On the day I was caught, the heir of a wealthy family took me to get the certificate.

"Miss Su?"

Su Jinchu was about to get in the car when a woman suddenly came out and called her.

The bodyguards immediately took action to protect Su Jinchu.

Xiaowen also protected Su Jinchu behind her, looked at the woman stopped by the bodyguard and asked, "Who is that person?"

"Miss Su, it's me." the woman said eagerly.

Su Jinchu said in surprise: "Ms. Lin?"

Lin Jingshan nodded and asked weakly: "Can I talk to you alone?"

Xiaowen quickly lowered her voice to remind Su Jinchu: "Miss Su, be careful, there is danger."

Su Jinchu said to Lin Jingshan: "If anything happens to Ms. Lin, just tell me directly! If you find it difficult to say anything, you can also send me a message. I can add you on WeChat now."

"Actually... it's nothing important. I'm just worried about... Hongze's body. You must have come out to visit him when you came out! I wonder how he is doing now? Is his health okay?" Lin Jingshan asked with concern ask.

Su Jinchu asked curiously: "Didn't Ms. Lin go in to visit him?"

Lin Jingshan smiled bitterly: "I would like to go in to see him, but... Mr. Gu doesn't allow me to see him, so I can't go in."

Su Jinchu suddenly thought that Lin Jingshan used to work for Mu Tingnian. Did she know about Wen Junning's amnesia?

"You guys get out of the way first and let me have a few words with Ms. Lin alone." Su Jinchu said to the bodyguard.

Xiaowen said worriedly: "Miss Su..."

"It doesn't matter, Ms. Lin won't hurt me." Su Jinchu said.

Xiaowen had no choice but to step aside and wait aside with the bodyguard.

"Thank you for trusting me," Lin Jingshan thanked Su Jinchu gratefully.

Su Jinchu said: "I have always heard Achen mention his younger brother. They have a very good relationship as brothers. He said that his younger brother is from Zhilan Yushu. Presumably the biological mother of such a person is not bad in nature."

Lin Jingshan said bitterly: "I had a lot of bold ideas when I was young. At that time, I didn't have much concept of good and evil. I just wanted to survive. As long as I could survive, I could do whatever I wanted. What was right, wrong, good? Evil, living alone and letting your family live is good. What does the suffering of others have to do with me? When I can't protect myself, I don't have the energy to care about the lives of others. Therefore, I have never regretted the things I have done. . Even now, I don’t regret my decision back then.”

"I am not a party to this matter and will not make any comments." Su Jinchu said.

Lin Jingshan thanked me: "Thank you, it's great that you think so. Many people have never experienced my pain, but they only accuse me from the high moral ground. It's really ridiculous!"

"I'm talking to you alone because I want to ask you something else." Su Jinchu said, "Since you were ordered by Mu Tingnian back then, do you still have contact with Mu Tingnian these years? Is there any way you can get close to him? , help me find out something?"

Lin Jingshan smiled bitterly and said, "Miss Su, you think too highly of me, and you think Mu Tingnian is too simple."

"What do you mean?" Su Jinchu was confused.

Lin Jingshan said: "Those things back then, although we all knew that Mu Tingnian was the instigator. But the person who really contacted me and asked me to do those things was not Mu Tingnian. Who is Mu Tingnian? How could I Met him? To tell you the truth! It was the first time I met him when I accompanied Hongze to find him. I had never met him before. "

"It's actually like this." Su Jinchu was disappointed.

She thought she could get close to Mu Tingnian through Lin Jingshan, but it seemed that she thought of the problem too simply.

"But why do you suddenly ask these questions?" Lin Jingshan asked.

Su Jinchu said: "Since you went with me at that time, you should also know that Mu Tingnian's current wife is..."

"I know, and I didn't expect that she would be so cruel in order to take revenge on Hongze." Lin Jingshan said.

Su Jinchu said: "Do you really think she deliberately faked her death and left with Mu Tingnian because she hated Achen's father for cheating on you?"

"Isn't it? Mu Tingnian said this personally, and she was in the car at the time. Although she didn't admit it personally, she didn't get out of the car. She was so cold that she turned a blind eye to Hongze." Lin Jingshan said.

Su Jinchu looked at her intently.

Lin Jingshan was stared at by her with an unnatural expression, her eyes flickered and she asked: "What's the problem?"

"There is a problem," Su Jinchu said, "I have read your book, and I can see from your words that you are a very smart and thoughtful person. Because of his own shortcomings and guilt, Dad did not notice the abnormality. Forget it. But as a bystander, you shouldn't have noticed anything. You said that she was in the car and never got out. Mu Tingnian told you everything. It’s all true, didn’t I lie to you?”

"What reason would a person like him have to lie to us?" Lin Jingshan said.

"Of course," Su Jinchu said, "You can make Dad give up and stop pestering him. This is his reason. She hasn't come down all this time. Maybe it's not that she doesn't want to talk to Dad, but that she doesn't know Dad at all."

"You mean, she has lost her memory?" Lin Jingshan asked speculatively.

Su Jinchu nodded: "You must have doubted it before, right?"

Lin Jingshan's expression froze, and her face showed an expression of someone who had seen through her thoughts.

"You have lived with him for so many years. Although you think you are not wrong, your happiness is based on the pain of others. You can ignore other people's feelings, but don't you care about his feelings? Real love A person does not want to possess, but wants the other person to be happy. You know this better than me. "

"I had doubts back then," Lin Jingshan lowered her head and said bitterly, "I didn't believe a word Mu Tingnian said. And she had been sitting in the car looking at us coldly, but she didn't get down to follow When Hongze said something, I guessed that she might have lost her memory and didn't remember Hongze at all. Otherwise, it was impossible to be completely indifferent. But these words... I didn't dare to tell Hongze that his condition was very bad at that time. Telling him will only make him continue to struggle. If he continues to struggle, Mu Tingnian will definitely kill him. I just want him to live. The matter has reached this point. It will not benefit anyone to continue to pursue it. It is only for everyone to make mistakes. all good."

"I'm just nice to you and Mu Tingnian, but I'm cruel to the Gu family. Ms. Lin, your love is so selfish."

Su Jinchu left a word and turned to leave.

Lin Jingshan covered her face and cried bitterly.

Is her love selfish?

But isn’t love supposed to be selfish in the first place?

If she was not selfish, how could she keep Gu Hongze by her side for twenty years?

Everyone blames her and spurns her, but this is what she wants. I just want a home and be with the people I like!

What's wrong?