On the day I was caught, the heir of a wealthy family took me to get the certificate.
Chapter 418 I will resent myself
Su Jinchu's question silenced Wen Junning.
After being silent for a long time, he slowly said: "When I woke up that year, my memory was actually confused. Mu Tingnian told me that I injured my head in a car accident, which is why I was like this. He told me that he and I We have known each other for a long time, and we are already married. He also showed me many photos of us together, and I was indeed smiling happily in the photos, and the scenes in the photos always seemed familiar to me. At that time, I believed what he said. I never thought that he had photoshopped the photos of Hongze and me and put myself in Hongze's place.
It took me more than a year to recover from my injury before I was discharged from the hospital. Over the past year, he has been caring for me considerately, so I became even more convinced that what he said was true. After he was discharged from the hospital, he found a man and said he was my brother. He said my name was Lu Wenjun, and that I had parents and brothers. It's just that my parents have passed away, but I still have my brother as a relative. I know I am very happy to have a brother, but when I get along with him, I always feel a little alienated and strange. And many times at night I would dream about a strange man and two children, and I would wake up from my dream every time. He told me that I had these dreams because I was injured, so he found a psychiatrist to give me hypnotherapy. As expected, my dreaming became much better after the hypnotherapy.
I gradually let go of my grudges and doubts and believed in accepting him. Later, when we gave birth to Beibei, I really didn’t have that kind of dream anymore. That period of time... was considered happy! But in this world, how can there be eternal secrets? An accident made me recall everything. If you haven't experienced it, you won't understand how painful it is when memories come flooding back. The moment I remembered everything, I would rather die immediately than live in such humiliation. "
"Although I haven't experienced what you have experienced, I can understand your pain." Su Jinchu gently put his hand on the back of her hand and comforted her distressedly.
Wen Junning shook his head: "You won't understand. To me, the Gu family is not only my husband's home, but also my home. To me, Hongze is not only my husband, but also my relative. But because of me, I feel sorry for the Gu family, I feel sorry for Hongze, and I feel sorry for my two children."
As he spoke, he slowly rolled up his long sleeves.
There are several scars on both arms, which is shocking!
"What are you..."
"I committed suicide, more than once. I cut my wrists, jumped into a river, rushed onto the road, and once I found an opportunity and almost jumped off the roof of a building. Beibei suddenly appeared and called my mother heartbreakingly. I watched She seemed to see Mei'er as a child again, my feet walking down uncontrollably. I already felt sorry for Mei'er and Achen, how could I let Beibei be as pitiful as them again? I would give up the idea of committing suicide, so people kept looking at me, never leaving me.
Gradually I didn't like going out anymore and stayed in this room all day to reassure him. I also thought about divorcing him and leaving him, but... Actually, I went back to Jiangcheng once. During the Qingming Festival, I saw Meier and Achen sweeping the graves of me and their father, and heard Achen talking to him. Friends said that his parents loved each other so much that they would live and die together. At that moment, I gave up the idea of going back to them. Many times, lies are easier to accept than the truth. "
"But now that he knows it, you are still avoiding him, which will make him feel..."
"Do you think I am an irresponsible mother who abandons her husband and her son?" Wen Junning interrupted with a wry smile.
Su Jinchu was silent.
Wen Junning said: "I understand the truth, but... I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. So many things have happened, and I can't face him."
"He knows the truth and will not resent you."
"But I will resent myself," Wen Junning said, "You won't understand how I feel, and you don't have to persuade me anymore. The reason why I let you in and tell you this is because I want you to persuade him. If... ...If there is still any affection between mother and son, don’t come to me again. It’s better for both of us if we don’t disturb each other. After Mu Tingnian dies, I will take Beibei abroad and never come back again.”
Su Jin saw her firm expression at first and knew that she was not just talking. It seemed that she had already made her decision.
"I will convey these words of yours to him, and I will also give him good advice."
"You haven't told me yet why Mu Tingnian is threatening you?" Wen Junning asked again.
Su Jinchu said: "I said this matter is not important. Don't worry, we won't let you see him again."
"Tell me! This may be the last thing I can do for him. In fact, it doesn't matter if we meet Mu Tingnian again. We have lived together for more than twenty years, and I am not as fragile as you think. The reason why we don't see him now He just didn't want to see me, not because he was sad or scared. In fact... he has always been very kind to me. No matter how vicious I said, he never got angry with me and loved Beibei. Deep down, the current situation between me and him is my own problem.”
"Actually, it has nothing to do with Achen, it's my business," Su Jinchu slowly said the reason.
After finishing speaking, he immediately said: "You don't have to wrong yourself for my matter, I will think of other ways."
"Isn't your business his business?" Wen Junning said, "He loves you so much. To him, your business is his business, even more important than his business. I have not done my best for him. As much as a mother can help you, it can be considered as showing some kindness to him. I will go see him tomorrow and tell him what he knows. "
"Thank you." Su Jinchu thanked him emotionally.
Wen Junning was about to speak but stopped!
"Is there anything else you want to say to me?" Su Jinchu asked quickly when he saw it.
Wen Junning said: "Actually, it's nothing, I just want to tell you. Mu Tingnian is definitely not your father. Although I hate him, I can guarantee this, he is not a man who shows mercy everywhere."
"actually……"
"what?"
"Nothing, thank you."
Su Jinchu shook his head and thanked him again.
The matter was settled and Wen Junning sent her out.
As soon as the door opened, Gu Mingchen immediately turned around and looked over.
However, Wen Junning waited for Su Jinchu to go out and then closed the door, seemingly unwilling to look at Gu Mingchen.
Gu Mingchen was sad and sad, as aggrieved as a poor child abandoned by his mother.
"What did she tell you? She doesn't even want to see me. How much does she hate me?"
"Achen, she doesn't hate you, really, I swear." Su Jinchu defended Wen Junning.
Gu Mingchen didn't believe it, and snorted coldly: "If you don't hate me, why don't you even look at me? Mu Tingnian may be right. She doesn't love my father, so she doesn't love us either. If she left back then, maybe She did it willingly.”
"Achen."
Su Jinchu scolded angrily.
Gu Mingchen also felt that he had gone too far, but he couldn't save the dignity to apologize, so he could only turn around and get in the car angrily.
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