After the divorce, my ex’s brother became very possessive of me.

In the following time, Nian Zhi really did what she said - do well, for the sake of her children.

She started to eat on time and take medicine on time. Everything seemed so good and she slowly returned to normal. But only she knew how the pain that penetrated into her bone marrow tormented her when she couldn't sleep at night. .

She was in pain but couldn't cry out. She wanted to cry but couldn't.

But no matter how deep the pain is, it will probably slowly become a habit and become natural as time goes by.

…………

By the time she was 4 months old, her belly was already slightly swollen, and her stature was petite, which made her belly even more prominent. Probably because she is usually very careful, the fetus is developing well.

The bodies of Tao Wantian and Nian Dongming have also returned to normal. Now they come to see her every day, go to class every week, and have prenatal check-ups and the like. Ye Jinglan is accompanying her on these, and she has just refused a few times. , but Ye Jinglan said every time - eldest brother told me before, let me take good care of you, this is my responsibility, not to mention, isn't your child my nephew?

Nian Zhi had nothing to say in rebuttal, so he let him go as many times as he could.

However, Ye Jinglan now calls "big brother" when he opens or closes his mouth, which is really smooth.

Sometimes I think about it, life is impermanent, and I really understand this sentence.

In a blink of an eye, it’s already the end of the year.

The weather is getting colder, and Nian Zhi's belly is getting bigger. It is inconvenient for her to do many things alone. However, Song Huimin has her aunt who has always taken care of her daily life to take care of her 24 hours a day. Nian Zhi has always lived alone. In Song Wenjing's apartment, Song Huimin herself usually comes there two or three times a week. Tao Wantian and Nian Dongming live in the house where Nian Zhi lived before, and they come to see her basically every day.

But that day, it snowed heavily and the traffic was bad. No one could get there. Nian Zhi was in the apartment and didn't go out all day. She wore a thick light blue sweater with a pair of gray pants underneath. Leggings are constant temperature at home, so she won't feel cold or hot all year round. She can wear them however they feel comfortable.

In fact, I have been pregnant for 6 months. Now I have a big belly, which is really uncomfortable. My aunt happened to go out to buy things again today. It is already dinner time and she has not come back yet.

Nian Zhi was very hungry, so she thought about getting something to eat. When she entered the kitchen, she found a lot of washed vegetables in the sink. Nian Zhi took some out and prepared some noodles.

When she opened the refrigerator to get some noodles, the cold air hit her face, and her heart, which seemed to have been frozen for almost half a year, suddenly burst at this moment.

There is a kind of pain slowly seeping out from those cracks.

On the bottom shelf of the refrigerator, lying quietly was a package of noodles with half of it left after being opened.

All the things from the past are just like this, rushing towards us.

She remembered that when she was hungry, he liked to make noodles for himself.

She still remembered that they had a fight that day, and he made noodles for himself for the last time, and there was a fierce argument in the end.

…………

She thought that so many days had passed, months had passed, and more than half a year had passed. The pain she thought she could hide was still dormant quietly. As long as you are not careful, all these pains will come out. Completely tear apart the mask you put on with so much effort.

Nian Zhizhi took out the package of noodles with trembling hands. The shelf life probably had not expired yet. This type of noodles was vacuum-packed. There were also small packages of small packages inside, so the aunt who was cooking never threw them away. She slowly ran her fingers over the plastic bag, and then closed the refrigerator. She didn't shed a single tear. She just opened two small packages, then took some washed cooked vegetables and placed them on the cutting board. She planned to prepare them for herself. a bowl of noodles.

She still remembered how the noodles he made for her tasted.

However, when he started cutting vegetables, he still accidentally cut himself. Nian Zhi didn't pay attention and subconsciously exclaimed. The kitchen knife in his hand also snapped and fell to the floor with a crisp sound, which scared Nian Zhi. Zhi's face turned pale, and soon there was a rush of footsteps outside, as well as a familiar male voice——

"Nian Zhi, what's wrong with you?"

"........."

Nian Zhi pressed her fingers with one hand, and the moment she turned away, her heart was in her throat. At that moment, she really thought that the voice she heard belonged to Song Wenjing, and the person she saw was also Song Wenjing. .

But the person standing in front of him was not him, but Ye Jinglan.

"What's wrong with you? Your finger is bleeding."

Ye Jinglan didn't know what she was thinking. He glanced at the messy chopping board again and sighed, "I knew it. Auntie said to call you, but you didn't answer. She thought you were sleeping, so she called me." Yes, I bought you something to eat. Come on, let me bandage your wound first."

