Kuai Chuan: I really don’t want to be a villain

My name is Ye Ziqing, and I have been given a lot of expectations since I was born.

Zhang Tianshi from Longhu Mountain came to my grandfather on the day I was born and told my grandfather that I was destined to be an immortal and that I was the most suitable person to follow the path of Taoism. So, my cousin who was two months older than me became my cousin inexplicably.

And to the outside world, I am the eldest grandson of the Ye family.

When I first learned to speak, I already behaved differently from ordinary people. My precocious wisdom made me lose a lot of my childishness, and I had to learn a lot of knowledge. Grandpa hired teachers from all walks of life for me, which took up a lot of my playing time.

Starting from the age of five, I would leave the Ye family every year and go to Longhu Mountain to study Taoism with Master Zhang Tianshi. Compared with those taught by the Ye family, I preferred my days in Longhu Mountain.

I thought my life would be like this, with power and power that was beyond the reach of ordinary people at my fingertips. It was not unreasonable for me to think that I preferred an ordinary life.

Of course not, I like excitement. Along the way of practicing Taoism, there are countless difficulties and obstacles, fighting with people, monsters, demons and ghosts. That would bring a different kind of ripples to my dull life.

Of course I have friends, but for them, they may not dare to stand side by side with me. They prefer to follow me instead of treating me as an equal.

It seems that if you follow me, you can win one victory after another.

No one cared why I was winning.

The turning point in my life happened on my birthday when I was 12 years old.

I met a little angel who was lost.

That shouldn't be my child. I haven't seen her before. She is very cute, very beautiful, speaks softly and glutinously, like a glutinous rice dumpling, and she also knows how to give gifts to people who help her.

After that day, I investigated her information and found out that she was a distant relative, and the blood relationship was almost indifferent to the point of being negligible. There are many such small families who will amplify this kind of thing and spread it out in order to have a relationship with the Ye family.

I used to not care about my closest cousins, let alone my so-called distant relatives.

But that child was different.

I don't know why, but I choose to pay attention to her silently, not frequently. I only want to take a look at her current situation after occasionally heavy training tasks.

A very ordinary and cliched life, a distant cousin named Song Qiao, an illegitimate daughter who could not see the light of day. Her happy childhood was completely destroyed after the birth of her younger sister.

I can't do anything for her. There are many people in the Ye family who pay attention to me, and the monastic community gradually begins to notice me. My strength is not enough to protect her after getting close to her.

When I became an adult and took power, I became busier and busier, but I always found time to see her from a distance. I know what she is trying to do, she wants to be recognized by her father, and she still yearns for a happy and harmonious family.

I think I can help her.

Grandpa's birthday, she came to attend with her father, and she was not qualified to come. It was me who secretly manipulated it, trying to get in touch with her openly.

I spotted her right away in the crowd.

Dress up and look extra beautiful.

I knew she could take care of the annoying people even if I didn't show up, but I couldn't wait to talk to her and not waste any more of this rare quality time.

She was finally willing to take a look at me, and the smile on her face that was originally superficial became much more real.

I gave her a nickname, Ziyu, so that we seem to be closer.

Ziyu.

Ziqing.

Only I can call her that.

I was led by Zhang Tianshi to the singularity battlefield, and a deeper and heavier pressure fell on me. He told me that in the past two thousand years in China, the most promising person to become an immortal is me. Whether I can solve the singularity pollution depends on my future development.

Although he and I don't have the title of master and disciple, we are actually master and disciple. I looked at the stone tablet standing at the first seal point, which was forged by the blood and tears of countless predecessors.

I thought, I must become an immortal.

I am getting busier and busier, practicing Taoism, Ye family affairs, Singularity battlefield, and endless assassinations against me.

I can only reduce my meetings with Ziyu. I'm afraid that too frequent meetings will cause her irreparable harm.

I heard that she was in love with a handsome man.

I felt a little uncomfortable, but okay, it wasn't particularly painful.

The third singularity pollution breaks out again. I have to go for a long time, and I don’t know if I can come back alive. If I die, will she cry? Probably not, after all, I am not her lover.

That's probably the thing I regret the most.

When I came back from the battlefield, I learned about the pain she had gone through.

My sister committed suicide and my mother was killed.

Many people say that I am emotionally weak, have no desires and desires, and am like an emotionless robot. I thought so myself, but that day, I secretly visited her and saw her crying in her sister's room for a long time.

My heart ached, even more painful than the day I found out she was in love with someone else. She cried for a long time, so long that my heart ached and became numb.

I want to hug her, but who am I qualified to hug her?

I have so much, and one sentence can determine the fate of many people, but I failed to protect her or the people she cares about.

I didn't go to see her, I just made arrangements to help her secretly. She wants to take revenge with her own hands, so I will help her take revenge.

The contamination spread quickly, and the time spent on the battlefield became longer and longer.

Sometimes I think, it would be great if I didn't have such a high talent. I also want to know nothing, be an ordinary Ye family member, live a life without worries about food and clothing, and be able to be with Ziyu without worrying so much. .

It's strange, it was the first time I thought that way. Obviously before, what I liked most was such a stimulating and busy life.

I still couldn't help it and secretly went to Natsumi City to see her. The moon was bright that night and there were no stars. She came back from socializing and drank a lot of wine. I put her on the bed and listened to her nonsense.

She was scolding me, cursing and crying again.

I held her for a long time and carefully kissed the corners of her eyes.

The kiss was not sweet, it was salty and a little bitter.

Probably because I kissed her tears.

I'm about to break through, this time it's a real narrow escape. No one has become an immortal in this world for thousands of years, and I am not sure whether I can succeed.

Regardless of success or failure, there is nothing between me and Ziyu.

If I become an immortal and she is a mortal, she will be born, old, sick and die. Sooner or later we will have to face separation, and she is definitely not willing to have such an ending.

If I fail...if I fail, I will be glad that she and I never started, so that she will not be too sad.

I didn't expect that I really succeeded, but at the moment of success, I felt a powerful force penetrate the world barrier and descend somewhere in China.

I'm late.

I'm always late.

She was lying alone in the cold snow. Even gods could not resurrect her dead lover.

That's when I finally realized how stupid I was.

I won't accept my fate. How could I accept my fate? She is dead, and I will try my best to save her. Even if the cost is my life and my soul, I won’t hesitate.

I begged the nine-tailed fox, and I knew she had a way to save Ziyu.

I don’t want to know those past events, nor do I want to know the meaning of destiny. What kind of death is caused by a short break, what kind of love is difficult to survive.

It doesn't matter, I don't care.

I just want her to live.

I will lose my mind and go back to the long river of time. I will forget her and that we once loved each other.

She will also forget many things and will not know what I did today.

But I believe that we will meet eventually and we will fall in love.

It's very painful to be separated from my soul. I can't help but wonder if she felt the same pain as me before she died. I looked at Ziyu's sleeping soul, and finally kissed her forehead.

You must come back to me early, I will wait for you, but this time, this time Ziyu, I will bravely hold your hand, and please, don't leave me alone again.