read other people's faces. If a person has never read other people's faces during his growth, he will not always consider others. Most of the time, he is self-centered. But you are married to Gu Mingchen, but you are still able to consider others. It can be seen that you suffered a lot during your growth, and even now, you still retain your old habits."

Su Jinchu's eyes were a little moist. She didn't expect Zhao Shengnan to say such words to her?

"I'm sorry." Zhao Shengnan suddenly apologized.

Su Jinchu said, "Why are you apologizing to me? I... did have a hard time when I was a kid, but now that I think about it, it's nothing. Besides, it wasn't you who caused it."

"Maybe it has something to do with me." Zhao Shengnan lowered his head and murmured.

Su Jinchu looked at her in surprise.

Zhao Shengnan quickly raised his head again, sighed and said, "In fact, this matter has weighed on my mind for many years. It has always been a knot in my heart. I thought this knot would accompany me for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that there is still a you in this world. I am very happy to be able to say sorry to you in person. Although it doesn't mean anything, it is to untie the knot in my heart."

"What do you mean?" Su Jinchu frowned slightly and asked in confusion.

Zhao Shengnan said, "After that incident, your father told me to make a choice. Do you know how outstanding your father was at that time? He was so handsome, and so many famous ladies liked him. He was also very capable, and was not a useless playboy because of his family background. I was also very attracted to him at that time. The relationship between the elders of our two families was also good. Although we didn't say it explicitly, we both knew in our hearts that if there was no accident, we would get married, and the marriage between the two families would become the strongest combination. But an accident happened, and your mother was that accident. I know it wasn't her fault, but it happened."

"Father said he talked to you about this." Su Jinchu murmured.

Zhao Shengnan said, "Yes, he did talk to me. He was in great pain at the time and didn't want to hide it from me. I was also in great pain when I heard about it. I don't know if you can understand this pain. I was well protected since I was a child and I developed a carefree personality. People say I'm as free and easy as a boy. But that day, I cried all night. I was sad that something like this happened, but I couldn't let go of your father."

Su Jinchu lowered her eyes. All she kept thinking about was how difficult and painful her mother was going through.

But I never thought that there was another woman who was suffering from this incident.

"I cried and thought all night, but I still couldn't let go of your father. So I told him that I was willing to accept this matter and our relationship would remain the same. Soon, we got married. But after marriage... we were not happy. We both tried hard to forget that incident and tried to be good husband and wife.

However, we all overestimated ourselves, especially me. It turned out that I wanted more than just to be with him, I also wanted pure love and marriage. Obviously, this was impossible. I realized that I might not love him. If I really loved someone, how could I not have a little tolerance? At that time, we often quarreled, and the whole Chu family knew that I had a bad temper. My parents were also very anxious about this and talked to me more than once. Your grandfather also talked to your father, and it was quiet for a while after the talk, but it was still like this after a while.

He and I both felt that we shouldn't continue to quarrel like this. He chose to escape and ran into the army and rarely came out. He thought that as long as we didn't meet, we wouldn't quarrel. But I thought of your mother. I felt that the source of everything was her. I wanted to find her and see her. Although I didn't know why I wanted to find her at the time, I just wanted to see what she looked like. When I found her, she was in the hospital waiting to give birth.

I didn't go in to see her, I just looked at her through the door. She was a very gentle and beautiful woman. But when I asked the doctor about her condition and learned her due date, I was very scared. Because I thought the baby in her belly might be your father's. If so, I knew your father would definitely divorce me and take responsibility for her. I know your father, and because of that, I was extremely panicked!

I didn't think of hiding it from him. I was planning to tell your father about it when I got home. Even if it was his child, it was his choice for him to divorce me. But I didn't expect that I would faint on the way home. I was sent to the hospital and found out that I was pregnant.

Can you understand how shocked and sad I was when I heard the news? I wanted to tell your father about your mother, but I was afraid it was true. What would happen to the baby in my belly?

In the end, I chose to conceal this matter. I kept comforting myself that there was a man taking care of her, and the doctor said that was her husband. Maybe the child had nothing to do with your father, but was that man's child.

Later I went there again and found out that she had divorced that man and left you to that man. I became even more certain that you were not your father's child, otherwise she would not have left you to someone else.

Now thinking back, I was actually selfish at the time. I was afraid that your father would divorce me and Jing Lan would lose her father, so I chose to deceive myself. If I had told your father about this earlier, you and your mother wouldn't have suffered so much, and maybe you would have been recognized as a member of the Chu family a long time ago. "

Su Jinchu was shocked. He didn't expect such things to happen.

She never expected that her mother actually had several chances to be saved during her tragic life.

However, they were all lost due to various reasons.

"If you hate me, just hate me! This matter has been weighing on my heart for so many years. Now that I've said it out, I can feel that I have finally untied the knot in my heart." Zhao Shengnan said with a wry smile.

Su Jinchu pursed his lips.

Could she hate her?

If she were in her shoes, she wouldn't necessarily be able to do better than her and speak out about that matter frankly in that situation.

What's more, those were just her guesses.

She also doesn't know what the truth is!

"I don't hate you."

After a while, Su Jinchu whispered, "From your perspective, you did nothing wrong. Maybe this is fate."

She didn't believe in fate before, but at this moment, she could only use this reason to convince herself.

Zhao Shengnan is not a bad person, he is even a good person with a kind heart.

If she had a vicious heart, I wouldn't have apologized to her and confessed to her today!

What happened has already happened and cannot be changed. Why should she make another person suffer?

"Thank you for forgiving me," Zhao Shengnan said with a sigh of relief, "This matter has weighed on my heart for so many years, and I can finally let it go. But can I ask you not to tell your father about this?"

"Don't worry, I won't tell him and ruin your relationship." Su Jinchu promised.

Zhao Shengnan smiled and said, "It's not that I'm afraid of destroying our relationship. We no longer have any feelings for each other. After Jing Lan was born, we still quarreled because I was still thinking about that incident, which made me even more dissatisfied with him. Our feelings had long been worn out in the quarrels. I didn't want him to know, just because I didn't want him to feel guilty. I thought if he had been more patient at the time, maybe I would have told him about that incident."

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