【Naruto】Hyuga Neji’s Beautiful Life

Hyuga Neji, from being slightly surprised when they first met to becoming his only believer, is just a matter of words.

Oh no no no, please don’t misunderstand.

I, Kabuto Yakushi, have absolutely no relationship with a masochist.

I am waste...but whether I am really waste depends on my "perception".

Yes, it depends on myself.

Of course, Lord Orochimaru is also an outstanding ninja. He far surpasses Hyuga Neji in terms of strength and ninjutsu attainments. As a former subordinate, I naturally awe and respect him very much.

But he couldn't answer my questions and couldn't tell me who I was.

Cognition is a very magical thing. People always have various cognitions about themselves. As a spy, I am no exception...

But when there are differences and collisions between the self in the ideal perception, the self in the reality and the self in the perception of others, you will begin to be unable to understand yourself correctly.

That’s what I want to know, “Who am I.”

I know who I am better than anyone, but I don’t know who I am at all…

Theory and practice are different for everyone. As long as you keep reading, studying, and seeking solutions, theory and practice will be like the human spine and spinal cord - yes, there is a difference in length.

Practice can never catch up with theory, but I never give up and keep looking.

So am I really a waste? of course not……

So why would I admit it?

This is of course because Lord Neji has found a balance between the three.

That is, waste.

Through the recognition of waste, I briefly reached a wonderful balance point, and naturally felt a sense of enlightenment.

But both I and Neji-sama know that this is always just a short-term balance... that is, a consumable. Even consumables have been the only salvation for me in these years.

And I believe that Lord Neji will definitely lead me to true salvation.

Then just work hard for Orochimaru-sama... and make some insignificant sacrifice for his useful subordinates! He will definitely feel that it is worth his money and that his hard work is worth it. No? He had to feel so, but when he truly knows Lord Neji, he will understand how wise my choice was.

Loyalty? That kind of thing is only for the destined master! I am a spy, and every side can be the most real and the most false. Even Lord Orochimaru knows this very well.

Haha, this is not a betrayal, it’s just that the deal ends here.

Although the condition given by Lord Orochimaru - "science" is very tempting, as long as humans are still imprisoned in the body, they cannot escape the control of hormones!

Compared with theory, spiritual satisfaction is the top priority now.

And I am convinced that Neji-sama and I are the same person.

At least in terms of self-awareness, we are very similar.

Although Neji-sama is rarely exposed, and the garbage around him has never been noticed, I can completely understand it because I can resonate with Neji-sama’s soul!

He is confused and afraid, confused about the future, and afraid of himself.

Only I know, only I am sure...

The current appearance and posture are definitely very different from what Neji-sama expected and yearned for.

Everyone will not give up saving themselves, even if they give up, it is only on the surface.

Loving yourself is the cry of everyone's life.

And as long as I follow Lord Neji, he can take me with him when he saves himself.

No, it’s not by accident, our souls are going to a certain place... until then...

Yes, I will be Neji-sama's only confidant, and Neji-sama will save me from the quagmire!

Some feelings and some thoughts can only be experienced first-hand if you fall into the same predicament. And people like Orochimaru can only temporarily calm my restless soul through words.

Everyone can understand it! A traveler in the desert chooses when he encounters a mouth of water and an oasis. This should go without me saying more.

And... Orochimaru-sama can have hundreds or thousands of Yakushi Kabuto, but Neji-sama only has me.

The only soulmate in the world.

By the way, this is my new understanding, and it is also the inspiration brought by the word "waste".

As long as you enlarge your perception, you can temporarily overcome the confusion. It is indeed a good way to achieve sustainable development for a period of time.

Please see, everyone, this is the salvation that the great Neji brought to me, a short-lived, precious, like the coming of a god...

When Neji-sama’s wish comes true, that’s when we will be saved!

What, Neji-sama’s wish?

No kidding, how would I know?

Being considered a "trash", I should naturally fulfill my duties as a waste. A good waste will never ask things you shouldn't ask, listen to things you shouldn't hear, and think things you shouldn't think.

But as long as Neji-sama orders me with one look or movement, I will be like the most loyal and useful family dog, dedicated to the dedicated Neji-sama with all my strength.

What power do I have if I am not a spy?

This of course depends on Neji-sama.

Human role and happiness are not entirely determined by power and status.

Although I am already Neji-sama’s confidant, this is the only one that is indispensable.

But my happiness is not like being a waste?

Calm down and live every day peacefully. There are no disputes, no tasks, just a little bit of insignificant mental work and slightly tiring physical work, which can make every day of my life fulfilling and outstanding.

Trash, as it should be.

It's ridiculous that my amazing talent should be the main culprit holding me back.

Since ancient times, geniuses have suffered a lot of misfortune. That should be me before I met Neji-sama! If I had not met him, I would have definitely gone astray one day and never returned, eventually leading to disillusionment and death.

And what about my legacy? I'm afraid it has long been integrated with Lord Orochimaru's "science" and formed something more extreme and dark!

And now, I am extremely sure that I am moving in the direction of "myself", taking every step full of hope, strength, and faith.

Now, I can believe without hesitation that Lord Neji is my only belief.

And I, Kabuto Yakushi, am also Neji-sama’s unique resonance in the world.

Loyal? Why are you still asking this question?

It seems that you didn't understand a word of what I said.

It is often said that there are certain things that even rubbish can do well.

It's ridiculous that you can't fully read the crude yet clear words written by a loser like me.

If you can't even understand the obvious words, it seems that you are worse than trash.

(interlude)

Liao: Neji, do you have a soulmate? Or, a soulmate or something? Yes, soulmate!

Neji: No.

Liao: Alas, alas! ! !

Neji: As for friends... I have one.