The educated youth was reborn and wanted to disappear, but he was locked into a military marriage.

Zhu Xiaomin suddenly woke up and immediately heard the dog barking getting closer and closer. She wanted to sit up, but as soon as she moved, she felt a strange pain somewhere in her body.

What happened?

Zhu Xiaomin was startled, then raised his head, and saw where the light came out of the darkness, where there were thick branches and a crescent moon hanging on the treetops.

This is……

The familiar and distant memory made her head bang, and she subconsciously reached out to touch the side.

What I started with was a man's solid and elastic body. I couldn't tell the parts, but in the quiet night I could still hear the man's long breathing.

There really is...

Zhu Xiaomin's head was pounding. She jumped off the kang and staggered to the door. Looking out from the crack of the door, she saw the shadowy figures reflected in the winding torches on the road down the mountain, accompanied by the sound of dogs barking. , is coming here.

This is real!

Zhu Xiaomin's heart was beating wildly. She turned around and ran back. She pushed hard on the man with one hand and shouted in a low voice: "Wake up! Lu Mingzheng, wake up so quickly!" With the other hand, he hurriedly grabbed the clothes next to him and started messing around. Put it on your body.

But after shouting several times, the man on the kang just muttered vaguely, but did not wake up.

Zhu Xiaomin gritted her teeth, rushed to the corner according to her memory, pulled it with her hand, grabbed a water ladle, scooped up a ladle of water and rushed back, splashing it on the man.

In his sleep, with cold water poured on his head, Lu Mingzheng sat up with a start and shouted in a low voice: "What are you doing?"

Zhu Xiaomin didn't have time to explain, so she threw her clothes on him and said hurriedly: "Put on your clothes quickly. Remember, you are guarding the forest here by yourself and have never seen me."

After saying that, regardless of whether the man could react or not, he rushed to the door again, peeked out from the crack of the door, gently opened a crack, squeezed out in a flash, then closed it smoothly, bending his waist and wrapping around the wall. Pass the hut and then run along the path behind the house.

She had only left for a while, but the people down the hillside had already arrived. The first young man kicked open the door of the hut and shouted: "Lu Mingzheng, you have done a good job!"

Under the light of the torch, the situation in the hut was visible at a glance. Lu Mingzheng was sitting on the kang with a blank look on his face. The tattered quilt on his body slipped down, revealing his bare upper body. There was no one else outside.

what happened?

The eyes of the people behind him all fell on the man who kicked the door.

Lu Mingzheng raised his hand to block it, letting his eyes adapt to the sudden light, then opened it again and asked doubtfully: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Several others also asked: "Nie Yifei, what's going on?"

"Why are you alone?" Nie Yifei, the young man who kicked the door, asked in surprise.

Lu Mingzheng was even more confused: "Tonight, it's your turn to look at the woods with me. You said we were going to the town. Of course I had to come here by myself. If not myself, who else could be there?" After that, he added, "Why are you back again?" ?”

Under everyone's questioning gaze, Nie Yifei's face turned cold, he strode forward, grabbed the quilt on his body and threw it away. When he saw the trousers he was wearing underneath, his pupils shrank, he gritted his teeth and stared at him. Literally asked: "Is it really just you and no one else has been here?"

"Who else will come?" Lu Mingzheng asked coldly.

Nie Yifei choked. When he saw his wet hair, he seemed to have discovered something and immediately asked, "What's the matter with you? Your hair is all wet."

"I had a nightmare. I just woke up and you guys came in." Lu Mingzheng replied calmly, clenching the fists at his side quietly.

Even if he didn't know what was happening, he still felt that something was wrong.

His answer was impeccable, and Nie Yifei was unwilling to give in. He glanced at the entire kang and then looked into the room.

But this ranger's hut only has so much space, and it's obvious at a glance that there is no place to hide people.

"Nie Yifei, whose rumor did you listen to to call us here in the middle of the night?" Gu Mancang, secretary of the brigade, looked at him with dissatisfaction.

Nie Yifei's expression changed and he had no choice but to shake his head: "I was on my way to town to do some business, and I heard someone say on the way... It seems that I was tricked." He glared at Lu Mingzheng again, swept his eyes across the room, and turned around to walk out.

When he finally heard the group of people walking away, Lu Mingzheng lit the lamp again, turned over the quilt, and pulled something out of the hole, with deep thought in his eyes.

Zhu Xiaomin ran out of the forest in one breath and ran down the hillside. She didn't stop until she passed a cornfield, bent down and held her knees up, gasping for air.

After a while, I found a field stalk and sat down slowly, looking up at the stars in the sky and the crescent moon on the horizon in trance.

The feeling in her body was so clear that she couldn't ignore it. She had to think about it, what was going on?

In her last memory, she was dragging her injured body on the verge of death. It had been a long time. There were only doctors and nurses in white clothes around her, and no one else.

She remembered that her breathing became difficult and she knew she was going to die. There was no fear in her heart, only unwillingness and resentment.

But suddenly, why did he come back here?

Even after decades, she still remembers this day clearly.

This is August 19, 1972.

A very ordinary day was also the beginning of a turning point in her life.

And this is Pingcheng Beishan Forest Farm when she jumped in line.

No, no, at that time, this place did not belong to Pingcheng, but to the Beishan Forest Farm in Hengyin County, Yunzhong Region.

Just three years ago, she and a dozen educated youths came here to jump in line, and met Nie Yifei here.

After his two-year intense love offensive, she fell in love with him.

However, on this day, she was deceived by him into the forest guard's cabin in the forest farm. The person waiting for her was not Nie Yifei, but the drugged Lu Mingzheng.

In her last life, she was dragged out of bed in a state of confusion, along with Lu Mingzheng, who was also naked like her.

Faced with Nie Yifei's anger and sadness, and the crowd's shouting and killing, she and Lu Mingzheng had no choice but to admit it. In order to quell the rumors, they got married.

She lost her reputation and became a rag that everyone despised, while Lu Mingzheng lost the opportunity to return to the city.

They didn't know how it happened. They doubted each other and hated each other. They became a pair of resentful couples and had been entangled for more than ten years.

When she finally knew the truth about that year and wanted to tell Lu Mingzheng, she realized that he had died in battle a few years ago...

The memory stopped here, Zhu Xiaomin clenched her fists, her heart still felt like needles pricking her.

Back then, he was a victim like her, but they tortured each other for more than ten years. He went to the battlefield to avoid her, and she ran away from home in despair. In the end, he died on the battlefield, and she didn't know it. .

As she watched death approaching step by step, she no longer had any resentment towards Lu Mingzheng, only guilt.

In the last life, it was because she was blind that she believed in Nie Yifei and was used by him, which harmed Lu Mingzheng and herself.