"no need……"

Nian Zhi took out her hand with an extremely sad expression. She passed Ye Jinglan and walked towards the bedroom. She said feebly: "It's just a small wound, don't bother me. I'll get a band-aid and put it on myself later. I'll rest first." , not hungry..."

"You are pregnant now and your health is not good to begin with. Do you still need to bleed yourself?"

Ye Jinglan frowned, pulled her over and let her sit on the sofa. He ran to the room, found the prepared medical kit, and then carefully disinfected her fingers. During the disinfection, there was a slight Nian Zhi felt no pain at all and had no reaction at all.

After the bandage was finished, she still maintained her original posture. Ye Jinglan didn't think much and took out the food he had specially sent to the hotel to cook. "Eat something. They are all your favorite dishes."

Over the past six months, he has met with him almost every day.

It's not that Nian Zhi didn't know what his kindness to her meant, but she no longer had the energy to think about it. Now that she suddenly looked at him like this, Nian Zhi felt how unfair this was to Ye Jinglan. In fact, he is so good that it is really not worth wasting too much time on yourself.

He opened the lunch box, and the aroma was fragrant. Nian Zhi suddenly raised his head and looked at Ye Jinglan, "Jinglan, I want to go to England."

"........."

All movements suddenly stopped, and Ye Jinglan raised his head, "What did you say?"

His voice was a bit cold, and Nian Zhi lowered her eyes quietly, "I think it's the same wherever I live. I just want to go to England, and maybe my child will be born there... Do you remember? Wen Jing's household registration is British, and ours is Of course, the child must be like him, I want Ji Yang to help me..."

"Nian Zhi!"

Ye Jinglan threw away the chopsticks in his hand and looked at her with burning eyes. There were too many emotions in his eyes that Nian Zhi could not explain carefully, "Is it really that hard to forget? I have done so much for you, you really Can’t you see any of it?”

"........."

"It's been so long. Yes, maybe for you, every day is a torment, but for me, isn't it? The last thing he said to me before was - no matter what, take good care of me Treat her well and let her live well. I said to him - Song Wenjing, you tried so hard to take this woman away from me, and now you want me to take care of her. Who do you think I am, Ye Jinglan? ? She is not your free nanny. If you dare not come back, then I will never let her go again. I will make her my woman again—"

Nian Zhi's heart trembled, and her eyes looking at Ye Jinglan showed a bit of stiffness and embarrassment.

Ye Jinglan stared at her for a moment, "Nian Zhi, your understanding ability shouldn't be that bad, right? I've worked hard for so long, you should be able to see it, right? I don't want you to be alone , so lonely, and I don’t want your child to have no father, so I’m here. I don’t mind at all. I will take good care of you. You are still so young. It will be very hard for a single mother. Rather than looking for someone else in the future, Why don't you find me? I will be nice to you, I..."

"do not talk."

Nian Zhi suddenly stood up. The movement was too big. The corner of her sweater happened to hit the food box beside her. She subconsciously pulled it and the food box fell to the floor with a clatter. Vegetable soup splashed out and penetrated into her body. There was a stain on the sweater.

She held the corner of her clothes tightly with her slender fingers and said word by word: "I won't look for anyone else, and I don't feel lonely. My child has only one father, and it can't be anyone. It must be Song Wenjing."

"Nian Zhi——"

"Jinglan, please stop talking, I beg you! Don't force me, okay? I know you are always by my side, but you know, if I don't love you, I might compromise on life, I might I will compromise... on many things, but I will not compromise on love. I only love Song Wenjing, and no man in this world can replace him."

"I didn't say I wanted to replace him. You can think about him. I just want to take care of you, Nian Zhi. Time can smooth away too many things. It doesn't matter if you don't love me. We are family, right?"

Ye Jinglan took a step forward, but Nian Zhi took a step back. She shook her head and said firmly: "No, it's impossible. I will never see him again in my life, and I will never be with anyone else."

"........."

After Nian Zhi finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the bedroom.

Ye Jinglan stood quietly in the living room alone. He smoked 5 cigarettes. He waited until the corners of his lips were numb before he slowly stood up and shook the ashes from his body. He stood at the door of the bedroom and knocked on the door. Knocking on the door, regardless of whether Nian Zhi could hear it or not, he spoke in a hoarse voice, "...I'll take you to see Song Wenjing."